Chapter 11

Well here's another chapter ..i don't cant really guarantee if its good…or if any of the chapters are any good. I had this chapter for months now , but never got around to typing it .

I probably have lots of errors ….aww well…..

THE ONLY EXCEPTION

Lily's Pov

" How are you Lily ?" Jake asked ,he seemed really nervous, and I thought it was really cute that he cared so much.

"I'm fine Jake , no need to worry", I lied , I felt horrible.

He felt my forehead and then had another worried look on his face ,"Lily you're burning up!"

Jacobs Pov

"Its just a fever, I'll be okay Jacob, stop being a Granny" she smiled, she was so beautiful even though she was sick, and I couldn't help but smile back.

"You need to rest , go lay down " I ordered her

"Yes sir", she smiled

"I'm gonna wait here until you fall asleep", I said as I tucked her in

"Thanks for being here Jacob, I really appreciate it"

"I'd do anything for you Lily , more than you'd ever know"

I was about to take a seat on the floor , but then I heard her say

" I cant have you on the floor Jake if you came all this way just to check on me , sit on the bed , I don't bite" , she ,laughed , then the laughter followed into a series of coughs , she was really sick, she couldn't fool me.

I lay on the bed next to her , that was probably the best moment of my life .

" Okay this is my half of the bed , and that's yours, you cannot cross this line Jacob" she smiled as she drew an imaginary line parting us , I knew it was too good to be true.

"Hey Lils , do you by any chance remember what you said in the Rabbit while I was taking you to the Hospital?"

LILY'S POV

Oh Shoot !, I was hoping he wouldn't ask me that!

"Umm" , was all I managed to let out , I think he sensed I was embarrassed

"Yes I remember ", I said , that felt relieving

" Well I've loved you from the very first time I laid my eyes on you Lily Rodrigues", he said , that was probably the most romantic thing anyone has ever said to me, Ever, then suddenly he rolled over to my side of the bed and hugged me, I hugged him back, his warmth was addictive , I didn't want to let go.

" I love you Lily", he said as he kissed me on the forehead

"I love you too", that was the first time I had ever said that to anyone other than my dad, and I really did mean it .

"So are you going to be my girlfriend?", I was stuck in the moment , but then my whole life came flashing across my eyes as I realized that this could be a huge mistake .

"I really don't want to get into this whole relationship thing Jake , don't get me wrong , I love you, I really do, but I cant "

He looked shattered , I hated doing that to him

" Why Lily?, we're perfect for each other ", he said looking as though he wanted to cry

" Because don't want to end up like my Dad", I said barely holding back the tears

"what happened between your parents Lily? , you don't have to answer if you don't want to"

I took in a deep breath " well, when I was five , my mom decided that she didn't want to have a family with me and my dad anymore , I was little but I remember everything, She left and moved on with her life , no goodbye, no anything, she didn't care that she had a five year old daughter who would have to grow up without a mother, she didn't care if I would miss her. But the most hurtful part was a year later when I went on a trip with my dad and saw her walking with a baby and new husband in the mall, I was young and stupid , I Ran up to her shouting "mommy, mommy!", but she pretended like she didn't know me , like I was just some cazy kid"

" oh Lily I'm so sorry", Jake said

I could hold back the tears now , they were pouring out my eyes, I wanted to get it all out

" I was Shattered, my dad had to come and pick me up, and he tried to convince me it was ok, but I knew it wasn't, I saw him crying that night, the woman he had loved so much had just abandoned him and their child, just to satisfy her selfish needs , from that they on I Hated her so much!

"oh Lily, I would Never Ever hurt you like that, you have to believe me ", he said as he cuddled me and wiped the tears away from my eyes .

" I really don't know Jake"

"you have to trust me ", he pleaded

I didn't know what I was getting myself into , but for some reason I felt safe with Jacob Black. Its like if he had the power to wipe all my fears away. I didn't know and at that moment I really didn't care if I was jumping into a pool of trouble.I loved Jacob Black and that was a fact that I couldn't deny.

" Ok, I trust you" I said

"you do?" he smiled

"yeah, I guess you're my only exception ", I smiled back

We slowly leaned into each other , and without realizing it we were kissing, on the lips !, my very first kiss, with the boy of my dreams! , his lips were so hot , but really soft, I didn't ever want to stop kissing Jacob Black….Ever….