Author's Note:

This chapter involves some drug use and sexual situations. It's not too bad, I think it's still in the T-range, but I'm mentioning it here just in case you don't want to read it.

To the reviewers: Thank you so much for your reviews! I enjoy reading them and I hope that you continue to enjoy the story. Who will Spencer end up with? I still don't know!

Ryan entered the bar to see Spencer talking quickly with large hand motions. She sat next to him, ordering a drink, which the bartender gratefully got. Ryan turned back to Spencer.

"You called?"

Spencer turned to her and grinned. "Ryan!"

Ryan frowned, grabbing his face. "Your eyes are completely dilated. Are you okay?"

Spencer pushed away her hands before kissing her, forcefully. She pulled back.

"Spencer!"

He kissed down her neck, his hands moving up his side. She pushed him back.

"What are you doing?...Are you high?"

Spencer grinned a little and Ryan looked at him, grabbing his face again. "What are you on?"

Spencer rolled his eyes. "You're not my mother."

"You're damn right. Your mom would be disappointed. I'm pissed. What the hell are you thinking? I should call Elle."

"Shut up and kiss me."

"Tell me what you're on."

"Meth." Spencer said, taking her drink and sipping.

Ryan's eyes widened. "Spencer."

"Stop. I've been on drugs before. I know the danger signs."

Ryan looked at him and shook her head, taking back her drink. He scooted closer to her, his lips moving to her neck. "I want you."

"The drugs in your system are making you think you want me."

Her eyes closed as his tongue ran up her neck as his hand moved in between her thighs. "No.I want you."

Ryan shivered as his hand continued to move forward, his lips teasing her neck.

"Spence..."

He bit, roughly. "Don't call me that."

She turned to him. "What do you want me to call you?" Her voice was huskier, she was losing the battle to say no. He was more assertive, kind of dangerous. It was sexy. Her hand pulled at his tie and he grinned.

"How about we discuss this more at my place?"

Ryan licked her lips. "Okay."

Criminal Minds || Viva Las Vegas

Ryan groaned when the door bell ring. What time was it? She looked at the clock on the side of the bed and groaned again. It was only 6. She hadn't got to sleep until about 4 and Spencer was still geeked up. She looked to the side of bed. Spencer wasn't in bed. She pulled on one of his shirts before going to look for him. She wanted to make sure he hadn't hurt himself.

She wrapped her arms around her self when she saw JJ and Henry. JJ looked down when she saw her.

"Spenner!" Henry said, giggling as Spencer tossed the boy in the air.

Ryan moved over to JJ. "I know that... we aren't..."

"I'm just letting him say goodbye."

"He's high, JJ."

JJ turned to her quickly. "What?"

Henry and Spencer looked at her before Spencer tickled the little boy again.

"He shot up Meth last night. He's still pretty high."

Ryan couldn't read JJ's face. The two boys came back and JJ took her son.

"We need to go, Spencer. You need to .. I'm really disappointed in you. Your sobriety...You blew that because of..." She shook her head, unable to continue

Spencer looked away. Henry looked at Spencer before his mommy. "Stop making Spenner sad, mommy!"

"Spencer did something really bad."

Henry looked at Spencer. "So he's in trouble?"

"Big trouble."

Henry sighed, looking at Spencer. "What did he do?"

JJ paused. Henry was too smart for his own good. What was she supposed to say?

Spencer took the boy out of her arms. "It's a secret between Mommy and me, okay?"

Henry nodded. "She's real mad, Spenner. You say sorry!"

"I am sorry."

Henry looked back at his mom. "Spenner sorry, Mommy. Don't be mad."

JJ took the boy out of his arms. "Come on, Henry. We got to go, buddy."

"You need to say it's okay, Mommy."

"It's not okay, Henry."

"But.."

"Henry." JJ warned and the boy looked like he was about to cry.

"I don't want to go!" Henry whined.

JJ sighed and picked up her bag. "I'll call you later, Spencer. It...was nice to meet you Ryan."

Ryan nodded, weakly, feeling very awkward.

"No! Mommy. NO Go!" Henry cried as JJ started to leave. Ryan watched Spencer who looked in pain with each of Henry's wails.

He took a step towards JJ and Ryan moved towards him. "You got to let her go."

"Spenner!" Henry screamed and Spencer tensed completely. As soon as JJ and Henry were gone, Spencer moved to the couch, rubbing his face. His knee bobbed up and down, the drug still in his system. Ryan rubbed her arms.

"Spencer.."

"Can you leave, please?"

Ryan opened her mouth to say something before closing it. "Are you..."

"Ryan. Go home."

"I'm not leaving you upset and high. Sorry."

He looked up and glared. "This is your fault. You told her."

"She needed to be told and don't act she wouldn't have noticed. You're so out of it."

Spencer rolled his eyes.

Ryan sighed and pushed back her unruly curls. She sat next to him and put her hand on his knee.

"Spencer."

"He didn't want to go and I just let them walk away."

"He'll be okay. You'll call in a few hours and he'll be fine. Toddlers are like that. And JJ will be okay too. It's been a...tough weekend."

Spencer looked at her, noticing what she was wearing for the first time. He smiled a little. "You look good."

Ryan looked down at the pinstriped shirt, before running her hand through her hair. "I look like someone whos only got two hours of sleep."

Spencer looked at her a little embarrassed. "I didn't mean to keep you up."

"Yes you did. Don't apologize. I enjoyed...every minute." She winked.

Spencer flushed before looking back at the door. "I really messed up."

"Getting high? Yeah."

Spencer looked back at her as she played with the hem of his shirt. He had used her. She knew it too, it seemed. "Ryan..."

Ryan looked up. "Yeah, Spencer?"

He didn't know what to do or what to say. JJ had made it clear that they weren't going to be together. She said she should move on. He licked his lips before leaning in and kissing her.

Ryan pulled back. "Spencer, you're hurting. We shouldn't."

Spencer's hands moved against her shirt. "I know what I'm doing."

Ryan moaned. "I know that."

Spencer chuckled a little, pushing off his shirt of her shoulders. "Then, let me."

She looked at him. "Spencer, I can't... I don't want to be used."

Spencer kissed her lips. "I'm not."

Her hands moved to his hair, pulling at him as he started to kiss downwards. "Dinner."

"Definitely." He said, nipping at her collar bone.

She gasped a little as he continued to kiss downwards. She couldn't disagree with that.