Pairing: Mentions of Hank/Emily
Warning: Mentions of het
Author's Notes: This is a mix of me ranting about the last few episodes and how I'm sure Evan is feeling. Stupid Hank.
Spoilers: All of season two, some for the end of season one
He never thought his brother could be so cold and uncaring towards him. Never thought that Hank would choose some woman over their relationship. Never thought that Hank would refuse to listen to him at all about something he knew he was right about. He never thought that he would lose his brother this way. They hadn't even had a proper fight about it. Just a lot of him trying to get Hank to listen to him and a lot of Hank ignoring him, shutting him out, and, worst of all, lying to him.
That's what hurt the most. He didn't care who his brother fucked. Well, he cared now, but that's not the point at the moment. The point is is that Hank lied to his face and it didn't bother him in the slightest. Not even after all the fuss he had thrown up about Evan keeping secrets and lying to him about the whole money thing. He had explained it to him after they had both calmed down for a few days that it wasn't so much that Evan had lost their money, it was that Evan had lied to him and kept things from him.
So for Hank to turn around and do it to him, well, it hurts. In the beginning, he wouldn't have cared if his brother wanted to sleep with Peck, but now that she was their rival, it was like he was sleeping with the enemy and choosing her over him. Maybe it was petty of him, but that's what it felt like. Also, he's pretty sure that she's doing it wrong when she almost killed a patient and then blamed it on the medication. Which she prescribed and apparently knew about all the harmful side effects.
He's also sure that his brother is doing it wrong too when he just hand waves that fact away and then asks her to dinner. Whatever, he's not a doctor, he's just an accountant, so what the fuck does he know, right? It just makes him so angry that Hank is being so stupid and thinking with his dick and not his actual brain, if he even still has one now. It's not like him to be this idiotic, but he's been doing a lot of things that aren't like him, like lying and keeping secrets and laughing in Evan's face when he's hurt. Um, hello? Aren't you a doctor? Aren't you suppose to care about the fact that your brother got shot? Sure it wasn't that bad and Divya was handling it (and being bitchy about it too, now that Evan thinks about it), but you didn't have to laugh in his face.
Everything is falling apart between them and Evan's not sure how to fix it or if he even wants too. Some part of him wants to get up and walk away from it all (hopefully with Paige) and never look back. Then Hank would see what he lost. Hank would fall apart without him there and it would be all Hank's fault. Evan's getting tired of being walked all over by his brother. It's not fair and he's losing patience with them all.
He just wants his brother back.