Henry yawned before raising his arms to be picked up. Ryan was the one scoop him up and he smiled, lazily. "Hi Ms. Ryan."

"You sleepy huh?" She asked, looking around for Spencer. JJ had gone to the restroom and Spencer had said he was going to the gift shop for a second.

He nodded, resting his head on her shoulder. "You have fun, Ms. Ryan?"

"I always have fun with you, Mini."

"I have fun with you too, Ms. Ryan."

"Good."

Henry sighed and closed his eyes. Ryan looked up to see JJ was back. Ryan smiled at her.

"Mommy's back."

"Mmh." He said, sleepily, snuggling more into her shoulder, his little hand on her neck.

JJ smiled at her. "I guess we wore him out, huh?"

Ryan nodded, running her hand over his back. JJ noticed and looked around for Spencer.

"Gift shop."

JJ nodded, before looking back at the woman and her son. "You love him."

"Henry? Of course, he's adorable. You've raised an amazing son."

"Spencer."

Ryan licked her lips. "It's a bit early for that, don't you think?"

JJ shrugged. "Henry seems to think you do. And it makes you sad. Why does it make you sad?"

Ryan started to shake her head before sighing with a small chuckle at the end. "He's too smart."

JJ gave her a knowing look and Ryan looked behind JJ to see Spencer carrying a couple of bags. He paused and turned back, seeing something else he liked. Who knew the man liked to shop? She assumed they were all for Henry.

"I was named after my uncle. My mother's brother. He was a fire fighter with my father. My mom went into labor early, while my uncle and my father were working. Only one made it to my birth. My father later told me that he had been trapped and my uncle Ryan came in and got him , but the the building basically collapsed, and pinned my uncle and there was nothing the guys could do. So I was born in mourning and before I'd even understand the true meaning of loss, I'd lose my mother, my brother and my father in a horrible event. I had refused to watch my brother that day, I was a teenager you know? Had a boyfriend or something that was more important. Well, anyways, my mother took him with her to work and they died. And I never let anyone else get close again. And then I met Spencer...and he was complaining about how his dad left and how much it hurt and... I kind of..." Ryan looked down to make sure Henry was asleep, "..hated him at first. I slapped him, you know?"

JJ nodded, mutely. Ryan assumed the woman couldn't believe she was opening up to her. Ryan couldn't believe she was opening up to her. She hated this woman. Okay, she didn't hate her. She was jealous of her. Ryan made a face before continuing.

"And he... surprised me. You know, he visits his mother before every case and after."

"He used to write her a letter everyday."

Ryan smiled. "Sounds like him. He's much more than the brain everyone sees him , He was in the office, working, distraught over his mother, worried about being the best boss he could be and we went out and he didn't kiss me you know, after I basically threw myself at him."

"I remember."

"I was drunk. And I felt rejected. I didn't... I haven't ever liked you, Jennifer. You used him and you broke his heart."

JJ opened her mouth to speak but Ryan continued. "And then I saw that you there in that blanket that morning and I... I knew he was going to get hurt again and -"

"You had feelings for him then?"

"Maybe, I don't know. I just didn't want him to get hurt again."

"So you kissed him?"

"I kissed him because I wanted to kiss him."

"And you knew it'd mess with us."

"Would you have left Will for Spencer that weekend?"

"I..."

"Exactly." Ryan glared. "I felt guilty and I tried to help...and then..." Ryan looked at the boy in her arms.

"You got with him."

"It...That was a mistake."

JJ rolled her eyes. "Oh really? Anyways, I know what followed. When did you fall in love with him?"

"I knew that I could fall in love with him when he held me after I had a bad dream. I knew he wanted to psychoanalyze and he just sat there quietly, his arms around me. For hours. And then the next day, he visited his dad..."

"I remember that. he called Henry."

"He-" She paused as Spencer got close, seeing the two women talking.

"Did I miss something?" He asked and Ryan shook her head.

He looked to JJ who was looking at Ryan, confused. She turned to Spencer. "Can you give us one more minute?" JJ took Henry and handed him to his father. "We need to finish a talk."

Spencer looked in between the women before Henry whined a little. "Daddy. I gotta potty."

Spencer nodded before stealing a glance at the women again before taking the little boy to the men's room.

"Go on." JJ said, sitting down.

"We started being official that night."

"And when did you know you loved him?"

"After Morgan's accident."

"Why then?"

"He hadn't showered in 5 days and-"

"You loved him because he hadn't showered?"

Ryan chuckled. "No. I... He came out of the shower. He was in jeans, because that's all I had bought him - have you ever seen in jeans. Wow, He looks amazing in them. But back to point, He was standing there and he.. I don't know. They way he looked and smelled and.. He was willing to stand up for me to you and I just..."

JJ raised an eyebrow as Ryan sat down next to her. "And why does that make you sad?"

She looked at JJ. "Because he's still yours to take. All you have to do is grab his face and kiss him, tell him you want him and he'd melt right into you. You're the.. You're Henry's mom, You're his first love. You're still his everything."

JJ frowned. "I told him I loved him over the phone last night."

Ryan turned to look at her. "You did?"

"He didn't say it back." She said, softly, seeing the man and boy leaving the bathroom. "He just offered for me to come here and he read to me until I fell asleep. He... I think he cares for you a lot, Ryan. He might still think about me, and I still might be important. But I honestly don't know if he'd leave you for me. And I don't think it's fair to make him choose."

Henry jumped into JJ's lap and Ryan smiled at her before standing up, walking over to Spencer. He smiled, wrapping his arm around her.

"Did you know that the first female character wasn't introduced to the M&M family until 1997? It was posted in between the-"

Ryan leaned up and kissed his lips.

Spencer pulled back with a small smile. "What was that for?"

"You.'re just..."

"Irresistible?"

Ryan chuckled. "Exactly."