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I'm only me when I'm with you

Chapter 5

Bella POV

I can't believe he imprinted on Leah Clearwater, the female wolf. Did she imprint back? Probably not. She's pretty and all but I don't think she's good for him. Ugh! It just got me so angry!

"I don't think it was a good idea for him to imprint on Leah." I told Alice one day while she was cleaning out her mall I mean closet.

"Bella, he didn't have a choice." She said.

"I know but still." I said.

"Why do you care anyway? You're not dating him, you never dated him, you're never gonna date him." She said, which was all true. I stayed quiet.

"Bella!" she said, finally taking her attention off the shoes.

"Alice!" I mimicked.

"Bella, I think you're jealous." She said

"Jealous?"

"Yes jealous, otherwise known as envious. Feeling bitter and unhappy about another's advantages, possessions or luck." She described.

"I know what it means!"

"Then don't question it next time! God teenagers!"

"You're a teenager too because you died as a teen." I said.

"Excuse me, human teenagers." She said and I rolled my eyes.

"I am so not jealous. I love Edward." I said.

"And I love Jasper. But that dosen't mean I don't melt when I see a shirtless Kellan Lutz." She said.

Leah POV

Ew, I HATE attics. There are spiders everywhere and it's all dusty and filled with crap nobody wants to see. My mom is making Jake and I clean it out. At least we're getting paid. How is the attic bigger than my bedroom? That is so retarded.

"Hey Lee!" Jacob called. I looked at him. He was holding some kind of dress. (Link on my profile)

"Ew what is that?"I said kidding.

"A dress." He said. Then my mom came up.

"Oh you found that! I wore that dress to prom with your father." She said.

I put my hands together praying and looked up and said, "I am so sorry dad."

"You, stop that was hip in my day." She said.

"Yes, but thankfully your day is over." I said. Mom just rolled her eyes. "At least we have this, in case we run out of dish rags." I said and Jake chuckled. She snatched the dress away and left.

We found old wedding pictures, pictures of me and Seth as kids, baskets and clothes from us as kids. We found an old record player and old records. Some I knew like Elvis, Beatles, Beastie boys, and the rolling stones but there were ones I never heard of like the breakfast club, Tom Tom club, Yaz and Glass Tiger. I took a few records of the bands I knew to decorate my room with. I found an old camera and took a few pictures. I was happy it still works.

"Awesome." I heard Jake say. He came over to me with my dad's vintage guitar(link on my profile). I smiled as I remembered him teaching me. He died just 2 weeks ago. Jake was the only one who kept me from breaking down. "Where'd you find it?" I asked. He took my hand and pulled me to the back of the attic. There was an amp and another guitar case. Then I recognized the glitter on it that said Leah. Oh God. My guitar.

"Is that your guitar, Lee?" he asked.

"what? No! Of course not." I lied.

"Then why is your name in glitter on the case." He said. I remembered my glitter obsession when I was 12. He walked over to the case and opened it, to reveal a golden brown guitar with my name on the neck. It was the first guitar my dad got me. (hey look! Another link on my profile)

"C'mon Lee play something." he said.

"Um I don't have a guitar pick." I said. He went into the pocket of the case and got a red pick.

"Please Lee." He begged with puppy dug eyes, I couldn't say no to. He sat me on a box and kissed me, passionately.

I put my hands on the string I haven't played in years. I started strumming a random tune. I haven't realized how much I missed playing. The random tune became a song. "Jake gimme that notebook." I said pointing to a shelf. He reached and opened it and looked through it. "Woah Lee you write."

"Give it!" I screamed. I furiously opened the torn notebook to a random page. And took a pen and wrote Friday night beneath the stars in a field behind your yard, you and I are painting pictures in the sky. It was last night in his backyard we were looking at the stars. I kept writing and in about 15 minutes I was done.

I sang the whole song to see how it turned out.

"Friday night beneath the stars,
in a field behind your yard,
you and I are paintin' pictures in the sky.
And sometimes we don't say a thing;
just listen to the crickets sing.
Everything I need is right here by my side.
And I know everything about you
I don't wanna live without you.

[Chorus:]
I'm only up when you're not down.
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground.
It's like no matter what I do.
Well you drive me crazy half the time;
the other half I'm only trying to let you know that what I feel is true.
And I'm only me when I'm with you.

Just a small town boy and girl
livin' in a crazy world.
Tryin' to figure out what is and isn't true.
And I don't try to hide my tears.
The secrets or my deepest fears.
Through it all nobody gets me like you do.
And you know everything about me.
You say that you can't live without me.

[Chorus]

When I'm with anybody else it's so hard to be myself.
Only you can tell.

[Chorus:]
That I'm only up when you're not down.
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground.
It's like no matter what I do.
Well you drive me crazy half the time;
the other half I'm only trying to let you know that what I feel is true.
And I'm only me
Who I wanna be
Well, I'm only me when I'm with you
With you
Uh huh
Yeah"

I sighed and put the guitar down. I realized Jake was staring at me with his mouth wide open. I LOL'd.

"What gave you the inspiration to write a song that deserves a Grammy in 15 minutes?" he asked.

"Well actually he's in the room right now." I said. He looked around the room.

"I mean you stupid." I said. He wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed me. I thought about how amazing Jake was. He was a ray of sunshine. No matter how much pain you were in he could make you feel better. He could totally piss you off but he always gets you laughing in the end. He was incredibly funny, sweet, brave, amazing, perfect, hot. He has a freaking 8-pack. Rachel didn't believe me when she called me from college and asked how her baby brother was. He was my best friend, I'm in love with. He was all I could ever ask for he took all the pain away.

"You're getting paid to clean, not make out." I heard Seth say. I broke the kiss.

"What do you want?" I yelled at Seth.

"Mom wants you to take this to Sam and Emily's." he said waving a paper envelope in his hand, obnoxiously.

"Can't you do it?" I asked.

"Mom wanted you too and I wanna help Jake. You can finish when you get back." He said.

I groaned and snatched the envelope and pushed him to the ground. "Hey!" he yelled when I was halfway down the hall.

I was almost to their house when I smelled vampire. I stopped walking. All of a sudden the redheaded vampire was in front of me.

Cliffy

Yeah I am aware I start with Bella then go to songwriting then Victoria. But I didn't want you to think Bella was totally okay with it. Bella is just shy so she stayed quiet last chapter and I needed some action in this.

Oh yeah you should listen to Taylor Swift's song I'm only me when I'm with you.

Okay I need your advice. Should I make Charlie find out about Vampires and werewolves? It may be part of the next chapter. Tell me what you think.