Ok so it was kinda hard writing this chapter, because I didn't know how to involve there past here, or if I should involve it at all. So I hope you like it! Review!

Chapter 4

I stared in to his eyes, realizing what we almost did. I remembered the last time we almost kissed.

Flashback:

"You guys look so cute together" Carly squealed

I rolled my eyes, and sat down on Carly's ice cream love seat.

"Yeah, I know" I smiled like crazy thinking about it.

"Someone is very happy" Carly came and sat next to me.

I hid my face and heard her laughing. "Come on Sam, we are in the 11th grade, we need to act like mature adults" I looked up to see her serious face.

Right then I heard Spencer yell "Carly!, Griffins here!" she jumped and ran to the door waving as she left. I rolled my yes, wondering what she saw in that boy.

I quickly ran onto her trampoline and jumped into her bed. I laid there and thought about a certain tech producer who happened to like me. Carly finally got us to go out, I mean we only went out once and we decided to try it out.

I thought about our date to the movies and the way we talked on the way back. I thought about the way we looked at each other and the way it felt good.

"Hey you" I snapped out of my thoughts to see Freddie smiling like crazy.

"Sup" I smiled as he came and laid next to me. I snuggled into his arms and sighed.

"So what has Princess Puckett been up too" I laughed and he laughed.

"Nothing just thinking" he looked at me with a curious face.

"Well would you be interested in a cup of peppy cola" I nodded my head and he got up and left.

He came back 2 cups and handed me mine. I sat down on her couch and took a sip. He came and sat next to me. He wrapped his arm around my shoulder.

I looked at him. He stared at me, leaning. I stared at him, leaning. I felt his breath on my face. Our lips almost met when I heard his phone buzz.

I pulled away and grabbed his phone from the table.

"Oh, its Wendy" I saw him tense up.

"Um, maybe I should answer that" He reached for his phone. I pulled away even more curious.

"No, its fine I got it" I opened the text.

I could feel Freddie's eyes on me as I read it. As soon as I finished reading it I threw the phone at him and ran.

"Sam wait, you need to understand" He grabbed my hand.

"Understand what Freddie?, the fact you had someone waiting for you the second we were done,? Or the fact that you are like all the others" I was pissed off.

I yanked my hand away from him, and ran down the stairs.

"Sam, you need to know, I don't like Wendy, she likes me." He grabbed my shoulder.

"Really, then explain to me why her text said, 'Freddie, your running late, where are you? I thought you were through with her?' explain that.

I ran down the rest of the stairs and ignored Spencer and Freddie's attempts to get me to calm down. I slammed the door shut and ran all the way home. Freddie and me never spoke about it again.

End of flashback.

I snapped back to reality, and realized Freddie and me were still sitting in the pouring rain. I stood up and he did the same.

"Sam what just happened" Freddie seemed confused, so did I.

"Well if you haven't noticed, we almost kissed" I tried to laugh it off. He looked at me with an even more confused face.

I started walking towards the big oak tree, it was the only dry place. I could feel the rain pounding around me. I sat down on the picnic table, and waited for Freddie to join me.

He sat next to me, staring into the rain. I tried not to let the past influence what was going on.

"Sam, what happened to us" I snapped my head and looked at Freddie. His hair was soaking wet and his clothes were soaked too.

"I don't know Freddie, I don't know" I looked down avoiding his eyes.

"Sam, you know exactly what I mean" I looked at him and felt the tears.

"Well, I guess we had a fight, and then that was it" I was glad it was raining, I didn't want him to see me cry.

"Come on Sam! You know what happened, we had more then a fight" he was starting to yell.

"Well, what do you want to hear, Freddie" he was pissing me off.

"I want to hear why we never spoke about that day in Carly's room" He stood in front of me.

"Well, I think it was because I found out about you and Wendy" I didn't want to talk about it.

"Sam, I told you, I didn't like her, she liked me" he was screaming. I was tired of this, I started to walk away, forgetting about the rain. I heard him start to follow me. He grabbed my shoulder.

"Sam! You need to stop running" he pulled me in, bumping me into his chest. I looked into his eyes.

"You need to know, NOTHING happened" I could see him pleading with me to understand.

"Well, its too late for that" I pulled away and started running home.

"SAM, SAM" I ignored him and ran home. I got to the apartment and took a shower and went to bed seeing it was 12:30 am. I laid in bed and tried not to let Freddie get to me.

I tried holding the tears in.

Ok, that took me a LONG time to write, tell me if I got there emotions right and if you liked it. This was the hardest thing to write. So Read and Review! - Killer-Daisy J