Hay everybody. I know I actually updated. YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYA!!!!!!!! Anyway. Thanks for the reviews and im sorry MewRika but Ichigo HAD to become a vampire, or the story would have ended 3 chapters ago. But the big twist is coming up. So PLEASE review. Even if you just feel like bashing me, but no language please. Im trying to keep it clean. Ok I own nothing. Enjoy.

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Ryou's POV

Back at the café 3:00AM

RING, RING, RING!!!!!. The phone screamed at Ryou. "Ngalpthernmsdfvxoq." Ryou mumbled in an attempt to stay asleep. (No, I do not know what he was attempting to say.) The phone continued ringing. "Humph." Ryou looked over at the glowing numbers on his clock. They read 3:00 am. "Stupid telemarketers." Ryou mumbled as he flung his blanket off, reveling bare chest. (I had to put that in there, for my own benefit) He stalked toward the phone. I swear I'm going shoot them going shoot them through the phone. They will DIE! Ryou hit talk, and began screaming, "WHAT IN THE NAME OF ALL THINGS HOLLY AND DIRTY, AND EVIL, AND A LOT OF STUFF I CAN'T SAY, DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING?!!! IF YOU'RE TRYING TO GET SHOT IN THE FACE YOU ARE SUCSEEDING!!!!!!! DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT TIME IT IS?!!!!!" Ryou was cut off by a frantic female voice on the other end.

"I know I am ssooo sorry to wake you but please tell me Ichigo is there!" the women cried into the phone.

"No, why would she be here? She went home early because of the kitchen incident. She should be home by now." Ryou answered a little confused. How do you hide the fact that you practically got your leg ripped off from your parents?

"Kitchen incident?! What happened? Oh never mind, are you sure she's not there? Ichigo still hasn't shown up. I was hopping she was working overtime!" the women was in tears now.

"Wait, did you just say that Ichigo never made it home?" Now Ryou was scared. How could she not have made it home? If she was attacked she would have transformed and… Ichigo was on crutches! She wouldn't have been able to defend herself. Someone easily could have taken advantage of her weak state! Some one like KISH! Ryou couldn't believe he hadn't thought about it before. Kish was practically stalking Ichigo. If he had the chance to take her, he would have gone for it. Ryou swore. "Mam, ill look for her right now. I think I have an idea of where she is. Ill let you know how it turns out." Ryou said frantically, as he threw a shirt on while balancing the phone on his shoulder.

"Thank you. Ill call the cops, just in case." The women said with a relived tone. Ryou hung up and ran down the stairs. He almost fell but he caught himself. He then made a quick dash for the door. Before he even relised he had done it he was running down the street as a little gray cat.

The next day at café opening time.

Ryou walked trough the doors. His shirt was stained and torn. His hair looked like it had been run through a car' AC and he was sweaty and muddy. He hadn't found any sign of the aliens or Ichigo.

"Holy crap, Ryou." Mint said as she spotted him practically crawling up to his room. "What happened to you?"

"A LOT!!! OK?! A LOT CAN HAPPEN WHEN YOU ARE COMPLEATLEY HELPLESS AND YOUR FRIENDS ARE STUPID ENOUGH TO LET YOU HOBLE HOME ALONE, WHILE BEING STALLKED BY A PERVERT!!!!!!" Ryou screamed from the staircase. Mint looked away nervously.

"In other news, a possible homicide has occurred in the back ally off of Sarkremalnalt Road. We have not found a body yet but we have a lead that the victim is 13 year old Ichigo Momomiya. Ichigo was reported missing last night when she never made it home from her job at the Café Mew Mew. Her parents said that they figured she was working over time until they called her boss, Ryou Shirogane, to see if she was going to be home soon. Ryou told them that Ichigo had been sent home early due to an unknown incident in the kitchen. Ryou had told the Momomiyaes that he would look for her personally. We have no word on where Mr. Shirogane is now…"

Ryou starred at the screen. Ichigo could be dead?

"Here is a live feed from the crime scene." The news caster announced and the screen flickered to a dead end ally. The ground had an extremely large puddle of blood. The camera swiveled to the side, showing a trail of red. A different news caster came on and began speaking, but Ryou couldn't hear what she was saying, he had gone into shock and was completely nonresponsive.

"Ryou?" it was Keiichiro speaking. "Ryou, are you OK?" Keiichiro waved his hand in front of Ryou's face a few times to see if he would get a response. Nope, that didn't work. Keiichiro sighed as he led the in-shock Ryou up to his room. "Ryou, maybe you should change and shower now. No offence but, you smell." Keiichiro smiled, hopping to cheer him up.

Comprehension flickered across Ryou's face as what Keiichiro had said sunk in. Ryou stood up and robotically walked to the bathroom. Once he was alone, he removed his cloths and turned on the shower.

He was numb. He couldn't tell that the water was freezing until he noticed himself shivering. Ryou quickly turned the water to hot and hoped that it would warm up his frozen mind. It didn't work.

Ryou wasn't sure that he wanted to stop being numb. Being numb kept him from being in pain. Pain that he knew would be unbearable. He had gone through loss befor, but he never thought he would ever have to endure such pain ever again. Maby he wouldn't have to. If he found some way to stay numb forever than he wouldn't have to face the truth.

Ryou let out a sigh as he turned to shower off. He wraped a towel around his torso and walked out of the bathroom and into his room.

"PERVERT!!!!" Ryou looked to see a very red, very angry Ichigo standing before him. "WHY DON'T YOU EVER WEAR CLOTHS!!?" Ryou was in shock but that soon wore away as a smirk slid across his face.

"Well, maybe if you knocked I would know to put cloths on. I am beginning to think that you are walking in on me purposefully." Ryou shot back as he crossed his arms.

A strong look of fear and pain came across her face, as she crumpled to the floor. Tears were streaming down her face.

Horror melted onto Ryou's face as he watched Ichigo's legs and armed snap and deep gashes appear on her skin. "no." Ryou whispered to himself as he realized what was happening.

"Ryou! Help me!" Ichigo whimpered as blood pooled around her. Ryou ran to her and held her in his arms screaming her name, as little by little he watched her die. When Ichigo's eyes glazed over and she was dead pale he began to weep.

"Ryou." A voice called out, but he ignored it. "Ryou!" The voice was stronger now. But still Ryou ignored it. "RYOU!!!!" this time Ryou felt someone shaking him as they continued to call his name. He could no longer ignore it and he looked up to see Keiichiro and the other Mews watching him with worried looks painted on their faces.

"Ryou?" Keiichiro began to speak. "Ryou, are you OK? What happened?" Keiichiro seemed worried.

"I…I…She…Ichigo…D-D-D" Ryou was choking on a word that had lodged itself in his throat. "DEAD!" Ryou finally screamed out as he realized that he was no longer numb. "SHES REALY DEAD!!!!" he shouted, his voice coated in pain. He felt tears rushing down his cheeks, as he shook whit his moans of pain.

"Girls, I think you should leave." Keiichiro whispered gently to the Mews. They nodded in response as they all left Ryou's room. When they were gone Keiichiro hugged Ryou as he cried.

Ok I know this ruins the moment but if you want an idea of how this whole hug looks, watch A Walk to Remember, the part where Landon is thanking his dad for paying for Jamie's home care. Ok im done

Back to Ichigo.

"I'm a WHAT?!" Ichigo screamed, as she stamped her foot, accidentally putting a hole in the ground.

"OK I know you heard me the first time so I am NOT repeating it." Felix answer back in annoyance as he glared at the hole Ichigo had made with her foot.

"I can't be, I just cant. Vampires don't exist." Ichigo denied as she tried to reassure herself. Half human, half cat people don't exist either, but look how that way of thinking turned out. Ichigo thought to herself. "Look, I am an animal girl. Not a vampire girl. I turn into a cat, not a bat. Huge difference." Ichigo was still refusing to admit what she was.

"Look, Ichigo. I get that your upset, but you have to face… Wait. Did you just say you can turn into a cat? I wanna see." Felix said, hoping to distract her from the previous conversation.

"I would show you but I don't like to. I have to do something that is kinda uncomfortable to transform into a cat and back." Ichigo answered temporarily forgetting what they had been talking about before.

"OH come on. I'm sure you can do it. It can't be that weird." Felix countered with a sigh of relief that he had dogged a bullet.

"OK but… you can't say I didn't warn you." Ichigo muttered as she grabbed Felix and pulled him into a kiss. She felt the heat as usual and began feeling herself shrinking. She jumped away and glared up at him. Almost as if to say 'I hate you for making me do this'. Ichigo then jumped back up to Felix and kissed him again.

Once she was back to her human/vampire self she sat down on a large rock. A silence settled over them. Felix watched the trees wile Ichigo starred at the ground. Something was bugging her and she wasn't sure what. She felt like she should be somewhere right now.

What am I suppose to be doing? Um maybe I should go home? No that's not it. Well maybe I… "EEEEHHHHH!!!! MASAY!!!!" Ichigo screeched, making Felix jump. "I was supposed to see Masay today! What time is it?" Ichigo looked at Felix expecting an answer.

"Ichigo, maybe you shouldn't show up for this Masay person." Felix answered slowly.

"Why shouldn't I?" Ichigo was confused as to why Felix would want to keep her from her beloved Masay.

"Well, you have some relationship weather it be romantic or friendship I'm not sure which but you might regret meeting him. You could lose control and end up very upset with yourself." Felix said hopping to keep her from killing someone. Not that he didn't want her to "eat" but he didn't want her to be riddled with guilt for all eternity.

"What do you mean, I could lose control of what? I have been perfectly fine with being with Masay before I got attacked, I see no resin why now should be any different." And with that Ichigo started off in the direction of the road.

Ok ok I no terrible ending but I have been working on this chapter fore months and it doesn't seem to be going anywhere so I'm ending it here and will be taking a short break to regroup and figure out how to get from here to a chapter I have already written but you would simply not understand what was happening if I went ahead and posted it. PLEASE REVIEW and if you have ANY suggestions as to what should happen next PLEASE tell me. I'm desperate for ideas