''Werewolf''- I felt myself collapse if that were possible. I gasped desperatley for un-needed breath, a small fragmant to remind me i was once human as this was a nervous trait of mine.

''Bella. Are you okay?''

''Oh yes, just fine''

''Whats the problem with werewolves?''

I glanced to the side of me and saw Edward looking panicked. He knew. He damn well knew my Jacob... i stopped, yet again gasping for breath. Jacob's a werewolf. He'll hate me.

''No, no its not true''

''Yes Bella, it is''

''Your lying. Jacob's a werewolf. He would have told me''

With that revelation everyone glanced at each other. I glanced at Carlisles' face; as usual he was deep in thought. I thought back to just three days ago, when i was human and had a long happy life ahead of me, even without Jake as he had imprinted on some new girl. Holly. I threw my arms around my chest to stop myself falling apart at the seams. My arms held to my chest as though they would hold in my pain of Jake leaving me for her. Everyone was still looking at me and looking confused at my behaviour. I sank to the floor, not caring about what they thought. All i could think of was Jake; our first kiss, a dance on the beach in the moonlight, his first change, our first time, all the hugs shared, the quiet moments, seeing him in wolf form and the fact that he was my best friend as well as my boyfriend. I miss him so much.

I needed to leave, to be alone. I was either going to breakdown, tearless, or attack the closest thing to me and right now that was Edward. My hands itched to close around his neck and bring his head off. Carefully, i stood up again, deciding to leave and not kill anyone tonight.

I suddenly felt the force of newborn thirst as my throat became alight with pain. I threw my hands around my own neck now, hoping to cool the new flames with ice cold hands.

''Bella'' a voice broke through, shocking me in the quiet ''we all know your thirsty, would you like one of us to go feed with you. I know that...''

I interrupted Carlisles' calm facade, i could tell he was worried about me and my un-vampire reactions combined with the ever growing fact that i was thirsty. ''No, i want to go by myself. I cannot stand to be in the same room as him, let alone go hunting'' I gestured toward Edwards direction, noticing his face fall. I couldn't care less.

Slowly, i backed out of the room, no one not daring to move toward me as i was clearly dangerous to them as i was stronger. Then Edward moved a fraction and i hissed out my warning to stay away. I felt my anger rising and i was surrounded by a bubble no one could penetrate. I ran towards the window, not caring about the drop. I threw myself towards the nearest bough and launched myself off of that into the thick woods surrounding the great house.

Once i reached the thickest part of the forest, i let out all my pain. I wailed, a high, unbroken note of betrayal and hurt to let everybody know my internal pain. I sobbed tearlessly against the tree, my body heaving and convulsing as though i was human. I was sat up on the treetops, so i wouldn't be noticed by anyone or anything.

I finally stopped crying, lifting my head and noticing it had gone dark. Nighttime. I stood up so fast, that had i been human, i would have been dizzy and sick. I felt again a burst of flames taking over. Outside though, there were animals. I set off in my own hunt for blood. I flew from treetop to treetop, like a monkey would. This thought made me smile. I was suddenly hit by a wave of something warm, not sweet, but enough to make the thirst increase. Deer. I let go of the tree i was holding onto and dropped quietly above the feeding herd. I singled out the biggest and landed on my targets back, breaking its neck so quickly no other animal noticed what had happened. I shot around, breaking a few more necks, before starting to feed.

I fed on all of these animals to sate my thirst, before setting off again. I clambered up the nearest tree, looking down at the carcasses of the deer. I then swung for the nearest brance, sloshing with blood, humming a tune quietly to myself.

I sailed on through the trees, when i paused, smelling something so tempting, so deliciously warm and sweet, it made venom pool. I glanced down from the treetops to see a person, a lost blonde person. Perfect.