Lost but Found Again
Chapter 8
The end of us?
Fate and I walked into the designated room for the movie. It was the Friday the 13th movie weekend that was held once a year since the movie came out. Fate insisted that we go….more like whined. We took a seat all the way in the back of the theater and waited for it to start.
"I can't believe I allowed myself to be manipulated into watching this." I hated horror movies and Fate knew it.
"Manipulated? I wouldn't do anything like that"
"Yeah right" I said glaring at her and she smirks. "Why couldn't we go watch a romance movie?" I whined.
"Because romance movies are boring. I want to see some action. Besides, I want to see you cry like a little girl" she giggles
"You meanie" I said before punching her in the arm.
"Ouch. What was that for?" she held her arm.
"You know damn well what that was for"
"Oh yeah. Well let me return the favor" her pinches me on the arm.
"Ouch. What was that for Fate?"
"Payback"
Just as I was about to retaliate, the lights in the theater dimmed. The movie was about to start.
"We're going to finish this later" I said glaring at her.
"With pleasure" and we both crossed our arms as we focused on the movie.
As the movie progress, I forgot all about being mad with Fate. I was scared out of my wits and I used Fate as my shield from the grueling sight of people being killed in gruesome ways. I could hear her snickering when I buried my face in her arm, but I didn't care. I just wanted to be out of there.
An hour and a lot of screams later
"The horror. Oh the horror. That was a horrible movie" I whined and Fate laughed.
"You should have seen your face. It was priceless and all that screaming you did was too funny"
"Shut up. I know never to watch a scary movie with you again"
"Sorry about the movie. Let me make it up to you"
"How?"
"A nice dinner on me?"
"Okay, but no tricks"
"I swear. Come on" she puts an arm around me. "Let's eat"
~0~
When I came into the house, all the lights were off. It was late, so it was to be expected. I'm sure Yunno must be sleep. I headed towards the stairs to also go to bed. It was a long fun day with Fate, but I was tired.
"Where were you?" A voice says as the lights come on.
I jumped. Breathing heavily with hand on heart, I turn around to see Yunno on the recliner.
"Yunno you scared me" I said still breathing heavily.
"Answer my question Nanoha. Where were you?" Before I could say anything, he continued. "Let me guess, with Fate right?" I could hear anger rising in his voice.
"Yes I was. What does it matter who I hang out with anyway?"
"It seems that you are hanging with her more than you're hanging with me Nanoha. Are the two of you doing something that I should know about?"
"No. We are just friends Yunno. How many times do I have to tell you that? We just went out to the movies and had dinner. We didn't do anything to be suspicious about."
"Movies and dinner? That sounds like a date to me"
"What are you talking ab-"
"You are getting married to me in a week Nanoha. I want you to cut this thing that you two have going on now, do you hear me?" I didn't say anything. "Do you hear me?" He says more sternly.
I nod.
"Good" and with that said, he walks upstairs.
I felt my knees grow weak and I fell to the floor. I couldn't hold my tears back anymore.
~0~
The sun was setting. The sun glistened on the water. It looked beautiful. If I wasn't sad, I would probably be enjoying it. But I couldn't, not on this day. What was I going to say to Fate? It would crush her just saying that I couldn't see her anymore…..it's already crushing me. Was Yunno that afraid that this was the only option to ensure that Fate wouldn't take me away from him? I guess he must have really been afraid to ask me to do something like this. I don't even think I can do it. What am I going to do?
The sound of someone walking drew me out of my torment and it was her.
"So what's so urgent that you had to see me?"
I didn't say anything. I couldn't do what Yunno wanted me to do.
"Are you okay Nanoha?" she says sitting down next to me putting a hand on my shoulder.
"I can't see you anymore" I didn't look at her. I couldn't. I didn't want to see how hurt she was by those words.
"What do you mean?" She says in a sad confused voice.
"Yunno doesn't want me to you see anymore because he thinks that something's going on between us"
"Nanoha, he can't tell you to stop seeing me. Do you want me to go?" I still couldn't look at her. The hurt in her voice was already breaking my heart. It would hurt more to see her eyes. "Look at me Nanoha" I look at her. "Do you want to stop seeing me?" She looks serious.
"No. I want to keep seeing you"
"Then it's settled"
"It's not that simple Fate" I stand up walking over to the railing. "It's not that simple being around you anymore. I can't be friends with you Fate. I love you and as long as I'm with you, I know something might happen between us. I'm getting married Fate. I'm getting married. I can't do this anymore. This hurts too much. I love the both of you, but I'm so confused." I take a breath. I didn't want to, but I didn't know what else to do. "I….I think that maybe we should stop seeing each other" She looks crushed. I could see tears forming around her eyes and it hurt me more because I was the cause of those tears.
She walks up to me grabbing me by the arms.
"Nanoha I love you. I can't lose you again"
"I don't either but I don't know what to do"
"Come with me. Come with me to the U.S. Nanoha. Be with me" I didn't know what to say. Every time I opened my mouth nothing would come out. "You don't have to answer now, okay? Think about it"
She digs in her pocket and hands me a card from a hotel.
"I'll be staying here until I leave. Come here if you want to come with me. I'll wait for you until it's time for me to go okay?" I nod.
We looked at each other which seemed like an eternity. Our eyes saying everything all at once.
"I guess you better go" she says sadly.
"I know. Bye."
"Bye"
And I walk away. It hurt so much to do that. It was like we were going through the same things all over again. I couldn't help the tears that came from my eyes. I was so confused.
"Nanoha. Nanoha!" I heard a familiar voice yell.
I turn and saw Fate running towards me. She stops when she gets in front of me and quickly puts her right hand around my waist and places her left hand behind my head and kisses me. My arms slowly go around Fate neck while standing on my toes. The kiss grows deep. It was a seal of our undying love. A love I knew would never die.
She breaks the kiss and rests her forehead on mine.
"If this was to be the last time that I see you, I didn't want you to go before telling you that I loved you Nanoha"
"I love you to Fate. More than you'll ever know"
I place both hands on her cheeks and she places her hands over mine. I kiss her once more before walking away, but it soon turned into running. I had to get away.
~0~
I walk through the door. Yunno was waiting.
"Did you break it off?
"Yes"
I didn't care if he said anything else. I didn't want to even be around him. I made my way down the basement. I took out the last letter.
Dear Nanoha,
I have decided that this will be my last letter that I'll write to you. I know that you probably won't return a letter for this one as well, but I just needed to say a few things. I love you Nanoha. I really do and as I said before, that love will never change. You had me at first sight. Your smile, your eyes…everything was beautiful about you Nanoha. I loved your spirit the most. I had never met anyone so kind and willing to show so much love towards me other than my mother. No one made my heart skip like you did Nanoha. No one made me feel so special and I've never loved you more than I do now.
Things maybe over between us Nanoha, but I'll continue to feel love for you. I've decided that even though I'm hurting, I'll continue to live life as I always have. I will make my dreams of being a professional soccer player become reality because that's why you told me to come right? I will do it because you gave me your blessing to follow my dreams and I'll make you proud Nanoha. I will.
I will think of you always. I hope that your life will be happy because that's what I have always wanted for you even if…..even if it's not me making you happy. I hope that one day, I'll be able to see your beautiful face again and maybe then you'll welcome me into your life again. Until that day comes, be happy Nanoha. I'll love you forever.
P.S. Have you really given up on our love Nanoha? My heart feels that you haven't and that's why I'll always have hope for us to be together again.
Fate
~0~
I was desperately holding the card to the hotel in my hand. I knew it was late, but I just had to see her. I had to tell her my feelings. After making my way to the room number that was on the card, I knocked on door. She soon came to the door.
"Nano-" I cut her off with a kiss.
I push her inside and close the door. The kiss was passionate. Really desperate on my part, but I didn't care. I wanted her to feel what I felt for her.
Fate pushed me away, holding me by my arms.
"What is going on Nanoha?" She says breathless.
"I read your last letter and I just wanted to tell you what I was feeling" Fate let's my arms go. "I never truly gave up on us Fate. Even after Yunno, I was still thinking about you. I still wanted you. Still loved you. Even though I moved on, some part of me still wanted you to show up"
"Does the mean you've…" I place a finger on her lips
"I still am not really sure about my decision, but I knew that I wanted to be with you right now. To show you how much I love you"
I unbuttoned the coat that I had on, revealing the blue and white patterned lingerie piece that Fate had picked out for me when we were at the mall.
"Please make love to me. I want to feel your love again"
"Are you sure Nanoha?" she places her soft hands on my cheeks as she looks deeply into my eyes.
"I haven't been so sure about something in my life" she smiles before closing the distance between our lips.
She was just as I remembered. Soft and gentle. She would always touch and kiss me gently. Her mouth caressed mine's with so much love. The way her hands touched my skin made me feel warm.
She gently laid me down on the bed, instantly placing soft kisses on my neck. I couldn't help moaning as she softly took my skin into her mouth sucking on it.
I hadn't felt this way in a long time. Fate always made me feel so alive when she touched my body in the most intimate ways. No one else made me feel like that, not even Yunno. There was nothing like Fate. She was never rough with me when we made love…always gentle. She expressed her love through her touch and I wanted her love so much.
She kissed her way down my body, until she made contact with fabric. She removed my top from my body before her hands softly made contact with my breasts. She massaged my breasts as she placed soft kisses on them. I felt so much pleasure as I continued to moan her name.
I cupped her cheeks, pulling her into another kiss as I removed the silky black robe she was wearing. She had on a black see through bra and panty set. She looked so beautiful.
"I see you still love sleeping only in your bra and panties" she blushes.
Before she could say anything, I pulled her into another kiss. My hands made their way behind her back to unhook her bra and quickly removed it. Rolling us over so that I would be on top, I began placing lite kisses around her breasts. She began softly moaning as I placed her nipple in my mouth and began sucking on it. Her hands treaded through my hair, guiding my head closer to her breast. She tasted like heaven.
With her breasts still captive, I guided my right hand down her toned stomach to her lacy underwear. She was already wet. Her juices had already seeped through her panties. I was just happy that I could still do this to her body.
I kissed my way further down Fate's body. Her body seemed to tremble more as I got closer and closer to her treasure. When I made it to the place I wanted to taste for so many years, I kissed it.
"Nanoha" Fate moaned softly.
I kissed it over and over again. I could smell her juices on my face and I wanted more. I wanted to taste her.
I took some of her panty in between my teeth and pulled it down after she lifted up a little. Once they were off, I took mine off…in a rather seductive way that had Fate practically drooling. I positioned my head back in front of her slit. A blush stained her cheeks. She was so cute.
I lowered my head, taking her into my mouth. I haven't done this in a while, but it felt so natural. And my tongue had its way with her just as it always did. Fate moaned continually as I paid attention to the bundle of nerves.
When I looked up at her, her head was thrown into the pillows as she grabbed her breasts. I could feel the wetness coming from me, but I wanted to pleasure Fate tonight.
"Oh Nanoha" Fate moaned as I stuck my tongue in her opening.
Fate tasted so good. Nothing like I had ever tasted before. My mouth tasted and touched everything.
"Nano…Nanoha wait" I stopped even though I didn't want to.
"What is it Fate? Did I do something wrong?"
"No, it's not that. I just think it's unfair that I'm the only one being pleasure" I climb on top of her placing a soft kiss on her lips.
"Then how should we fix it then" I said seductively.
"69. That way we both can be pleasured" she says after kissing me.
I didn't say anything. I just did as she quested and I positioned myself over her face. I was instantly rewarded with Fate's tongue exploring me. She was so good. Even better than I remember and I couldn't stop the moans that followed.
I tried continuing to devour Fate, but it was a little hard when her tongue was doing its magic on me. My nails dug into her thighs as I placed sloppy kisses on them as my mouth travel back to her sex.
Man, it was getting harder to concentrate. Pleasure started to build me in my body and my legs we shaking badly. I think Fate was feeling the same after I place two fingers in her. Our breaths were fast as I continued to suck her clit and fingered her and she did the same.
I could feel her closing around my fingers and the long muffled moan and the shaking of her body told me that she came. Her fingers inside me seemed to go faster than ever as she sucked really hard. She was hitting a spot the made the intensity in my body go up and not too long later, I came.
After catching my breath, I turned around and placed a gentle kiss on her lips. I cupped her cheeks in my hands, caressing them gently. She smiles and my heart skips a beat. Fate was so breath taking. More beautiful than anything that I had ever seen.
"I love you Fate" and I meant it. I meant it will all of my heart.
"I love you too Nanoha. I love you so much" She kisses me and in that moment, I felt so complete.
We spent the rest of the night making up for the time that was lost between us.
~0~
I woke up feeling happier than I have ever felt in my life. I was so happy being in Fate's arms again. She was holding me tightly as her naked body pressed into mine. I still couldn't believe that what happened last night really happened.
"I can't believe we made love"
"It was good wasn't it" Fate said before placing kisses along my neck and shoulder.
"Mmmm" I moaned. "Yes it was" I turned to face her before passionately kissing her. "Good Morning"
"Good morning. I love waking up with you in my arms Nanoha"
"Good because you're going to be waking up with me every day from now on"
"Huh?" I could tell she was shocked by her facial expression.
"You heard me. We're going to wake up together, sleep together and do everything together"
"Really? So you're going to leave Yunno?" she was crying.
"Yes" I said wiping her tears. "I made up my mind when you kissed me. I love you more than I love him Fate. I know that if my father didn't do what he did, then we would still be together. I want to give us a second chance"
"Nanoha" she said pulling me into a hug. "you've made me so happy"
"I haven't felt happy when I was with Yunno….not like how we were. I don't want to be with anyone else, but you Fate"
"Me either Nanoha. You had my heart when I was fifteen and my heart only belongs to you"
We closed the gap between our lips once more. I had started crying because I had felt so much joy. My heart was mended again. And no one could take this away from me.
"I should tell Yunno that the wedding is off"
I got off the bed, starting to dress myself.
"Yeah, that would be best" she said putting on her robe.
"He won't be happy" I said putting on my coat and shoes.
"I know" and we walk to the door opening it.
"But it doesn't matter because we'll be together" she smiles before we kiss. "I'll be back okay?"
"I'll be waiting" and with that, I made my way back home.
I knew Yunno would be mad, but I can't leave Fate again. Not this time. Not again. So I'm leaving him to be with the one I love the most and nothing can stop me.
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