When I thought my day couldn't have gotten any better, I went home and got to sleep in his arms all night. This is something so small that so many people take for granted, but it's something I never will. It was nice to get undressed and put on our pajamas, to brush our teeth, to sit in silence as we finished our last social media updates for the day together. It was just amazing to know he would be there tomorrow when I woke up. We were able to talk face to face, not through a computer screen. We were able to kiss goodnight. Nothing could beat that. I was able to feel his arms physically around me and hold his hand. I could hear his heartbeat and his breath slow as we drifted off to sleep. I was so in love with this man. Now I knew he would be mine forever.
The next morning we woke up in the same position we had fallen asleep in. I looked up at my beautiful fiancé's face and smiled, "good morning." He smiled back and kissed my forehead, "good morning." We just laid there in silence for a while, soaking it in, since it had been a long time since we last did this. "I love you," he whispered, breaking the silence. "I love you too," I said, searching for his beautiful blue eyes. We went downstairs and had some breakfast. As we were eating he decided to put up one of the pictures the photographer had taken last night on instagram and twitter. It was a photo of him on one knee and my hands over my mouth. He captioned it, "#feyonce #shesaidyes #notasinglelady." Mine was a little more extravagant, probably because I'm a female. I put a picture of us kissing, the one on his knee, and one of my ring. I captioned it, "I knew yesterday was going to be perfect, mainly because I knew after 24 million beats of my heart, you'd be able to make it skip again. Man, was I right. You didn't just make it skip…you made it stop. Last night, my best friend asked me to marry him and I couldn't say yes fast enough. I am so incredibly lucky to love you. Thank you for being my best friend, my soul mate and the love of my life. I can't wait to spend forever by your side. #myboy #fiance #loveofmylife #sheeriowedding."
Within seconds we were receiving thousands of messages about our engagement. I was kind of nervous about this because I had no clue how the fans were going to react. The fans that followed my tumblr asked for a play by play on our entire night. I told them about meeting him at the airport, the meet and greet, the show, the new songs then, how the proposal actually happened. Most of the fans were ecstatic and very supportive. We did get a bunch of hate though. Not everyone is happy with Ed marrying me but that's okay. He loves me and that's all that matters.
We spent the day on the couch, watching movies. We knew going out would just cause a paparazzi frenzy today so it was best to stay in. We wanted things to calm down before we did anything else. We discussed possible dates and such, but nothing too seriously yet. I would obviously have to plan a trip to New York to get help from Lucy. After all, she is my best friend. I still feel like I'm in a dream. But it's all real. This is real life and it's mine.