hey people! i was bored so i wrote another chapter, hope you enjoy :) -J
CLARES POV
My head was spinning but my body was literally begging for his lips to touch mine. I thought that maybe I could control myself. But one moment I was waiting for him to kiss me the next I know I attacked him, at first I felt super embarrassed but then I realized he was kissing me back. I was clinging to him for dear life when he pulled away and held my hands to my side. At first I was confused? But then I realized everyone, that was in a one block radius of the dot stared at me, including many, many people who I would have to face. I looked at him and blushed. She did too but then his cocky smirk took place of it. At first I had no idea what to do; I mean I was surely not going to stand there like a fool. So at the first moment I could I took off down the street towards my house. Thanking god that my parents were not home yet. I ran up to my room and locked the door. Then I plopped on my bed for about one hour just thinking really hard about everything, as soon as I had one thought in my head it was replaced by another, I had no time to really concentrate on just one thing. But then out of nowhere I just start to giggle. What was happening to me? I think maybe I just might have lost complete sanity. Just as I got out of a nice hot shower trying to relax my nerves I sat on my bed and I jumped at the sound of my lap top going off. I go get to bring it back to my bed, not in the mood to sit in a chair. I was about to just exit out when I realized it was an IM from the boy who had stolen my sanity, yet I couldn't of been more happy.
eli-gold49: Clare?
At first I thought of what to say. So I just acted as if nothing happened unless he brpught it up
clare-e23: yes…
eli-gold49: so, what happened to you?
I felt my face get really hot even though he wasn't in the room I still felt extremely embarrassed. When I didn't reply soon enough he sent me another
eli-gold49: are you, like mad? Or something…
Oh no! He thought I was mad, I couldn't just ignore him.
Clare-e23: no, are you...
Eli-gold49: why would I be mad? I'm just glad you're okay.
That was a relief.
Clare-e23: yea I am fine, I am sorry.
Not wanting to hear anything else I turned on my music I thought maybe he was ignoring me but then I got a long IM from him
Eli-gold49: You are sorry? Why? Well I mean if you don't want to kiss me anymore that's understandable. I am not going to apologize though. Because I Eli Goldsworthy, will not apologize when I am not sorry! But if you don't want it to be like that it's okay, I would hope it wouldn't make things awkward for us because you're really great and I would still like to be your friend, plus it would be weird being English partners with you not being my friend.
I sighed a sweet relief (again)
Clare-e23: I am honestly speechless right now.
I didn't know if he was messing with me or not. So I didn't want to test the waters
.Clare-e23: clare-e23 has signed off.
Tomorrow was going to be a long day. Just thinking about tomorrow made me forget about what I would have to face today
ELI POV….
Clare-e23: I am honestly speechless right now.
Clare-e23: clare-e23 has signed off.
Oh no! Did I just totally blow it? I surely hope not! I mean SHE kissed ME! I am definitely not complaining right now. But still. Maybe she thought that it was a mistake. I sighed. I knew she wouldn't like me the way I like her. I mean I am still getting used to the idea so I can't even begin to consider what is going through her head! I looked at the time shocked it's only been not even 2 hours since our little, wonderful, kiss. The only thing that was in my mind right now was Clare. I wonder how she is wrapping her head around this. She doesn't seem the type to do well with confrontation. Good or bad. Then that got me thinking, how I could understand her making sure that she didn't hate me or something. The thought smacked me up side my head… figuratively speaking. Alli! Clare's best friend, which means if Clare is mad or happy or embarrassed, she would be the girl to know! Good night world wait for me in the morning! I am too exited. I just fell asleep and couldn't wait to put my plan in motion.
CLARE POV…
Ugh! It is time to get up already. No! I can't face him today. Well I couldn't just skip school *SIGH* I would just completely and totally ignore him! That's all I had to do. I was suddenly happy, that wasn't too hard to figure out. When I got out of the shower I saw my phone ringing on my bed. I picked it up to see Alli's face. I picked up.
"Clare! Why didn't you tell me you and Eli hooked up! I never thought little Miss Edwards was into that type of thing on the first date! But it's okay I am just glad you're finally with him." She waited for my response but I was at a loss for words. What was she saying about "hooking" up?
"Clare? Are you there? HELLLLOOOOO!"
"Uh sorry, wait… what! We definitely did NOT hook up! Where did you hear that from? All that happened was an accidental kiss that will never happen again!"
"Oh. My. God. I am sooooo sorry I should've asked you before listening to… IT." As soon as she said that I knew she meant the evil little skank who spread a rumor that I got a boob job.
"Alli, I have to get ready I will be at school in like 30 minutes. Don't. Let. Her. Out. Of. Your. Site!" she understood exactly who I meant.
"sure thing, btw if this goes the way I hope it goes, look forward to a ten!" at first I wasn't sure what the HELL she was talking about but then I caught on, she was referring to my last encounter with Jenna. I sighed rushed getting dressed, and angrily ran out of the house with Darcy on my back trying to talk to me. I just ignored her and ran to school. Once I got there Alli looked at me then a slow smile grew on her face as I spotted IT.
"Clare, Clare. If looks could kill…" I had no idea how to do this, I didn't want It to be personal, I wanted to embarrass the hell out of her! So I would wait till lunch. I tried to relax as I walked to my locker and saw Eli coming this way. I turned around and walked away acting like I didn't even see him.
"Clare! Wait up!" he was practically yelling. This was going to be harder than I thought.
