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5. Date 1- Bella Italia and Confessions

The rest of the week after the sleepover went by extremely quickly. My mom was ecstatic when I told her Edward had asked me out. Her exact words were, "Oh Bella he is perfect for you, just be safe." It made me happy to know she approved. When I told Edward what she said he threw his head back and laughed a loud laugh almost sounding like Emmett.

Edward would walk me to and from class. The only time he left my side was when we had separate class. And truth be told I loved it. He was so possessive.

Tanya stopped me after class Friday. I looked at Edward. "Give me five minutes?"

He smiled and kissed my cheek. "Okay."

After he left she smiled at me. "He's an amazing guy."

I was curious as to why she was saying that. Where was she going with this. "He's the best." I replied hoping she could hear my annoyance. She got a somber look on her face.

"He never gave me the time of day. I tried my best to get him to notice me fore over a year. I never understood why he didn't want me . I am beautiful and I'm every mans dream."

I felt my throat close up and the tears prick my eyes. If he hadn't wanted Tanya, who was beautiful enough to be a model, then how could he want me, a plain Jane?

"Bella please don't be upset. What I'm trying to say is. I know now why he never looked at me that way. I am not the one for him nor is he the one for me. Your it! Bella, I have outside beauty but I am vain. You are beautiful inside and out. And because of you Bella I want to be a better person. So thank you. Please don't be upset I want us to be friends. And I felt I needed to be honest."

I smiled at her. "You know Tanya I would love to be your friend. And as for as being a good person, what you just did makes you well on your way."

She smiled at me. "Well I've held you up long enough go get your man." I laughed and then paused as I remembered Josh. They would be perfect for each other.

"Hey I have a guy friend in NY who is single. He sexy as hell. He told me to keep an eye out for him a woman. Would you mind maybe consider me setting you up?" She looked to consider it.

"Do you have a picture to let me see him?" I laughed as I pulled out my phone and picked his picture out. Josh was brown headed and crystal blue eyed and was a weight lifter. He was a Emmett. She gasp. "Bella if you give him my number and he calls I'll love you forever."

I laughed and took her picture so I could send it to him. I plugged in her number as she did mine. I felt we could be really great friends. "I'll let you know what happens Monday." I said as she squealed and hugged me. "Oh Bella thank you."

I laughed, "No problem. I'll see you Monday."

She smiled. "Bye Bella."

I walked out the door and was engulfed in two strong arms I would know anywhere. "My beautiful Bella. You did a great thing in there."

I smiled and leaned back into his embrace. "She's a sweet person. And I'm giving her a shot. Plus Josh will be a great match for her." He let out a sigh but didn't say anything. I turned and looked at him. His eyes held such deep feelings. "What?"

He looked deep into my eyes pleading with me to be honest. "Should I be jealous of this Josh?" He seemed so serious and I couldn't help but bust out laughing. He hugged and turned to waslk away from me.

"Oh Edward! Wait!" I charged after him know I'd upset him and I couldn't have that. It hurt me when he was upset. I stood in front of him and put my hands on either side of his face. "Look at me Edward." His eyes bored into mine looking sad and hurt. I couldn't help but give him a reassuring smile. "No way should you feel jealous. He and I never ever felt that way to each other." I kissed him.

He pulled me tight against him but of course our time was interrupted by the evil pixie. "Bella!" I jumped and looked over at Alice.

"What?" I questioned as she bounced up to us.

"We need to go shopping for your date tomorrow." I looked up at Edward begging him to save me. But alas he fed me to the wolves.

He held up his hands. "Nope no way. She's a evil pixie who gets her way." I groaned and stomped my foot.

"Fine!" They both cracked up laughing. "Oh shut up." He kissed my cheek and told us to have fun and be careful.

Three house later, 20 shopping bags, aching feet, and a grumpy me. Not a good combo those last two. I finally collapsed on my bed exhausted from the shopping. A few minutes had passed as I slowly drug myself up and took a shower. My mom wasn't back yet so I slipped down to the music room.

I thought about how my life had changed these past few weeks. As I started playing the notes seemed to flow from me. I was writing them down as quickly as they came. I thought about my life in New York, missing my mom, making the decision to move home, meeting all my new friends, and meeting Edward. I couldn't help but grin every time I thought of him.

Before I knew it the song was wrote. I titled it, "Decisions." I replayed it seeing how it came together without stopping. It was amazing. Probably one of my best pieces. I struck the last chord and heard clapping. I spun around and came face to face with my mother and my Edward. I tried not to smile or blush but it was hopeless since the look he was giving me was one of pure aw and pride.

"Geez you guys couldn't let me know you were here? How long were you there by the way?" I asked as I put the composition papers together to put in my binder. Edward chuckled and my mom giggled.

"Only since you started playing. We didn't have the heart to interrupt." It was then I remembered what I was wearing. I froze. Yes Edward had seen me in less clothing but my mother didn't know that. I blushed and looked down. My mom laughed. "Bella I'm not stupid." She turned to leave me and my hanging open mouth. I was stunned!

I was brought back to reality when Edward hand walked up to me and kissed me. " I didn't want to go to sleep without saying goodnight. So goodnight and I'll see you tomorrow at 6. Till tomorrow my dear Bella." I giggled as he kissed my hand and walked out the door.

Around 3pm my doorbell rang. I ran and answered knowing it was Alice ready to inflict torture upon me. " Come on Bella. You've got 20 minutes to shower." I knew better than to cross her.

I took my time showing knowing the moment I get out all alone time was over.

Almost two hours later I was painted, curled, and dressed to kill. I almost didn't recognize myself. I looked amazing. "Alice thank you! You did an outstanding job."

She hugged and kissed me. "Your welcome and I expect details when you get home."

After promising her I would she left me with about 15 minutes till he arrived. I was nervous and didn't know why. This would be one down and nine to go. I giggled at my train of though. My stomach in knots just thinking about it. But as I sat there I couldn't help but think about what we did yesterday and I wondered if maybe we should slow it down and so when it was our first time it would be so special.

I was brought out of my thoughts by the doorbell. I took a deep breath and opened the door. Of course that breath came out at the sight of him. He looked amazing. Black pants with a emerald green shirt that made his eyes seem more green than they are anyway. He was clean shaven and his hair was just the way I like it. Everywhere. Finally I looked into his eyes expecting them to be looking into mine, but they weren't. They were sweeping over me like I had done him. "Hey." I whispered.

"Hi you look….stunning." He seemed flustered.

"Thank you. You look so handsome."

He held his arm out and I gladly took and I shut the door. We drove in silence except for the Debussy playing. We walked into Bella Italia and the waitress seemed to eye him which made me feel oddly jealous. "May I help you?" She asked sweetly.

Edward never let go of my hand and squeezed as I tensed. He dully replied. "Cullen." She crossed our names off and guided us to our seat which was very private in the corner booth. As we were left alone I thought about what I wanted to say.

"Edward can we talk about something and you not freak out?" I asked hoping he could hear the fear and hope in my tone.

He looked at me. "Absolutely."

I took a deep breath. "Don't take this the wrong way but I've been thinking about our intimacy. I got to thinking and I felt like we should wait until we do anything for our first time. Don't get me wrong what we did yesterday was beyond amazing I just can't help but want our first time to be it, our first time. Please tell me your understanding me?" I felt like I was rambling. I looked at him pleadingly.

He gave me a reassuring smile and took my hand. "That is a fantastic idea Bella. I had actually thought about that I just didn't know how to bring it up. So I'm glad we are on the same page."

Wow! That could have went a lot worse.

Dinner went by as we ate and talked about anything that came up. The drive home was more comfortable than on the way to the restaurant. He held my hand on the arm rest the entire drive with him never swaying. He stopped me at my front door.

"I had a wonderful time tonight Bella." He whispered.

I blushed and giggled. "Me too Edward. Thank you." He squeezed my hand.

"Your welcome." He took a deep breath. "Would you like to do our second date tomorrow?"

I smiled knowing I had schoolwork but I had plenty of time. " I would love to." I laughed at his excited facial expression.

He shook his head obviously to clear his head. "Wear something comfortable and I'll pick you up at 11. Thanks all I'm telling you." I groaned. I hated surprises.

"Okay." He cupped my face and kissed me. Our lips seemed to fit together perfectly. Before it got to heated and out of hand he pulled back.

"Goodnight my Bella." He whispered.

"Goodnight Edward. Drive safely." And we parted ways.

My mother bombarded me with questions. I called Alice and explained our night to them both. They awed and said they were so happy for us.

I quickly got ready for be to knock out. But before I could my phone beeped. 1 new text. Edward

B-

Had a wonderful time tonight. Can't wait to see you tomorrow. Sweet dreams angel!

-E

I decided to text him back.

E-

Tonight was wonderful. You were a true gentleman. Tomorrow can't come fast enough. Sleep well handsome.

-B

I giggled and gave over to the sleep I needed, only to dream about the man I was falling in love with.

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