okay here it goes! i dont know if its good let me know my loverlies!

CLARE POV

Today was the day, I hope that Eli still wants to; I mean I love him and he loves me, so what should I wait for? 'Pure hearts wait' yea, but I did wait, I waited for someone I love, there is nothing more pure than love right? Oh well I am still ready for this.

"Adam! I need some advice from you." Adam was the perfect person for advice because his thoughts were a boys mind, yet he still had a woman's intuition. This would help me a lot!
"Yea Clare, what's up?" I smiled as we sat on the bench of Degrassi,
"Adam, are you like you know, a virgin?" he looked shocked.
"How is this advice, did Eli put you up to this?" he was joking, so I could laugh.
"Well it is part of the advice; it would help to know, unless you don't want to tell me." He looked at me sympathetically.
"Yes, I am a virgin." He simply stated.
"Well that is perfect! See me and Eli, are maybe going to do something after school, and I wanted to know, do you and Eli, talk about that kinda stuff?" I was blushing from embarrassment. I was sure they did if he asked if Eli set him up about the virginity thing.
"Well yea, but what is it that you need to know?" he looked uncomfortable talking about sex.
"I was kinda hoping, that you would know, does Eli want to you know, HAVE sex?" his eyes bugged out of his head.
"I won't answer that question. I am sorry but if I say yes, you might through yourself at him, when you might not be ready, and if I say no, then you will feel offended like he is rejecting you." I sighed; I guess there where draw backs on his womanly intuition.
"ADDUUUUMMMM!" I dragged out his name in a wine,
"No, Clare you can't make me tell you. Not ever."
"PLEAASSSEEE!" he looked at me with sympathetic eyes.
"Clare, it is more than just that, me and Eli talk about things, and it isn't my place to tell you." I was disappointed. What if he really didn't want to have sex with me? What if he comes up with some last minute excuse? What if he just said that to make me feel better? Was I not experienced enough for him? I was on the verge of tears.
"Clare, I cannot believe you, don't cry!" he was right, I couldn't cry, Eli did want this right? Yea he did!

ADAM POV

I couldn't tell her because I knew either way she would do something she regrets, she needs to decide if she is ready based on her own judgment, not on Eli's. Even though he talked about how much he loved her, and would be ready with open arms, yet still respects her ring. It was not my place to say. I texted Eli to warn him.

Clare is trying to ask me if you want to have sex with her man! You need to talk to her!

-Adam

ELI POV

I was still nervous about what Clare wants to do, I mean of course I want to it is just I am not sure if her judgment is clouded. I guess we will have to wait and see. I guess I will call her and act casual, we will do something, and if it happens it happens. BUZZ! BUZZ! BUZZ!
A text from Adam. Oh boy, Clare thought I didn't want to! Oh god we have to talk.

Tell her to come by my house so we can hangout I guess we have a lot to talk about, sorry for bringing you into this dude.

-Eli

I hope Clare doesn't take this the wrong way.

NO ONE POV

"Clare, why don't you just go hang out with Eli, he is at his house today." Clare looked at Adam weirdly suspicious
"Adam! You told him!" Adam looked down ashamed, Clare felt bad.
"Its okay, Adam, I shouldn't of dragged you into this. Sorry." Adam looked up at Clare,
"It's okay, I am just that great!" they both started laughing, she got up and started walking to Eli's house she really hoped things were okay. When she showed up Eli was on the porch they made out for about 5 minutes and she pulled away. They walked into his bedroom and lay on his bed.
"Eli do you want to do this with me?" he looked up at her. She looked like she was sad.
"Yes Clare, there is nothing I would want to do more! I just want to make sure that your judgment isn't clouded; I don't want you to regret this. I don't want things to be awkward." She looked a lot more hopeful.
"Nothing, I mean nothing is clouding my judgment. All I want is you." Eli was already kissing her. She could feel the room heat up as they continued to make out, he started kissing down her neck, she let out a small moan, then he continued to keep kissing her until he got to her chest. She was already trying to rip his shirt off. He helped her. As she ran her hands lightly down his stomach he sighed. His pants had a lot of pressure, so he started pulling his pants down fast so he was only wearing his boxers. He reached to her back and unclasped her bra. She pulled her shirt off, he stared at her for a while she blushed, he started licking and nipping at her nipple, she let out a loud moan, he smiled as she pulled her pants off, she could feel his stiffness against her inner thigh. It just turned her on more.
"Just do it, please!" he groaned and started to thrust into her she moaned in pain, he let it adjust for a couple of minutes, then trusted in and out faster until the both exploaded in ecstasy.

CLARE POV

That was the best experience of my life. I could hardly catch my breath. I looked over to see Eli smirking at me. I blushed. I had no idea what we were supposed to do next. His parents weren't home so we didn't have to hurry up and leave. They wouldn't be back until sometime in a couple of days. I smiled at him, he kissed me. I got up to go take a shower. While I did this I thought about how perfect things were and that I was glad that I did this. I hoped he was as glad, even after what we did I still felt weird being naked in front of him. So I put on some under wear and his t-shirt. I came out he was dressed too, but only in sweats. I smiled over at him. His smile it returns let me know everything was okay, until we heard footsteps outside the door…