SO guys, I have decided to do C, I really liked some ideas, I agree totally with being more original about it!

ELI POV

Clare slept over my house last night, it was amazing, up until my little brother ruined it, and Clare fell for it. My older brother was wayyy nicer to Clare then I would have imagined, my dad too, life was perfect, or so I thought.

1 month later…

CLARE POV

I was on my way to Eli's house to surprise him; his parents were out on meetings. The only thing that stopped me was when I went into Eli's house; I saw something I will never forget.
Eli's mom… having an affair, on the couch. Why would she do this? Wasn't her family perfect? She had a beautiful family, with 3 beautiful children, why would she ruin it the way my father ruined mine? That was until I recognized the man she was having an affair with, was my dad.

"Mrs. Goldsworthy? DAD!" they jumped and rushed to cover their selves up, but I ran out the door to the park. What was wrong with me being happy? What was wrong with me and Eli just being happy? My life went to hell and I am dragging Eli down with me. My life was already horrible, but then when God saw that Eli was fixing my mental stability, broken heart, and loneliness, God couldn't stand it, and decided that Eli should be punished for being there for me. I was like God's pet peeve, the one thing on Earth he couldn't remove cautiously, so he decided to have fun with me. He decided that I didn't count, so if God could believe this, I should too. I was crying my eyes out to the point where I couldn't hear anything that was going on outside of my body, nothing could snap me out of my trance, until I felt too familiar perfect arms wrap around me and pull me onto their lap. Why couldn't Eli just let me wallow in my own sorrow? Why did he have to be so… so, Eli! There is no other feeling in the world that could compare to being with Eli, he was so loving, he was the reason God felt the need to destroy us. He was pure goodness, while I was god's toy.
"Clare, what is the matter? Clare tell me please!" I looked into his sad eyes, begging me to tell him what was wrong, It was just so hard to say.
"Eli, you have to believe me when I tell you, that you honestly don't want to know, yoy should just leave me alone forever." I killed me inside to say this to him, but it was the only way to make his life better, the only way to make sure God would leave him alone. I now understood why Lucifer trailed off the path of God, he didn't want to be his toy, he didn't want to live under those rules that God knew best, he didn't want to have to fallow such horrid behavior. That is why I have to save Eli. Just the pain in his eyes was too much for me to bare.
"Clare, what are you talking about why should I leave you alone? What is wrong what did I do?" I couldn't let him believe that his life was in hell because of him.
"Eli, you have to really honestly truly believe me when I say, I am not good for you, I am practically taking you down with me. It is not fair for you to have to deal with such a, bad life just for being with me!" he still looked confused.
"Clare you are what makes me good, you make me complete. You!"
"Eli, when I tell you this you wont even want to talk to me ever again." He looked at me waiting.
"Well I was going to surprise you by showing up at your house, right? But when I went in, you obviously weren't there because, because your mother was…" I started crying again.
"What? I thought she was in a meeting?"
"No Eli your mom, was… she was sleeping with my father!" his face looked horrified. I got up to walk away that did it, that made him want to forget me, made him want to never speak to me again, I still half expected him to fallow me and tell me everything was okay, but I knew it wasn't, I knew he wouldn't.
LATER THAT NIGHT
CLARE POV

I was still in tears, my dad didn't come home, that only made me angrier, my mom was so naïve she said that he was working late, yea working on Mrs. Goldsworthy. I found a pocket knife that was Darcy's because I knew I didn't have one. I took it out and immediately cut a small cut on my forearm. I let the blood drip a line of blood down my arm and onto my pants. I just sat there until it stopped bleeding, it wasn't very deep but it bled a lot, I started feeling light headed, but then it stopped and I fell asleep on the floor. I woke up the next morning still on the floor, practically lying in my blood. It was smeared on my arm and clothes. I needed a shower. I quickly took off my clothes and threw them in the back of my closet. I never wanted to see them again, I tried to scrub away the bad memories of yesterday off, but when I finally realized it would never happen, I just ran out of the shower grabbed a towel and sat on my bathroom floor and stayed frozen in time replaying last week when Eli came over my house when my parents were out, when his body touched mine, it was the most recent time, but what I didn't know is that it would be our last. I just replayed our whole life that we would have had in my head, I really didn't care that I was missing school or that my parents were fighting, or that the reason I was miserable, and depressed was because my father was a piece of worthless crap. Eli probably will never talk to me again was what made me cry last night, but playing my life in my head with me and Eli, made my head shut down, it made me not care what happened next I swear I sat on that bathroom floor for at least 3 hours before my mom walked in on me, just laying there on the floor naked and dry, the shower still running, my arm had a thick pink scratch on my arm, and I didn't even register that she brought me to a hospital. It didn't even register that no matter who it was the only person I could think about was Eli, the only person that MATTERED was Eli. Yet I knew I would never have him again.

DON'T WORRY MY PEOPLE, I WOULD NEVER END IT LIKE THIS!
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