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Adam's POV

"Eli, what did you do now?"
"well I made a huge mistake, and Clare, thinks I don't love her, she thinks I was using her, this whole time, it was honestly a mistake, I swea-"
"Just. Spit. It. Out!"
"While me and Clare, where, you know, yea, I maybe, sorta, accidently called her, Julia."
OMG he did what now?
"WHAT! Of course she thinks you were using her! I would! Why would you do that? I mean, how that would happen?" he looked really ashamed of himself. Honestly, I feel for Clare more than Eli, but I do believe he loves her, so I have to help him, because I know in the long run, it will help Clare.
"Well, what she was um, doing, at the time, reminded me of Julia, and it just sorta slipped out, I didn't even realize I did it until she started freaking out, I know I hurt her, and all, but I wish she would just talk to me."
"Well man, you have to make her want to talk to you, use your smartass-ness to get to her, I don't know why but she seems to like it. Make her believe you, time is not what she needs, time is what she will TELL you she needs, but inside, she really wants you to admit that you fucked up and beg, girls are like that."

ELI POV
damn, he's right, but honestly that shouldn't surprise me when the hell isn't he right?
"Adam, my friend, this is where you come in, this is where, you go and, I don't know, Adamify?" don't ask why I said this, but I think the key to Adam, is flattery.
"Eli, you know, that is flattering and all, but I am not stupid as hell, it wont work, I am not going in-between, like last time."
"PLEEAASSEE!"
"Nope."
"Please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please-"
"FINE!" I knew I had him. Adam, Adam, Adam, what will I ever do with you.
"So what's your plan?" he shook his head.
"No, see this has to come from your heart, so your plan, and I am just the trusty sidekick that agrees to do what ever illegal, ridiculous, stupid, non worthy plan of yours, got it?"

I chuckled, at least he knew. We were walking to the store, on the way I saw Clare, at the park, the look on Clare's face made it obvious she still hadn't seen me, so part one of my plan was about to go in action. I hid behind a tree, and told Adam to go talk to Clare.
"Hey, Clare, how are you?"
"Damn it, Eli, I really wanted to keep you out of this, Adam, sorry, it's just I know he will use you in some plan of his. He is here, right now isn't he?" this girl knew me all too well. So I guess I can take the direct approach?
"Clare, listen, Eli told me what happened, he is not here, he wanted to be, but I told him to just give you time," wow, I didn't realize he could lie this well, it makes me wonder.
"But there is always two sides to a story, so if I am the in between again, I would like to here your side." She sighed, and looked at Adam, clearly not buying it, but talked anyway.
"Well firstly, I don't fully blame him, I mean, if I t wasn't for me being so naïve, I would've seen it before I believed him. He was always there for me, so I guess that made me think that it was something real. He was just using me, as a, stand in, I guess you could call it, but not anymore, I have to get over him, I have to move on, which will be the hardest thing ever, but I can't keep crying about this, Adam, I mean it just hurts so bad," she started crying, and through her tears, you could tell that she didn't care who saw, she was letting go. It killed me to just sit here, why she was crying over this. It took all my might to stay behind this tree.
"Clare, did it ever occur to you that maybe, just maybe you should let him talk?"
"Yes it did, but I can't trust my head around him, all my thoughts go out the window, and all I can think about is how he touches me, and how wonderful his voice is, then I just give in, I can't do that, If he knew this." She stopped talking and just literally threw herself onto Adam. He hugged her back, and she continued.
"if he knew this, than all hope would be gone, I wouldn't have anymore control, nothing. I shouldn't be with him, it would be different if he wasn't such a good actor, you know, like you could tell that there was something off about him, I thought it was just his personality, not to show feelings, but there really wasn't any feelings to be shown, I just set myself for failure. So log story short, I do love him, I do blame him, but I also blame myself. I keep hurting myself, emotionally, first KC, then my parents, and now Eli." I was on the verge of tears. I couldn't believe this is really what she thought.
"How could you say that?" she looked at him like it was obvious.
"Well, with KC, I truly believed that he cared about me, that he was a nice guy, but what was really happening, is that he was bored, so he tried something new, found out that Jenna was truly better, and I was just, me. So then I tried to change and then my parents started fighting, but when ever Darcy was here, they were the perfect parents, I wasn't strong enough to keep them around, and they left because they had nothing to stay for. And then there's Eli, who knew that I would do what ever he wanted me too, so he just made up the words, and knowing that I would go along with his script. If I wasn't so stupid, or boring, or weak, then my life would be perfect." He was about to cry to now, I could see it, while me all ready crying.
"Well Clare, I get it that you need time to think, but hopefully you will realize the huge mistake your making, I mean, would I lie to you? And you are the most intelligent, unpredictable, strong person, I know. Plus you are too kind, all you do is put others before yourself, now it's time, you stop taking the blame, this is all Eli's fault, it's all KC's fault, and it's all your parents fault, okay? Remember that, and also keep in mind that if Eli didn't care, why would he leave his family to live with you? Why would he risk his great relationship with his brothers, just to see your face every morning and every night? Keep it in mind, but I really have to go, my mom needs me home. Call me later." This boy is good, he could be a con man!
CLARE POV

I knew that Adam was right, but it is so easier to take the blame than just deal it to other people, I mean if you take the blame, then you don't have to be mad at anyone else. But I did need to let Eli explain, just not in person, or on the phone, so how?