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Chapter 11

BPOV

I hear a heartbeat and my throat is burning, all I can think about id soothing it. Running closer to the sound, I smell blood and it adds to the burn. I push harder, then, I saw it a female lion hunting a female deer, I leap, tackle, and suck the loin dry. When she's empty I flip off of her and on to the deer in one motion, sink my teeth into her jugular and drain her dry as well.

In the distance I hear humans talking and am immediately consumed by a tingling sensation from the smell of the blood.

Humans.

A story instantly starts running through my head to cover my change in appearance.

Don't forget to act clumsy.

I saw Angela and Ben, my friends. I take a deep breath not that I need it, but it did help calm and prepare me to face my human friends. Behind me I hear my family coming so I focus on lowering my shield, I need Edward to hear me.

Play along when you catch up to me please. Then I showed him Angela and Ben.

"Bella." I hear Angela's voice call me and I shoot my eyes open and walk up to them.

"Hey guys have you seen my family?" I act breathless. "I'm trying to scare them. Like my costume?"

"Well the dress is nice but the eyes are a little much." Ben jokes.

"You think they'll be afraid?"

"Well with the eyes alone, yeah." Angela shutters.

"Good." I smile slyly.

"A little early for Halloween, don't you think?" Angela slid closer to Ben.

"Bella there you are." Alice skips up to me.

"Oh man." I groan.

"Sorry Bella." Angela smiles weakly

"It's okay I'll get them another time."

"Cool eyes Bella." Emmet plays along when he catches up. For some reason Edward doesn't say a word, that worries me.

"Bella honey let's get you home and cleaned up, I'd love to hear why you did this to yourself." Esme spoke up. I don't miss the double meaning in her mothering tone.

"Ok. Bye guys." I wave and go to Esme's side.

"Bye guys." Ben and Angela said together, and we all part ways. Edward, of course, is it my side and grabbed me by the waist; I think to try to stop me from running off again.

EPOV

I follow Bella's scent when we get to where the two drained animals are I hear Bella in my head.

Play along when you catch up to me. Then I see Angela and Ben in her mind.

"CRAP!" and we all take off to get to Bella.

She has got to slow down. I think to myself, getting frustrated.

We have to get to her home and figure out what is going on with her. To understand how she is doing so well. When we catch up to her, she's laughing with Ben and Angela.

"Good." I hear Bella say.

What is she doing? My mind is in spinning.

Alice skips up to Bella and joins right in, acting like nothing is wrong. I stop listening at this point and try to listen to everyone's thoughts, but all I can get is Ben's amazement and Carlisle's concern. Esme must have caught on fast too because her voice broke my reading.

"Bella honey let's get you home and cleaned up. Id love to hear why you did this to yourself."

Everyone says their goodbyes, I go up to Bella grab her waist; I don't need her taking off again. When we get home we all sit at the table again and Carlisle begins.

"Bella you seem to be in total control of your…gifts, but not your impulses. Please tell us what you are going through so we might be able to help you."

There is a pause and Bella began to explain.

"It's complicated, it's like I can let Edward read my mind like I would move my hand as a human. Then when my throat is on fire then I want to drink and I look for blood, it's a lot like blinking as a human, I just do it. When it comes to my "gifts" I am in complete control. I don't worry about it at all but if I have a need I have to fix it now, I cannot wait. Right and wrong are not important unless its humans then I'm back in complete control, I just can't bring myself to hurt a human." She is beginning to ramble now. "I'm sorry I ran away but I had to hunt my throat was on fire, I heard the heart beats and I knew it would help so I just went. I am so sorry." She hangs her head it looks like she is ashamed, so I took her hand to comfort her but she wouldn't look at me and she kept her mind quiet.

"I see but how do you block Jasper, you could never do that before?" you can hear the curiosity in Carlisle's voice and I have to admit I'm curious myself.

"I don't know why, all I know is if I don't want them in they are not in but if I want or need them in they are there. I don't really have to think hard just focus a little and they can be in when I want."

"Ok, so we know we need to help you with impulse control." Rosalie speaks up.

"How do we do that...All I want to do right now is run its killing me to just sit here?"

"Well," Carlisle is speculating again "for now you need to stay with a member of the family not because you a threat to the humans but so we can help you in case you need us too and maybe being around us you will be able to get control of the impulses and until you get that control you are an exposure risk. I'm sorry Bella, but next time you might not be able to come up with a story to cover what a human might see or, you might just slip, and we need to be able to help you. Do you understand what I'm saying?"

"Yes, but for how long will I have to be watched?"

"As long as it takes love but don't worry I'll be here for you I will never leave you I promise."

"Well then, I have something to work on then don't I?" The determination rings thick in her voice. So like Bella, figure out the problem and take it head on. "So now what?"

"Now we go on with things as normal and we will help you as needed." Carlisle stats in a fatherly tone. "Maybe by watching us you will pick up on something. You seem to learn fast not to mention you have a strong determination to do it."

"Can I see my father?" you could hear the pain in her voice.

"I'm working on that."Alice chirps. Bella just nodded in response.

We all separated and began out nightly activities and being it was Bella's first night of no sleep she looks so lost I feel bad for her, so I go up to her and take her hand.

"You ok love, what's wrong?"

"Nothing, I would just be sleeping by now, and I don't know what to do, all I want is to run." Her eyes look like a child's, one that was trying to accept that they could go out to play.

"Ok love, let's run."

"Really!" her face lites up.

I take her hand and lead her to the back door and we are gone. If running makes her happy I will run forever. Our run turned into a hunting trip. Watching Bella hunt is the most amazing thing I've ever seen. She is so graceful and quick. I'm in awe by her. When she is done she looks at me with a smirk on her face, and I heard her in my head.

Want to guess what I want now?

I let an evil smile slide across my face as she crouches down to spring at me. I meant to brace myself for her hit. However, I got lost in her beauty so when she sprung at me I am knocked to the ground, with her on me kissing me. For the first time I do not have to worry about control, with Bella, I can be free. I feel Bella move down and unbutton my pants and pull on my zipper I know where she is going and thank goodness she's in a dress. I sit up, just as she is leaning down, and flip her over so I could please her too.

"I want to taste you too." I let a low growl escape me.

She takes me into her mouth at the same time I started licking her wet slit.

I felt her moan as her lips travel down my length and back up, man that feels so amazing, with every trip she takes. I give a low moan hoping it would do that same for her, as well as tell her I am loving what she is doing. The response I get makes it hard not to lose it, right now because she is swallowing me, with now gag reflex it is amazing. With no warning at all Bella flips around and straddles me. I reach up, untie the top of her dress, and started sucking on each nipple as she moved in slow motions forwards and backwards. She laces her fingers in my hair, grabbing two fists full and not letting go till I laid back. She starts to grind down on me pushing me deeper in her, moaning and hissing the whole time. The harder she grinds into me the closer I get to my release. I didn't want this to end so I flip us both over so I was on top of her. I watch myself slide back into her as I lifted her knees to rest on the ground by her ears with her feet on my shoulders. She is so tight, like this, and I can slide in so deep. I look into her eyes and they match mine, coal black and full of lust for me, all for me. She starts groaning again and I see her eyes roll back into her head and I knew I'm in the right spot. I increased my speed as she screams…

"Faster."

With her calves on my shoulders now, I bend down to her ear and softly speak.

"Cum with me love I am ready."

Her eyes focused on me and she smiled.

"I'm coming now."

That was all it took and I released inside her and she coated me with her love.

God my wife is so hot. Is all I can think as we get dressed.

After getting dressed she looks at me. I see curiosity in her eyes.

"Edward is it going to stay this intense?"

"Yes love it will because I will love you forever, Bella love you are my world, my whole world."

"Oh Edward I love you too, forever." We head home, Bella hunts again on the way home. I just think about how happy I am to be with her, forever.

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