Chapter 10
CATHERINE'S POV
I haven't been this happy in years! I literally cannot wipe the grin off of my face. How I got so lucky in love this late in life remains a mystery to me. Sara coming back into my life was the best thing since Lindsey was born. Just about everyone knows about our relationship and mostly they are happy for us. The fact that Sara was with Grissom has been an issue for some, but they will get over it eventually. I still worry about Nicky and his slight homophobia, but he is trying.
After our fun lunch with the Lab Rats, Sara and I decided to just be us. The techs were a bit shocked, but we got nothing but congratulations from them, except Hodges. He still holds a devotion to Gil that is a bit creepy. The only problem I have is that Archie and Greg seem to get this slight grin on their face every time they see Sara and I together. Men and their fantasies! Hell, that's my fantasy too! I can't blame them now, can I?
The paperwork on my desk has piled up. Sara and I went out of town for a couple days to get away before Lindsey gets back from Summer Camp. I have no idea how she is going to react to this. She knows Sara is staying with us, but she doesn't know about our relationship. I would like to think that in this day and age and how open and accepting teens seem to be, it won't be an issue. But I still think it needs to be handled carefully and not shoved into her face.
I made this promise to myself a long time ago, and I am finally happy! Life is good.
SARA'S POV
Im getting nervous about Lindsey's return from camp. I have no idea how she is going to react to the fact that I am sleeping with her mom. She knows I am staying here and had nothing to say about it in particular. But knowing your mom is in a relationship with another woman, that puts a whole new spin on a new roommate. The young people of this generation seem to be open to all kinds of relationships, so I am banking on it to not be much of an issue. But I still have that lingering fear.
Things are going well at the lab for Catherine. She loves being Supervisor. Even with all the shit Ecklie puts her through, she actually looks forward to work. The only part about work she hates, she says, is that I am not there with her. God, I love that woman! Everyone at work seems to be dealing with our relationship fairly well. Hodges still has a devotion to Gil that is just plain creepy. Nick is trying. His conservative upbringing still hangs on in the back of his mind. I think as long as we don't show affection in front of him, he is okay. Do you know how hard it is to NOT touch Catherine? Even in public? Nicky is going to have to deal.
I have one more week left of the classes at LVPD. I have no idea what I am going to do after that. I could talk to Ecklie and see about becoming a CSI again, but right now the night shift is fully staffed and I do NOT want to work the day shift. I would never see Catherine. I applied for a teaching job for a night class at the community college, but I am not the most qualified Professor.
I took a chance in coming back here. I took a chance on Catherine. So far, Life is good!
NICK'S POV
I am trying to be happy for Catherine and Sara. In my mind it makes sense that love is love and it doesn't matter how old, what race or what gender, but I am still not comfortable with it. Growing up in Texas was, to say the least, restrained. People did things the way that they had always been done, no questions asked. I think that is one reason Vegas appealed to me. It was the City of Sin. I wanted to be able to affect change in society and Vegas seemed to be the perfect place. The problem with my theory is that Vegas changed me. I have seen and heard and experienced things I had never imagined. And being best friends with lesbians, is one of those things.
I love Sara like a sister. Always have! I thought she and Griss were perfect for one another. It saddened me when I heard they had broken up. My anger set in fast when I found Cath and she rolling around making out on Sara's bed. I am trying. I love them both like family and I accept them. It's just hard to change your viewpoint. I think they are trying to be restrained in front of me, but Sara is having a hard time with all the luvy duvy crap. She can't seem to keep her hands off of Catherine!
The guys, especially Greg and Archie, think it's the hottest thing! It's their ultimate fantasy come true. Now, I will admit, I have watched some girl on girl porn, but when its your friends, its not the same. They deserve respect. This is love they are experiencing, not a fantasy. At least it seems to be love. So, I guess I am going to take a new approach on it all. Love is love no matter who you are. And I see the love between my gals, and I am happy for them. Life is good.
GREG'S POV
I cannot wait to get to work! Not only is my Sara here, but she is involved in a physical relationship with our Supervisor. A woman! How HOT is that! And the way they look at each other! Totally hot! They give me enough material in five minutes to last me hours in fantasy land! Archie agrees with me. Henry thinks its ok. Hodges seems pissed Sara left Grissom. That guy has a creepy fondness for the Bugman! Nick is another story. He thinks we are being disrespectful and shouldn't talk about women in that manner. WHAT? I know he digs a little girl on girl action! I have seen his porn collection! Well, I stumbles upon it when I was at his apartment for a birthday party a couple years ago. Ok. I snooped around and found it. Nick certainly has a thing for cheerleaders!
Everyone knows I had a crush on Sara. I gave up on having anything real with her years ago. She sees me as a little brother. I still have a hard time seeing her as a sister. And Catherine. Well, I see her as the naughty Head Mistress. I have a lot of love and respect for her. She's a great mom and a strong woman. But hey! They are each hot! And together, well, that is just INSANELY hot!
Yeah, they are in love. They are happy together. I am happy they are happy together. Life is good!
HODGE'S POV
It disgusts me! The way Sara is carrying on with Catherine is just wrong! It's not that it is two women. I don't have any problem with that topic. It's the fact that Sara hurt the greatest man and scientist in the world! How could she leave Gil Grissom! If I were a woman, I would think that being with him would be the ultimate dream come true! He's smart, fun and yes, I will admit, quite handsome!
Sara claims it was a mutual parting, but I know better. Gil and I are two of a kind. When we find a woman worthy of our love, we stay with it no matter what. That's just how we roll! So, when Sara says they "fell out of love", I think it's a load of crap. I know Gil better than anyone, and he would never feel that way about Sara. He loves her and always will, although I never did really understand why he felt that way. The heart wants what the heart wants!
The only good thing to come out of all of this is Catherine's attitude. She doesn't stomp around the lab demanding this or requiring that. She's actually pleasant to be around. Sara seems to have that effect on people, not me, but who am I to complain when it makes my life a bit easier? Our Supervisor has definitely been smiling a lot and has been quite overt in her affections towards Sara. That day in the break room was shocking! Wendy and Mandy seemed happy for them. I know Archie and Greg look forward to such affection to fuel their fantasies, but I just don't see this relationship lasting.
Wendy has been in a better mood lately. I think all the "love" in the air has affected her and thus, it affects me! So, Wendy flirts with me, everyone is in a good mood and for me, Life is good!
JIM'S POV
I have been friends with Catherine Willows for a very long time. I knew her when she first started at the lab. I was new myself. We hit it off right away. I hated when she started dating Eddie. He had creep written all over him. I felt sorry for Lindsey that she lost her father, but I can't admit that I was sad at Eddie's death. Then the whole Sam Braun thing. He put Catherine through hell. One less thug is Vegas is fine with me, but I know Catherine misses her father.
I noticed that Catherine had seemed happy the past several weeks. That happiness coincided with the arrival of one leggy brunette. I knew that Gil and Sara were in dire straights with their relationship, but I will say that it did surprise me to hear Catherine in that car screaming Sara's name. Sure, it was kinda hot! I'm a guy! But I have too much respect for both women to go there, unlike our young CSI and one AV Tech. I'd like to wipe that stupid grin off their faces. They better get over it soon or I'm going to have to have a word with them about respecting women.
I know Lindsey is coming home in a few days. I hope her reaction isn't damaging or stressful. Kids today seem to be open, but when it's your mom, it's a whole different story. I know Sara is nervous about her reaction. Maybe if Lindsey sees that we, their extended family, have no problem, then maybe she can accept the situation and be happy for her mom and Sara.
Sara really does seem happy. Happier than she's ever been. She loves Catherine. There is no doubting that fact! The way they look at each other or how they cannot seem to keep their hands off of each other is actually kinda cute. I'm happy for them. I just hope I can find a true love like that some day, but my expiration date is fast approaching. So, I take comfort and hope in the love of my two good friends and wish them only the best. And if anyone says anything hateful or harmful, I will be the first to set them straight on the issue. But until then, Life is good!
LINDSEY'S POV
I can't believe the Summer went by so fast! I had the best time as a junior counselor. I made so many new friends, kissed a few boys, and one girl on a dare. I hate to leave, but school starts in three weeks, so I guess getting home and settled in is a good idea. I do miss my bed! The bunk beds here are not that comfortable.
Mom has written me a few letters. It's hard for her to NOT be a mom. I know she loves me, but she worries way too much! I guess her job as a CSI has put some nasty images into her head and she can't help herself. She's a good mom. She has been through a lot and survived and come out stronger than before. My dad was an ass to her. Sam was an ass to her. I just hope she can find someone who is NOT an ass to her.
Sara has been staying in my room while I was gone. I wonder where she's going to stay when I get home? I am NOT sleeping on the couch! Well, from what mom told me, Sara's teaching job at the Police Department is going to be over by the end of next week. Maybe she will move? Mom told me Sara and Uncle Gil broke up. That made me sad. But if your not happy in love, get out! That's one thing I have learned from watching the adults in my life.
It seems weird to me that mom and Sara are getting along so well. They used to hate each other! I remember mom coming home from work, stomping around. Sara did this. Sara said that. Sara, Sara, Sara. I think she was a bit jealous. Uncle Gil brought her in to work and mom just knew he was in love with her! Well, she was right! But apparently not anymore. Now when mom calls, its Sara is so great! Sara is just the nicest person! Sara, Sara, Sara. Adults are so weird! If I didn't know better, I would think my mom had a crush on Sara! HA! Right! Wouldn't THAT be a hoot to deal with! But, mom is happy. I like it when she's happy. It makes my life easier and then I am happy! My summer was great and I have the phone numbers of five cute guys! Life is good!
A/N: Two chapters in one week! WOW! Were you shocked? Hehehehe. Well, I did this chapter a little different than I have ever done one. I just wanted to give the perspective of our main characters. Hope you enjoyed! Please Please Please leave a review!!! I need to people are still reading this and enjoying it!