Perfect
My Darkest Days
I was fine right before I met her
Never hurt and nothing could control me
You know I tried but I can't regret her
She's the first, ask anyone who knows me
Terrified that she'd find my heart and break it
Paralyzed by the thought of her with someone else
I wish I would've known
I shouldn't have fallen in love with her
It's been nothing but trouble till now
I shouldn't have fallen in love at all
But I couldn't stop myself
What gives you the right
To tear up my life?
How dare she be so perfect
Inuyasha knew he let a good thing die when he let Kagome walk out the door. Somehow it felt like she was slamming more than the door to their shared apartment, it felt more like she was slamming the door to their life together.
It had been three days, and she hadn't contacted him in the slightest. He was sort of amazed at how she seemed to pack almost all of her things in such a timely manner. The apartment was still disheveled and emptier than ever, in more ways than just missing furniture.
If only Kikyo hadn't of texted him right then. His old flame got a mean ass chewing for causing Kagome to find out about their secret trysting…again.
Inuyasha loved Kagome. He was lying when he named all of the things he hated so much about her. To be honest he really didn't mind any of it, but he knew it'd cut her deeply. That was his problem; it seemed that every time he and Kagome got into it, he would just spit out whatever would hurt her most without thinking.
He couldn't believe it that Kagome had stayed with him as long as she had, really. Inuyasha and Kikyo had been found out so many times, it was almost becoming too easy to brush off the voice in the back of his mind that told him what he was doing was wrong.
Kikyo thought little of it whenever the couple had a fight. Inuyasha wanted to drop his old flame cold turkey. He really did, but there was just something about her that made him come back to her, right out of Kagome's arms.
Six years he had been with Kagome, and a majority of it was downhill due to his not-so-secret meetings with Kikyo. Even back in high school he had been caught.
The half-demon knew he was a piece of shit for hurting Kagome so bad, but he loved her nonetheless. Kagome was the only person he felt so completely comfortable with; she never left him no matter what he did –or who. Kikyo really ruined everything, and it was starting to catch up to him.
But even though he knew he loved Kagome, Kikyo was just so…so…perfect. And he hated himself for thinking so, but not enough to not dial her number.
On the third ring she answered.
"Hey….yeah I know….can you come over tomorrow?...okay, see you then…bye…"