16. Power

So in the end I let Edward win the fight that he cared about. I still think he could have waited. Just like I thought 3 years ago the bed was so soft but softer than ever now. I will always wonder way he likes this more than kissing it's a guy thing I think. I'm not like the girls on T.V. I like when my husband comes home and talks like we are best friends. I don't like when he is too playful. That's why I hate sleeping with him, because they can't stop. They say no at first than can't say yes too fast. That's man power. I'm done and you know it. I kick him on the floor. But woman have a better power they can trick a man and he will not know it. "Love, how could you? We talk and played a game. Babe I love you help me." He said "You are out of line. We can kiss we can play but why I asked you to no do one thing and look. I need Alice. " Alice came here we need a woman talk." I yelled I put on a new outfit and push Edward out the door. "Alice how many times has Jasper slept with you?" I asked her "Well Bella you know that we live forever and numbers get big fast. 5 times I don't like to do it because men become kids in a candy shop." She said "Have you done it with in a year?" I asked her "No the last time was 4 years ago I said I was done." Alice said happily "How did you tell him? I kicked Edward on the floor." I said with sadness "I pretty much did the same. Don't feel bad he is over it." She said "You're the best sister in the world." I said as I hugged her and she was out of the room in a flash. I'm sorry I love you but that's it no more.

"Now that's my Bella. It's okay a hug will do." Edward said Now not to crazy okay but I pick kiss. "So you wish it so it will be." Edward said we danced and when he dipped me I kissed him. We fell to the floor as we kissed we could have danced as we kissed but then I would not get to hold him. I give you a 10 that was yummy. "I loved it too." He smiledWe should go see my dad today. "That would be nice. I need to get out of this room before you hate me. What outfit looks good on me? Well I like the black 'Game on' shirt with brown shorts. "I feel like I need to put on something nice. I'm not the best husband in his eyes. I've grown to love him but he has no clue." Edward told me He knows that now. At Renesmee's wedding you said you love him. Don't dress up cause than I need to and don't feel like it. "Okay I will take your word for it." He said as he took off his shorts that he puts on at night. I almost forgot he didn't have a shirt on. I put on the blue top that Edward loves so much with some long shorts. We jumped out the window holding hands. It didn't take us long to run to Charlie's house. I love my car it's my baby but it was faster to run. No one is out yet so we could get by. Dad wakes up early so I didn't need to call. "Things are not good with Charlie. He needs us. We need to come and see him once a week." Edward read from his mind. But if he would move on and forget my mom and get a date maybe he wouldn't be a mess. "Umm Bella I think that's what happened to us but your mom will not came back." He pointed out He told me that he got over it years ago. "But when you moved in with me it hit him hard. You were what keep him fighting, for me too." Edward said "Now let not get flirty. I will go fist since your chicken. Who's the man now?" I joked "Dad we came to see you. Are you okay Dad?" I asked "Bella how are you honey?" my Dad asked "Good Edward and I are taking a trip around the world so we came to see you before." I told him "Charlie, you know we know. I can't block it out. Sorry I could not lie she's my wife." Edward said

"Its okay son I'm fine. It's your life. Be good to my baby Edward. I had to worry like all Dads should. But you are a good husband and son-in-law I love you too." Charlie said " That's all I need we can be happy forever now that the men in my life can get along I love you guys." I said as I put my arms around them. Thank you so much babe. Ps. you win for good "No you are right. I will do as you wish don't let me pull you in." Edward said "Who are you talking to?" Charlie said "I can read Bella's mind now too." Edward said "Bella you better watch out. You got it bad." Charlie said "We can talk with no one hearing half of the story it's nice. And I can turn it off if I want too it's my power. I always did edit too much. Sometimes I wish he couldn't do it. But I love him just the way he is. Sorry I could have told him that." I said "So Charlie why give up on love? I lived at last 108 years being sad." Edward pointed out "Edward I even look old I'm done." Charlie said "Looks don't matter when you're in love. I hated that Edward was so hot and I wasn't but he didn't care how I looked." I told him "Bella, why do you think that all the guys in the school were fighting for you the first day you came? You were and are gorgeous the last thing they expect is for you to marry an outsider like me. They thought I was a freak. I could have all the girls I wanted if I just stepped up. And I picked you. They all knew that you are hot and you could have any guy in the school but you picked me. We had the looks but as far as they knew we did not match. It's funny because I don't looks that made us fall in love or vampires I think that Carlisle picked me because he knew I wasn't done in life and if I got one more chance I could be happy. Charlie you don't get any more chances don't do what I did. You could be as happy as we are right now." Edward said "Okay I'm in but who can I date?" Charlie asked "Online dating is in. See you take a test and they match you up you ask her out and good to go." I told him "We need to go I hope we helped Charlie. We love you." Edward said as we ran out the door. It was hard to talk without my mind. "When we're on the trip I will need you to not use your mind. I want it to feel like the old days." Edward said I can get into that but no man power okay? "Okay but no woman power." He added kiss on it? "A peck is fine." He said so I bent over to kiss him cheek and got my wish. He kissed me. But we didn't stop running know one was watching anyway. It's sad that all we do is kiss all the time. If we don't kiss we flirt. I know it's love and we can't help it. We need to be in the family. Sure we need time but we have a kid we have grandkids they are the ones we can't blow off even if they can live forever Charlie can't. That's what you get when you marry a human well I'm not anymore but that's not the point. We just need to see them once a week. We could buy or build a house. Living with our family isn't us.

"Honey you worry too much. We can do both and still live in the house. We will see them every day. And I will flirt and kiss anytime I want is that a crime? You can't hold me back forever why not? Tell me you have to want it." Edward said I'm still not that girl. If we start again we will not stop. We were at the house now and since my husband would not have an open mind I will talk to someone who will. "Carlisle, can I talk to you? Edward is being Edward." I said "Why deer Bella, I would love too." Carlisle said so it comes down to this. You can go now and don't hear us. I will be very mad at you. Edward walked away but we ran up to Carlisle's study. "I want to be in your guys life's but we need time too I can't get it right." I said" It's Okay to take a year or two off and have fun." He told me with a smile. "Thanks, Carlisle you have been like a Dad to me I love you." I said " I love you too you always have been part of my family. My son is happy all the time now because of you." he said with an open heart. I opened the door and called for Edward he came in a flash. He put his arm at my whist and walked with me down to the family. Alice was first to welcome us back to this world. She hugged me and sat down to talk to us. "See a lot of love in the air for you two." She said high fiving me. "Jazz, how come we don't get that much action?" Alice asked her true love. "You know how to reach me, Baby. If you want me, come and get me." Jasper dared Alice as that ran around the room in a playful manor. "Take it off, take it off!" Emmett hooted and hollered Alice ran by and hit him. Jasper stopped in his tracks and walk to Alice to pick her up. "See you in a bit, family. I have to live up to Edward and Bella." He said in his deep voice. It