Untitled Gundam Wing Story Chapter 4

The got ride of the three hyphens so now I need to go back and fix everything.

"Are you alright?" Zechs asked helping his injured woman into his apartment. With everything doing well she was discharged from the hospital.

"Yes. I'm fine," she replied hoarsely. It was weird to be at his apartment again. It had been three years and she had forgotten what it looked like. She was surprised to see all the pictures of her and all the missing poster that hadn't been put up. Her hand brushed against a picture of the two of them. Her hand shook gently as tears rolled out of her eyes.

"Noin?" Zechs asked as she broke out in a sob. She turned away from him trying to calm herself. He snaked his arms around her waist which made her jump. He turned her into his chest as she continued to sob.

"I…I'm alright," Noin whispered to him. He kissed her cheek softly trying to cheer the woman up.

"It's okay to cry. Why don't you lie down in sleep?" Zechs suggested. He took her to his bedroom turning on the light. It hadn't changed from what she could remember, except newspaper clippings that covered a near-by desk.

"You don't need to stay with me," Noin muttered. It was an odd suggestion since she used to plead for him to stay.

"Call if you need something," Zechs replied closing the door. He wasn't going to let her go that easy. He decided that he'd check on her in 5 minutes. In the kitchen he prepared a glass of water for he as an excuse to enter the room. He waited the correct amount of time before entering his room. He saw that the bed was untouched which gave him a sickening feeling.

"Can I really do this?" Noin asked herself staring at the razor she had found. She sat on the floor staring at her wrist and the sharp metal object. She had left the door open to his bathroom thinking that he wouldn't enter the room.

"What the hell are you doing?!" Zechs demanded. She looked up at him as she was just about to slit her wrist. The glass of water was already on the floor as Zechs dashed to her.

"I," she was able to get out as Zechs forced the razor out her hands. It slid past them and underneath the sink.

"How many times must I almost lose you?!" Zechs demanded shaking the weakened woman.

"Zechs…I'm not the same anymore! I can't do this anymore!" she cried.

"What will killing yourself bring?!" Zechs argued.

"I don't know," Noin muttered. "I'm so depressed."

"You weren't in the hospital," Zechs retaliated.

"No…I was. You guys were just so happy. I couldn't act this way around you guys. Then you proposed and I didn't know what to say. Of course I followed my heart and I said yes. I've been doing some thinking Zechs. I couldn't do this at the hospital or when I was at that man's house. So I told myself that the first chance I could get I'd do it," Noin explained. Her sobbing was loud as the room grew quiet. Her partner sighed looking into her eyes sincerely.

"I love you Lucrezia," he whispered to her. In years past he could barely say those words to her or say it using her first name. She looked up at him before closing her eyes in shame. He released the woman standing up and leaving the bathroom. He went to near-by drawer and took out a handgun.

"Where are you going?" Noin asked before seeing him hold out the gun to her. His eyes were cold and piercing as they locked eyes with each other.

"If you're going to kill yourself…make it quick and painless," Zechs told her in a deadly tone. Her shaking hand took the gun.

"Why are you…helping me," Noin asked staring at the weapon in her hand. It was odd for Zechs to do such a thing.

"I'm already dead," Zechs replied sitting down on the bed. Her breath was loud and quick as she aimed at her head. She looked at him to see that his head was down and his body was tense. Closing her eyes Noin pulled the trigger.

A day before

"What is it?" Quatre asked quietly. Zechs had pulled him out into the hall for a private chat.

"Could you keep this package until I Noin finally returns to her senses?" Zechs asked. It was odd for Zechs to ask for favors especially from Quatre. He held out a box wrapped in brown paper.

"What's in it?" Quatre asked curiously.

"I can't tell you right now but when you get home you can look inside," Zechs replied.

"Alright?" Quatre answered. It was confusing and weird. Zechs normally never asks favors and why him?

"Noin can be a great actor. I'm not very sure if Noin is completely alright in the head. With three years of torture and pain inside her, I'm a little worried about her coming home tomorrow," Zechs replied.

Presently~ A/N: What a scare eh?

The gun clicked which made Noin open her eyes. She looked to Zechs to see that he was staring back. The gun was empty and he knew it. She threw the weapon away placing her head in her hands. What am I thinking? Noin thought before carefully getting on her hands and knees. It was too hard for her to get to her feet without help. She crawled to her man placing her head on his left knee. She didn't know what to do anymore. Her heart was being ripped in two directions. Noin's tears stained his pants.

"Zechs, please guide me," she pleaded.

"I can't guide you. You have to guide yourself," Zechs replied. He couldn't help her in this way, he could only make sure she didn't kill herself. It was pretty harsh to tell her something like that.

"But," Noin whispered before being shushed. He placed his hands on her cheeks placing a thumb on her lips.

"I can't guide you. The only way for you to get out of this dark time is to over come the darkness. I wish I could guide you but I can't. I can't let you die before you over come this though," Zechs explained. He pulled her on to the bed with him wrapping an arm around her midsection.

"I love you too Zechs," Noin whispered.

"There's no ammunition in this apartment just in case you still feel the same way," he told her coldly. She shivered softly at his cold words. He relaxed feeling her tense body. He knew that he was being hard on her but it was the only way for her to understand. Zechs sat above her going through her hair gently.

"I love you Zechs…I really do. I really want to become Mrs. Zechs Merquise," Noin explained.

"Promise me that you won't try that again?" Zechs asked.

"Hold me tightly," Noin asked wrapping her arms around his neck.

"Promise?" Zechs cooed obeying her commands.

"I promise. Good night Zechs," she yawned Slowly she rolled on her side giving him a kiss on the nose. Knowing that she could further injure herself he laid her on her back.

"Good night Noin," Zechs answered.

Trial Day

"Ms. Lucrezia Noin explain what happened the day of your kidnapping," her lawyer asked. I had taken awhile to get a court date but she was finally ready to tell her story.

"It was June 13, AC 197...I was reading in the lower study with Relena," Noin began before closing her eyes. It only seemed like a day ago.

(A/N: This will be kinda like how I retold Ayame's life in Never Look Back. If your familiar with that they it won't be that different. So here's her flashback)

"Ms. Noin what is that?" Relena asked seeing a mist or powder seep under the door.

"Stay here. I'm not very sure what it is," Noin ordered putting her book down on the couch. She took her gun out of it holster as she cautiously approached the door. She signaled Relena to get down as she opened the door. Nothing. Yet, something still didn't seem right. Noin closed and locked the door before inhaling the after affects of the gas. She coughed softly as her vision became distorted. Damn…sleeping gas…she thought propelling herself away from the room with Relena. Most of the people around her were already asleep. Noin took out a handkerchief to cover her mouth and nose but it never made it there. She was not fully effected by the gas so she was mostly dazed.

"Anyone there?" Noin called stumbling up the steps. No one answered but there were a few moans from the unconscious people. Making it upstairs Noin instinctively moved to the library. Zechs was always in the room reading or just sitting there ponder on the past, future and present. The room was filled with "clean" air as she pushed her way inside. Noin looked around the room groggily before spotting Zechs on the floor. He was propped up against a wall with his head down.

"You shouldn't sleep on the floor," Noin chuckled in her daze state. She waltzed in sitting in front of him. The effects of the gas on her were beginning to wear off as she touched his face. There was blood dripping down his forehead.

"Zechs? Damn what's happening," she muttered to herself. She unbuttoned his jacket and shirt. Zechs had always insisted in installing a security camera system in the mansion. Even though the girls pleaded no…he did it anyways and this time it would be beneficial. Coming out of her dazed state Noin wrote the word 'camera' on his chest before discarding his jacket. She buttoned his shirt to hide the concealed word. If there were after the Peacecraft children then she wouldn't allow that to happen. Her thoughts jolted back to Ms. Relena whom she left down stairs. Turning around she came face to face with a man in a mask. He held a rifle in his hands and compared to her hand gun…she was outmatched.

"Don't move and drop your weapon," the man barked. There was no way she could win with such a small weapon so she tossed it aside. "Who's that?"

Noin lied with a small chuckle, "He's a no body. He's apart of the staff." The man took the bait with a small nod.

"Are you a virgin?" the man asked causing a bewildered expression to grace her face.

"Excuse me?" Noin asked before hearing a round go off. It had sped past her and nervously Noin looked behind her to see that it punctured the wall right next to Zechs' head. He's serious…Noin thought with a gulp.

"Answer the question. Are you a virgin?" the man demanded once more. With her arms shaking upon her knees Noin closed her eyes. A feeling of terror was overwhelming her, why did care that much and was he going to rape her?

"Yes," Noin answered.

"Stand up," the man ordered. Noin moved slowly to make sure that he knew that she wasn't doing anything "funny." Apparently too slow for the man and let off another round but this time into her bicep. She let out a cry of pain crumbling to the floor holding the wound.

"Damn monster!" she hissed through her teeth.

"Stand up and do it quickly," the man snapped. Noin obliged but was still very wary. He approached the woman placing his weapon over his shoulder. With both hands he followed the curves of her sides before smiling. He placed his hands on her waist cupping how small it was. The man continued to smirk as Noin glared back.

"You've had your fun," Noin grumbled as the man aimed at the unconscious Zechs. Instead of protesting even further Noin kept quiet.

"Turn around," the man ordered. She noticed his gun was still pointed at Zechs so with a reluctant and angry sigh Noin did as she was told. With a small victory laugh the man knocked her out with his weapon. A gasp of air escaped her lungs as she went to the floor. She wouldn't wake up until reaching their destination.

"And that was the last time I saw the Sanc Kingdom's castle. I have no memories of the ride over to that man's home. I can't even recall what type of vehicle they forced me into," Noin answered. She hated revealing this to a court of people. Even more so than that…Noin hated revealing all this information to the hungry reporters watching her every move. Every flick of the hair, every tear, every word she hung on to, every stall, every breath Noin took was jotted down in their pads. Everything, was recorded to create a juicy story for the newspapers and around the clock news. Maybe this was the reason why Zechs didn't want her to testify.

"Ms. Noin, were you restrained when you went to this place? And what was this place?" her lawyer asked.

"Yes, I was restrained. I'm not very sure myself. All I know is that it was a mansion of some sort. I never really left the premises. If I did I was restrained and blindfolded," Noin replied.

"Explain to the court what happened next," the lawyer proceeded.

"Alright," Noin said with a small sigh.

A/N: Lol…a bit of copy paste

"We're here," one of the henchmen muttered as Noin was revived with smelling salts. Her eyes were blindfolded as they forced her out of a vehicle. It was impossible to know where she was going next. She felt the suns rays warm her body as they pushed her forward. Confused and shaken she stumbled along as she heard the creak of a door open and then close behind them. There was a distant scream which caused her to gulp. The men behind her pulled her to a halt. She protested as they pulled her to her knees.

"Take off her blindfold," a man said.

"Yes sir," his henchmen replied taking off the thing covering her eyes. With anger she stared at the man in front of her. He had a perplexed look on his face as he stared back at her. The man had deep blue eyes with dark brown hair. He could have been around 30 to 40 years old.

"Well aren't you feisty? I've never seen my men put so many restraints on just one women before," a man cooed touching Noin's face. Being unappreciative to the man's touching Noin spat on his face. The man cringed wiping the saliva off his face.

"Why you little bitch," one of his followers muttered hitting over her over the head. She let out a small cry before glaring at the man who hit her.

"No no, that isn't needed right now. Yes you are very feisty. Small waist, pretty face, they will gobble you up my little virgin," the man said continuing to touch her face. She moved to bite him but he withdrew his hand. He signaled his men to release her which they did reluctantly.

"Don't call me that! Why am I here anyways?! Where's Ms. Relena!" Noin barked after being released from her restraints. The man moved to hold her in his arms closely. She pushed his hand away before backing away from him. She knew that unless there was a tracker on her body it would be impossible for her allies to find her.

"You've been shot. Come here and let me help you," the man cooed noticing the bloody bicep she was holding. There were pictures of women in sexual positions plastered all over the walls. It attracted Noin's attention which shocked her. There was sickening feeling in her stomach, her heart raced, and her breath quickened.

"I don't need your help! Wha-What is this place?" Noin asked tripping over a set of stairs behind her. Her shoulder pinged with pain as she moved up the stairs. She could hear her heart beating inside her head.

"Many people call this a brothel or a gentleman's club…I just help these ladies find a good home and a good spouse. Of course it's good for the man to try them out first. Yet, you're different little virgin," he chuckled.

"YOU'RE SICK!" Noin growled as he towered above her. She continued to move away from him but he held here still. He separated her arms placing them at her sides.

"You're seeing this in the wrong way. You'll learn to like this place. You'll learn to like me. I would have you go to work immediately but since you're a virgin. I can get a better and bigger profit out of you," the man replied taking hold of her neck. With his free hand he stroked her hair gently.

"Where's Ms. Relena?!" Noin demanded. What if he had her as well? Zechs would kill Noin personally if any harm happened to Relena in her care. She also used this question to distract him while she reached for a hidden knife.

"Oh I have no wish to put her to work here. I only want ransom out of her," he said nonchalantly. The two men that brought Noin into this place looked at each other weakly.

"Sir…we…we were not able to retrieve Relena Peacecraft," one of his henchmen said meekly. Noin sighed with relief…at least she knew that Ms. Relena was safe. She had almost forgot about her plan to kill him.

"What?!" her captor barked turning his head towards the man. Noin used this window of opportunity to stab him. She let out a small battle cry before stabbing the man in the face. She yanked the knife across his face as he let out a cry of pain. He stumbled off of her as she made a dash to an open door.

"Stupid girl," one of the henchmen muttered chasing after the woman. They caught up to Noin and pulled her to the floor as the man stood up. One placed a knee in her back while the other began to restrain her.

"LET GO OF ME!" Noin cried as she struggled.

"You really ARE feisty. You'll probably need more conditioning then most of the other feisty women who come here," the man chuckled touching his throbbing wound.

"I'll do it again for every woman you've hurt!" Noin growled.

"Take her away to get fitted with clothes and a collar. Oh and little virgin, you will call me master," the man snapped.

"I promise I will kill you," Noin barked before being gagged and blindfolded. The men forced her to her feet as they struggled to pull her through a door. They forced her into a chair before taking off her blindfold. An old lady stood next to her securing some sort of collar to her neck. After that the two henchmen eagerly took her restraints off and the cloth around her mouth. Still angered by the events Noin lunged at them, hoping to kill one if not all. Once she was in arms reach of them a electric shock was sent through her body from the collar.

"Haha…did you really think you could do that? Those collars are specifically designed to shock whores like you when you become like this," one of the men laughed. She groaned as she fell to the ground. The men left her with the old women closing and locking the door behind them.

"Come on…let's get those rags off your back," the old woman whispered into her ear.

"How could you agree to such sick treatment?!" Noin demanded before receiving another shock. With great reluctance and struggle Noin was stripped of her imperial guard clothes and forced into a Victorian era ball gown. Her arm was treated but it still pulsed with pain and the bullet was not removed. She was forced to watch her imperial guard uniform burned in a fire. Noin was now "reborn" as her master's angel of virginity. She hated that title as she was forced from the room and paraded around all the other women that were there. The line of cold face or psychotically amused women was strikingly endless. It was surprising how many women were gathered to this hell hole.

"Ah little virgin. You look even more stunning," her master cooed. He was at the end of the line, his hand outstretched to escort her somewhere new. "Now we need to grow out your hair."

"Keep your hands to yourself. I don't need any man's support," Noin growled. Her master chuckled grabbing her arm instead.

"I like you little virgin. You're energetic and you defend yourself," her master replied.

"I'm no one's slave!" Noin cried trying to punch the man in the face. He was week and feeble in her eyes. She could easily overpower him.

"Now now…let's not be too hasty," the master chuckled striking her to the floor with ease. She was surprised to see how strong he was. She quickly regained her composure standing up quickly.

"Let me go," Noin said in a deadly tone.

"You're far too valuable for that. I'm shocked to see such a beautiful woman as the Sanc Kingdom's lead imperial guard," the man replied.

"Say what you want! I will get out of here! I will be found," Noin growled breaking from his grip.

"Oh and by who?" the man asked stopping in his tracks. He wore a smirk on his face as she continued to walk. He knew that many of the women who came here were often in love.

"My comrades," Noin said stealthily.

Sitting in the court room Noin couldn't take it anymore. She felt tears run down her cheeks as she covered her face. All her memories were haunting her. It really distressed Zechs to see her reduced form. Noin is a proud woman and it was shocking to see the tears running down her face. The whole courtroom was still as she continued to cry. It was already getting a little late so the judge called off any further questioning for the day. Zechs helped her down from her chair as she continued to cry. He rubbed her sides softly as cameras began to enter the emptying court room.

"Let's go," Zechs offered as he saw the cameras. Noin agreed as they made it out a back door.