The nurse had noticed I hadnt been sleeping so she was trying to get me to take sleeping pills I refused and even pushed her but that traitor Envy held me down I felt like killing him.

"Stupid...nurse" I said the affects taking effect straight away.

"There...there deary you need to sleep." She chirped as she left.

"Your a traitor" I told Envy who looked amused at my complaining.

"Traitors are good to have around" He said smirking. He got up and started to leave I grabbed the sleve of his jacket with out thinking.

"D'nt go..." I slurred my eyes half closing. He turned around supprised and sat back down.

"So I'm not that much of a traitor then?" He asked smugg.

"n'pe b't your stl annoyin." I was almost asleep by now. I heard him chuckle and I caught a glipse of Lust and Gluttony at the door before falling asleep.

I woke up in a daze I felt doped up to my eyes and I still felt really drowzy I looked at my sides and no one was there I panicked I dont no why but I did and my heart moniter picked up its pace eraticly the nurse rushed in.

"Calm down dear its okay" But her words werent working my moniter skipped more and it started to go out of control I got a sharp pain through my heart and gasped before I saw black spots and fell back everything gone.

When I came too again I was surrounded by nurses and doctors who looked down at me releived I looked around and at the window I could see sloth and wrath with Lust and Gluttony looking worried I also saw Envy who was looking down at the floor arms folded like normal. The nurse left and a doctor wanted to sedate me but I refused. Lust walked in with Gluttony.

"You gave us a scare you idiot" She snapped.

"I-well..." She looked at me waiting but shushed me and put her hand on my head.

"I think you should sleep" She told me I shook my head and she glared. I looked away a little frightend at the look she gave me her face softend and I found after ten minutes I was almost asleep. A doctor came up witha saringe I knew they would sedate me and Lust was a t the door watching what I would do but I didnt do anything.


I woke up a week later feeling much better and Envy was sitting at the side again I yawned and stretched I also notice I was of the machines and no longer had a drip I was in fresh pajamas too.

"So can I go home now or not?" That was the first thing I asked Envy he gave me a funny look as he just noticed I was wide awake even if I still felt weird from all the drugs they had given me.

"I think today or tomorrow. Oh and hi to you to shorty" He sneered.

"Ooops sorry whats wrong with you?" I asked a little upset at his tone he growled and walked away.

What did I do. I sighed and later that day I was allowed to go home and I did all alone I just got a taxi there I swung my door open and sat on the kitchen floor like every other day but then I heard a thumping on my door and someone was yelling. I opened the door to be picked up by my collar and I stared my eyes wide and I had to admit I was scared.

"Where have you been!" Envy growled.

"I- the hospital let me go so I did" I told him my voice shaking a little.

"You could have told someone!" He snarled.

" I told the nurse!" I yelled in his face.

"You know what I mean!" He growled back and his grip got tighter untill he noticed the fear in my face I had never seen him like this and his attitude today had been weird.

"W-why are you being so...mean!" I yelled again he dropped me on the floor and slammed the door leaving me alone in the house I was so angry I needed something to hit and the closest thing was the wall I dtood up screaming in frustration and punching hard my fists stinging and making cracking noises as each one hit the hard wall I heard the door open again and knew he must of heard the pounding of my fist going straight into the wall. I heard him growl at the blood on the walls I didnt stop then he grabbed my arms and pulled them round my back snarling in my ear I strugled he let go but turned me round so I hit his chest instead and the hits didnt affect him I kept punching him but stopped after a little while.

"Better" He said in a harsh tone I walked to the kitchen looking away with a hurt expression on my face. I filled the sink up boiling and put my hands in he grabbed them I looked at him.

"That will make it worse" He said the tiniest bit calmer. I sighed and got a towel instead.

I noticed blood on his shirt I felt a little guilty.

"Sorry I'll get you a clean shirt" I mumbled unsure of the scared feeling still lurking in me. He nodded glaring at me still.

I went upstairs and grabbed a shirt from my dads untouched cupboard. I walked down stairs and handed him the shirt he looked at it and I was shocked when he pulled his off in front of me and pulled it on I got a good glance at his well toned chest and looked away uncomfortably. I heard a chuckle and he was in my face I had beeen told my the doctors to take my medicine when I got in but I didnt want it and I think Envy noticed my paler appearence and groggliy looking face.

"You didnt take the pills did you" He growled.

" I dont want them" I whined stepping back for his face was to close to mine.

"Tough" he said disapearing and reappearing with the pills I ran off for the bathroom but I was straddled on the floor blushing crimson.

"You never learn do you" He told me then tried to force the pills in my mouth by hooking his finger round my mouth and forcing them in I had no taste in swallowing them I tried to spit them on but Envy was forcing me to swallow them by almost making me choke I could feel the skirt I was wearing hitching upwards I gave up and swallowed them trying to push him off but he smirked down at me.

"Well shrimp you put up a good fight" I glared he got off and walked away I pulled my skirt back down turning a deep red he chuckled again.

Ring, ring, ring he picked up his phone and mumbled a hi before listening to a clearly pissed Lust.

"Shes here yeah I'll bring her. Watever. No. Why?...I just said I would didnt I? Ugh" He was glaring at phone he hung up.

"I have to stay with you guys again don't I." I sighed as he nodded" I feel like a idiot always being looked after" I added he smirked.

I sat in the front seat playing with the stereo unril I found a rock music channel I sat back those pills made me tired I got there and I was hit in the face with a sharp slap from Lust was she that worried I heard Envy growl I held my cheek and winced but then she slapped me again I held back a whimper she pointed to upstairs and told me to get to her room. I should be pissed but I was happy because she was actring like a mother as if she really cared. I sat in her room for half an hour and sulked my cheek was hurting.

"Good you stayed put" she said but then she lookws at my cheek that was bruising "Oh...I didnt mean to make a mark." She said I was supprised to be dragged in to a hug and in the proccess I was being suffocated by her boobs.

"Lust....Why do you care so much," I asked. "Idiot because your a kid all alone, you have no parents, your a wreck and I think your your cute" She said I beamed happily. I was pulled down stairs and sat at the table being forced to eat a burger I had four bites before putting down and saying I was full they all looked at me they knew I never ate much.

I went to get a shower and I was to tired to noticed the water running so I just walked in I started to get undressed and when I was in my skirt and bra I heard a chuckle from the shower.

"EEEK!"I squealed chucking my shirt on and running out of the bathroom.

"You can join me if you want." Envy teased from in the bathroom I was red as a beet.

"S-sorry I didnt know you were there" I said in a voice. He laughed I mean fully laughed not a chuckle. I heard the door crack open and I was pulled inside and pressed agaist the wall by envy...IN HIS BOXERS.

"W-what are you doing!" I squeaked.

"Why so red" he said looking down my small frame.

"Pervert" I told him. He smirked and suddenly like a brick everything hit me, the jelous comments, the angry spells, acting like he cared. I peiced it all together and stared at him wide eyed he knew I had put it together. I like Envy as a freind and more why do you think I kept him around but the thing was I want him to know but he knew now.

"Can you let me go?" I asked. He shook his head and smirked again.

"Whats wrong shorty" I gulped.

"You, the other night when I went out in that dress why were you really angry I want the truth" He looked serious for once.

"I wasn't" He growled.

"You were afraid I met someone werent you?" I asked him he pressed against me harder squishing me.

"Yes!" He growled. I sighed and blushed again then for somw reason I kissed him on the lips tip toeing to reach he froze a moment but then he reacted kissing me roughly he hitched up my skirt a bit and put his hands on my bare thighs I choked back a moan. He licked my lip for entrance and I gave in but fought back with my tongue but he won I blushed harder when I felt what was going on down below.

He broke the kiss and looked at me dumb founded I chuckled nevously and walked out the bathroom. Lust was outside I turned purple. She was smirking at me.

"Enjoying yourself" she said I walked off she grabbed my shoulder.

"You sleep in Envys room remember?" I nodded still red as a tomato she grinned. I went in the shower after Envy who had walked into the room just as I was setting up a bed on the floor. When I got back in the room my makeshift bed was gone Envy was on the bed his eyes closed grinning I did not want to know what he thinking about.

I lied down on the floor with no blanket and when I was almost asleep someone pulled me up on to the bed and I knew it was Envy.

"I can't sleep in a bed" I whined he bit my ear I squeaked.

"I can think of something else to do" I slapped him he smirked and I wished I had never packed my black nighty that went to my knees he flipped me under him and I turned on my side it seemed after that he left me alone grumping to himself. So I had kissed him in the bathroom but it was just a kiss no need for him to act like this.

That morning I woke up and got out of bed but I had to go to school of all days I walked into school my jeans and t-shirt on the whole class sat in scilence for once as I sat at the back the teacher began the lesson and for most of the day I just stared at Envy but looked away when he turned his head. I liked Envy but I hadnt had a boyfreind in a long while.

I was starting to fall asleep when a note hit my head I caught it and opened it quickly I looked at the writing it was Envys neat script I took in the note.

Your coming out with me tonight to the movies like it or not and dont try and complain.

I wrote back slightly annoyed.

Its a date then. But I warn you now I have never been on a date except fro once in 5th grade.

I glared he smirked in triumph.

School wasnt bad considering but I had an essay to write and a whole book to read called romeo and juliet. I got in and just before I got in shower I wrote a bit of my essay I was staying with Lust and the others for a week so I still had Envy annoying me when I was writting my essay. After my shower I put a dresson I was unsure of witch one so I decided to go with a black short one a bit like my other one but it had chains and buckles attached.

Envy walked in and whistled I rolled my eyes at his perverted antics but went along with it. I was fine with going out with Envy it was just weird because it was more of a date this time. I sat in the thearter next to Envy who had picked a movie that had been out for months and it was a horror the only two people here was me and him. He tried the yawn and arm over shoulder thing I laughed at his attempt but the film got scary I jumped and screamed hiding my face in Envys chest who seemed to be enjoying every bit of this untill he noticed I really was scared.

well there u have it