I was on the couch wrapped in a blanket like a baby it was round my head and my arms were trapped by it who ever put me here had the intention of wrapping me up so I couldn't move. I phoned him millions of times it had been a whole week I just wanted to talk to Envy that was all I had still been visiting the others but I had scared of the orphanage so I was staying with Roy not that I wanted too he said he was making sure I did nothing stupid and funny thing was I wanted to do something stupid. I had been out all night but Roy found me at three in the morning everything was going fine with me and Envy but what did I do I drove him away some how I did something.

I tried to move but the blanket was in the way and then Roy came down the stairs yawning as I started trying to wriggle free it must have been six in the morning since it was a work day today meaning training I wasn't looking forward to it because I had a feeling I would have a bad stomach again I hadn't been eating all week I had three slices of bread on Wednesday and nothing else but liquids but Roy didn't no as far as he knows I have been eating and as for the ribs that feel like there stabbing me since I was already really skinny I got to that state easy enough and it hurt to run.

"Well look whose awake by the way that's the last time you go out at all unless your with someone whose sane and wont let you drink till you drop and as for these your cutting down." He said holding my cigarettes up he looked mad I never argued anymore but I would be able to find some kind of alcohol somewhere. I unraveled myself from the blankets and followed him in the kitchen not saying anything.

"Are going to talk to me or are you sick of talking again." He said it in a harsh tone and I put my head down he was getting sick of me too.

"Sorry" I mumbled and rubbed my eyes they were sore.

"Its alright just ignore my bad mood" He said trying to cheer me up.

"What do you want for breakfast.... Pancake's?" He asked.

"I'm not-" He shook his head.

"You said that all week and I won the argument every time so you're eating." I sighed I didn't feel hungry but that was probably because I haven't eaten all week anyway. I sat down and when they were done he set them down but left his so he could get ready first. I put some plastic gloves on and dug to the bottom of the small bin and threw them in he never normally noticed.

"You ate those quick" He said coming back into the kitchen.

I ran round the track three times before I felt to dizzy to continue and that led to the sargeant yelling at me.

"Reilly did I say you could stop!" He shouted my head whirled.

"N-no Sir but I don't feel so good" I said in a small voice. He sighed and pointed for me to go inside I hated training I had to wear a vest and you could see my ribs sticking out even in that and if Roy came he would freak out also the sargeant might say something to him at any time and Riza. I got inside and ran into Roy.... I ran passed and pointed to the girls toilets I hope he didn't notice also he might waiting out there for me and I swear Hawkeye is an angel.

"I saw you run passed him here it's your hoodie put it on and get back out there" She smiled.

"but did he see you with my jacket" I was worried.

"Yes but this was the best I could do so if he's suspicious there isn't much I can do and you should really start trying to eat" She said kind of sternly I nodded but I wasn't going to eat even if she says so.

I walked out and Roy was looking at me strangely but didn't say anything and I did resume my training but I paid for it because in the car I was in a lot of pain. Roy kept glancing at me.

"So what was with Riza taking your jacket to you today and you suddenly running into the toilets?" He asked.

"Oh nothing" I said but he glared at me.

"Tell me what's going on and I noticed the bandages on your arm too what did I tell you about doing that I'll have to hide everything sharp now" He said annoyed.

"It's nothing and so what why do you care?" I said quietly.

"Because I do care okay and so do everyone else but your to busy sulking over..." He trailed when he saw me tearing up again I hated when people talked about him or why he left.

"Its just my ribs are hurting that's all" I said giving in my voice cracked as tears ran down my face he stopped at his house and we both got in he started dabbing at my eyes with tissue paper.

"You know why your stomachs hurting you?" He said like a question I shook my head but he glared again I was so in trouble for this one but I couldn't lie or face him he looked at me like that he was scary.

I pulled my hoodie off and heard him gasp then he gasped again when I pulled my shirt up a little.

"What the hell! I thought you were eating!" He yelled.

"I waited till you left the room which you did almost all the time then I threw it in the bin but at the bottom... Sorry" I hung my head again I really have been a pain. I felt his hands on my shoulders and he shook me hard.

"What do you think your doing... Do you want to die... Oh wait that's a stupid question of course you do because he isnt here!" He shouted straight in my face I whimpered and ran up stairs.

ROY POV

I really shouldn't have said all that now she'll be crying again and it wont just be baby tears also she might make her self ill. I can hear her upstairs now sobbing and banging about.

I called Riza and she seemed pissed when she got here it had been about twenty minutes and I went to see why all the noise had stopped and as soon as I opened the door I ran back down.

"She's gone" I said seriously to Riza who opened the door and ran to her car I got in mine when Katie was like this there was no telling what she might do so we had to look for her and she cant get far with no money unless she had something else in mind and if that were the case there was going to be big trouble and as much as I hate Lust and the others they have been very good to Katie I called the nicer one Sloth and apparently Lust was out the door as soon as she heard me on the phone. It started raining and I got an uneasy feeling I always hated the rain although came in handy for excuses.

We looked everywhere and then it hit me... her parent's grave....

I drove there and it seemed Lust was already there and she was talking to Katie who was curled up on the muddy ground a bag next to her, Lust crouched down and started to comfort her then she picked her up and walked out of the gate of the cemetery and surprisingly she walked up to me and handed a muddy heap over to me.

"Try and take better care of her and if she wants she can stay with me tonight and tomorrow even the next day and I'll make sure she eats" I looked at Katie who looked like she wanted to go with Lust I handed her back over and thanked the well, human sin even if I didn't want to thank her I did.

KATIE

I walked up stairs and down again when I got back to Lusts I loved being here but I always felt uneasy and there were a lot of memories I had in this house and I ended up staying up all night and Lust was not happy about that but I did eat and I actually noticed how hungry I was when Sloth made me a whole pan of soup because I ate it all.

I opened my phone I was going to dare myself to call him but I closed it and left it on the table I had been sharing a bed with Lust but came down here and then when I was raiding the fridge she came down stairs and sat on the bench watching me.

"Sorry I got a bit hungry again and I figured I get it tomorrow if I didn't eat anything while I was up" She smiled.

"Don't say sorry I'm glad your eating and I heard you get up so I thought you might want some one to talk to." She smiled again.

"Thanks I don't know why everyone cares so much though its just me..." She glared.

"Kid the emo-ness is cute but when your too emo its plain depressing so cheer up we care because we care and were here to keep you going so try to make a little easier" I nodded a little at her words.

"Did you talk to-" She held her hand up and sighed.

"I tried too but he hung up after a minute... He just said Hi and Bye really." She looked at me seriously.

I nodded and tried to think of something else.

"I need to take you shopping again we need a girly day me you and Sloth I can get the boys out of the house tomorrow so how about it?" I smiled.

"Well I would love that really but I have no money so..." I started but she gave me a funny look.

"No worrys if you see anything I'll get you it." She told me I panicked.

"Oh no no no I cant let you do that" She rolled her eyes.

"You are coming and I am helping you out okay I know you spent all your the rest of your money on things like drink and cigarettes also I think it will do you some good." She told me and I hugged her she hugged back and I stayed there for a moment I really needed that hug.

I gave up on the morning I told Lust I just didn't want to go anymore and she was alright with it but I told her to go but they didn't trust me in alone but I wasn't going to be in I had training in the afternoon.

For the first few hours I just walked around and then I decided to try to read but I couldn't really settle much so I decided to go to training early and that worked out fine apart from when it ended and I was up for going for a wander but it wasn't the walking I was hoping to find relieve from I was hoping to find a cliff or a high building and that scared me like crazy I don't why I felt like doing all these things but I couldn't help it even if a tiny part of me screamed at me for wanting to end my own life and I felt stupid for he most part I really was stupid or dumb in the head but it didn't stop the suicidal and crazed part of me.

I walked along a cliff top that I had found I was very tempted and I walked very close to the edge I stopped and looked down leaning a little I threw a rock testing the idea it landed in deep salt water that crashed against the rocky cliff it was very high.

"Are you going to jump?" I heard a wise sort of voice from behind me and turned round glaring at the elder man in front of me.

"Stay back! Who are you?!" I yelled.

"I'm hoenhime are you going to answer the question?" He asked. He had blond hair in a pony tail and golden eyes with glasses he was wearing old fashioned like clothes.

"I- I don't know but its none of your business" I told him he nodded and smiled a moment.

"I wouldn't do something so stupid… He might come back" I gasped and then I remembered his name Envy used that name once I tried to remember.

Hoenhime that bastard! That's right this was Envy farther the one he hated.

I looked to the ground and looked back up to see he was gone I walked a long more and ran back to Lusts I also remember that he was also Eds dad too….

"Where have you been" Lust growled when I got in.

"Sorry for being late I took a detour from work and I felt like walking" I told her she sighed and I walked to the sitting room but I was greeted by Dante and I glared at her Lust dragged me out after a few minutes.

" Stay upstairs until she go's and if she comes up just shout me okay?" She told me I nodded.