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I let myself fall into a lie
i let my wall come down
.
thranduil sat in a bed, his wounds fully healed thanks the that damn Elf he couldn't even remember the name of, was it fern? Oh well he doesn't care any longer. He stared blankly at the ceiling.
.
no matter how I try
i don't know why
you pushed me so far away
.
He sat up and look at the guard by his bed.
"I am fine now. I will return to my room and will not be inturupted." He said, his voice had recovered its threatening power. The Elf shuddered and nodded frantically.
.
With this knife I'll cut out the part of me
the part that cares for you
.
He again stood on his balcony overlooking the forest that now grew wildly without care. his blade swiftly drawn as he placed it twards himself.
.
with this knife I'll cut out the heart of me
the heart that cares for you
.
He dropped the sword and fell to his knees, he threw of his outer robes once again, this time planning to end it.
.
i can't believe the way you took me down
you never saw the pain
comeing on a Million broken miles
like poison in my veins
.
he had ordered his servants to comb through his hair, as he had neglected to for the past two months, they had assumed him recovering. But that was not it,
.
i hate the fear
the nightmares that wake me
in tears
.
the nightmares and
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