Chapter 2: Too Much Drama For My Taste
Class goes by fast when you are getting millions of death glares from slutty girls who obviously like Four. (A/N Who wants to write about classes? NOT me)
{4+6~~~~4+6Time Skip To Lunch4+6~~~~4+6}
I walk into the cafeteria and think about how so far I have EVERY SINGLE FREAKING CLASS WITH FOUR! Christina waves me over, holding a tray of food I assume is for me. So I begin to walk over until Peter, Molly, and Drew step in my way. I remember what they did to me my freshman year. In my freshman year while I dated Peter he raped me with the help of Drew and one of my closest friends at the time. Al. I think about what happened that night. Them taking turns on me. I stiffen at the thought. Al tried apologizing the next day but I refused which resulted in him committing suicide. I blamed myself for weeks but I realized it was his choice. I can't believe he even attempted to apologize. He raped me for god's sakes and he thought I would forgive him. Yeah right/
After that accident I took self-defense classes and became closed off. Brushing off anyone who either asked me out or tried to be friends with me outside of the gang I already have. Peter comes up a little too close I might add causing me to step back but I realize I'm not the same girl freshman year and take a step forward.
"Hey Stiff" Peter finally says.
"What do you want Peter?" I ask making sure the annoyance was clear in my voice.
"Oh well I just plan on finishing what I started in freshman year, this time though ending in you pregnant. So that you'll have a constant reminder of me and all the wonderful time together." He replies a smirk implanted on his ugly face. I cringe at the end of his sentence and I notice the entire cafeteria is silent and staring at us.
"Well good luck with that Peter because I'm not the same girl I was freshman year. I can whoop your ass easily without breaking a sweat." I can see this really got him going because he throws a weak punch to my nose but I easily catch it in my fist. I look to him still holding his clenched fist in mine and give him a look saying, " Really dude is that all you got. I can't wait to see your bloodied, unconscious body on the floor when I'm done with you."
Before he can register what is happening I punch him in the face hearing a loud crack in the process. I knee him where it hurts and twist his arm between his shoulder blades, whispering in his ear deadly quiet, " Don't say I didn't warn you". Then I knock him out cold. I look up to see a scare Molly and a wide-eyed Drew. I go up to both of them and say, "Pass on a note to Peter for me will you. If any of you go any where near my friends or me I will not hesitate to kill all of you. Take Peter for example but 100 times worse. The worst he could get is a broken arm. That wasn't even half of it. This is only the beginning." I say with such calmness I would be scared. I walk past them with a death glare making sure to bump their shoulders. After they get over the initial shock they rush Peter to the infirmary.
I stride over to my table taking my tray from Christina and begin to eat s if I didn't just beat the crap out of someone. As I eat I can fell everyone's stares burning a hole through my skull. When I turn around everyone begins to clap and chant "TRIS TRIS TRIS" . I slowly stand onto an empty table and bow laughing. When I sit down my friends continue to gape at me. I finally look up when I have finished eating my burger and cake in a matter of seconds.
"What?" I ask after the silence begins to get awkward. Four is the first to speak, wow didn't even see him here. I am now pissed because Christina didn't listen to what I said in the parking lot.
"Well not to be rude or anything but… YOU JUST FREAKING BEAT UP A GUY 3 TIMES YOUR SIZE!"
Zeke then speaks up "You shouldn't be so surprised after what happened in freshman year she started learning how to fight, shoot a gun, and throws knives. She is the badass chick of the school." Then Four asks a question I don't want to answer.
"What happened freshman year?" I whiten and everyone immediately begins to comfort me especially Zeke and Uriah. They were the ones that found me beat up in an ally naked and crying. And I hate it I hate looking weak. Four just sits there with a confused look on his face. I look him in the eyes or try to at least with tears blurring my vision. I say that I want to go outside to get some air and everyone nods reluctantly. I quickly stand up and sprint to the garden seeing Shauna slap Zeke upside the head out of the corner of my eye.
I grab my skate board I keep hidden here for when I get bored during free periods. I start riding thinking of that year. When I was raped I got pregnant but because I was a weak little girl that year people pushed me around calling me a slut or a whore. One day I was about 8 months pregnant when somebody pushed me down two flights of stairs causing me to have a miscarriage. I was devastated. I mean who wouldn't be I was responsible for that life and now she's dead. I'm a murderer. She's dead because of me. When the warning bell rings I hop off put my board back in its hiding spot and trudge to my next class, music. Today since it is a Friday we have a mini talent show sort of thing. I know exactly what I want to do.
I make it to class with seconds to spare. Everyone looks at me with concern especially Four. He immediately starts to apologize over and over again but I cut him off saying, " Your fine its just a touchy topic for me maybe one day I'll tell you." Right when he's about to respond Tori walks in.
"Hello class my name is Tori do NOT call me Mrs. Wu unless you want me to slit your throat. Blah blah blah introductions are boring so today like every Friday we have a mini talent show so who would like to go first?" I decide to sing a song my childhood friend wrote for me before he moved away its called Exit Wounds. I am the only one to raise my hand so she gives me a slight nod encouraging me to go up. I walk up to the guitar and microphone and start playing remembering Toby's eyes and perfect smile. He was the only one that understood me and how I felt and all the shit we went through we did together. Even though we might be millions of miles apart we still are. Distance doesn't matter our love keeps us together. He might not even remember me or care for that matter but I have enough love for the both of us.
"My hands are cold, my body's numb
I'm still in shock, what have you done?
My head is pounding, my vision's blurred
Your mouth is moving, I don't hear a word
And I hurt so bad, that I search my skin
For the entry point, where love went in
And ricocheted and bounced around
And left a hole when you walked out, yeah
I'm falling through the doors of the emergency room
Can anybody help me with these exit wounds?
I don't know how much more love this heart can lose
And I'm dying, dying from these exit wounds
Wounds!
Where they're leaving, the scars you're keeping
Exit wounds
Where they're leaving, the scars you're keeping
Marks of battle, they still feel raw
A million pieces of me, on the floor
I'm damaged goods, for all to see
Now who would ever wanna be with me?
I've got all the baggage, drink the pills
Yeah, this is living but without the will
I'm backing out, I'm shutting down
You left a hole when you walked out, yeah
I'm falling through the doors of the emergency room
Can anybody help me with these exit wounds?
I don't know how much more love this heart can lose
And I'm dying, dying from these exit wounds
Wounds!
Where they're leaving, the scars you're keeping
Exit wounds
Where they're leaving, the scars you're keeping
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Lose your clothes and show your scars that's who you are
Marks of battle, they still feel raw
A million pieces of me, on the floor
I'm falling through the doors of the emergency room
Can anybody help me with these exit wounds?
I don't know how much more love this heart can lose
And I'm dying, dying from these exit wounds
Wounds!
Where they're leaving, the scars you're keeping
Exit wounds
Where they're leaving, the scars you're keeping"
I finish with a wide grim, but after a few seconds my grin starts to fade until everyone is on their feet clapping. I blush a bright red and walk back to my seat still blushing as everyone stares at me amazed. My gaze finds Fours and his eyes are the size of saucers and a look of realization is clear on his normally cold face. When he catches my gaze he smiles so big I'm surprised it doesn't split in two.
"That was amazing Tris did you write that song yourself?" Tori asks.
"No I didn't actually an old friend of mine wrote it for me." I was about to say that I loved him but I stopped myself. I can't risk showing so I replace my smile with a blank expression. God I miss Toby so much it hurts to think about him. Right after he gave me that song he showed me his scar covered back.
The bell rings signaling the end of today. I am about to walk out of class when Four grabs my arm. "Hey Tris I need to tell you something really important. Do you mind meeting me outside in a little bit after you put your stuff away?" I can sense he is nervous by his tone but push that thought away.
"Why not? Got nothing else to do." I answer blandly.
I put my books away and wonder why he would want to talk to me. What if its about the whole scene at lunch? I walk outside swaying my hips which earns a few catcalls from random guys. I give them a death glare and clench my fist but continue to walk to a tree I see Four pacing under. (A/N I don't like how Tris is so insecure about herself in the book so in this fanfiction she isn't insecure and the most wanted and most secluded in the story) I make it to the tree and realize I am being more and more nervous as to why superstar Four would want to talk to me and what would make him so nervous. He looks deep in thought so to let him know I'm here I call out.
"Hey superstar! What's up?"
He looks up obviously startled. "Hey Tris"
"So what did you want to tell me?"
"I wanted to know.." he trails off but after a couple seconds of silence he blurted out. "Have you ever been in love?"
The question had taken me by surprise but I answer any way after an internal debate.
"Umm yeah I have, as a kid I knew this boy he was a year older than me. We were inseparable. I had completely fell in love. But he moved away. I stopped believing in love after that because I felt like the entire world was against me but him." Tears sting my eyes but I have to continue.
"I cried for days and that's what caused me to shut people out." That's not all and I can tell he knows this but I don't explain further. I look up from my shoes to see a slither of hope and tears in his eyes. But why?
"Its me Bea. I am so sorry so sorry." A tear slips his eye as well me.
"What?...who are?...Why did you leave me ?" I fall in his arms and sob. After what seems like forever I look up to his beautiful blue eyes, without thinking I crash my lips to his. He doesn't respond immediately but he quickly melts into the kiss. I can feel one of his hot tears trail down my cheek. His tongue skims my bottom lip and I open my mouth letting him explore my mouth. After a few minutes of this I pull back.
"You found me" I whisper against his lips.
"I know I should explain but we should do it somewhere more private we've created an audience." I turn around to see a crowd of people around us. My expression turns cold and I quickly snap, "Keep your ass out of our business". They all look away and go back to what they were doing. I then remember I have a doctor's appointment at 5:00. It's 4:00 now.
"Toby I have a doctor's appointment at 5:00 I'll explain everything in the car. Can you drive me to the hospital?"
He nods. And I start to think. How am I going to explain this to him?
A/N: Okay the next chapter will be the appointment. I will try to update ASAP. Thank you for the awesome reviews! I have a meeting tomorrow for my schools Mock Trial team at 6:45 a.m. and I think I have volleyball practice after school plus I might have a shit load of homework. I will do my best though. Thanks again peeps! Okay that won't work! What should be my nickname for you guys!? Give me ideas in the reviews! Thanks again no names!