"Well aren't you going to say hi to papa?" my dad says. He's dressed in his Army ACUs.
"Dad, wha-what are you doing here?" I ask in shock.
"I came home early to visit my girls," he smiles and after it soaks in that he's here, I run into his arms.
"Oh my, Daddy!" I say and jump into his arms.
"That's my girl," he picks me up and twirls me around and I feel his lips pressed against my head. "I've missed you so much," I hear a slight crack in his voice. "You've gotten skinner too," he remarks.
"Yeah, I've been working out a lot," I smile up at him once he sets me down.
"And eating right?" he asks and my face flushes and I nod back towards the girls to let him know we have company. "And Cade, how's everything?" he asks taking the hint.
"Everything's alright sir," Cade answers formally each of them shaking hands and I look back and forth at the dynamic they have.
"Taking care of my daughter right?" he asks seriously and I hear Hanna snort.
"Of course sir," Cade swallows thickly and my dad wraps him in a hug, even though it looks kind of ridiculous since Cade has over 50 pounds on him, but its love nonetheless.
"How's football going? Have you thought about the ROTC program at the university, I know the Commander in charge and can put in a good word for you," my dad rambles on.
"Dad! Cade is not joining the military, ever!" I say with finality and he looks at me in shock.
"Who are these lovely girls?" he asks changing the topic.
"These are my friends Hanna, Aria, Alison and Spencer," I smile at them and they shake his hands.
"Nice to meet you Mr. Fields," they each say.
"Nice to meet you girls too," he smiles. "I don't know about you guys but I'm starved, let's all go out to eat, my treat".
"Tonight?" I ask.
"Well I don't want to eat tomorrow if I'm hungry now," he clarifies sarcastically.
"I don't know if the girls had anything planned," I say trying to change his mind.
"No, we're not doing anything, I can never pass up a free meal," Hanna says and the other girls nod.
"See it's settled then, are you guys ready?" he asks and everyone shakes his or her head.
"I have to get dressed," I say and look at Cade and he nods.
"And we need to change," the girls nod.
"Alright we'll meet back here in 45 minutes," he instructs before leaving and everyone else follows except Cade.
"I really don't want to go," I say to Cade and he wraps his arms around me.
"I know, but come on you only have a little bit of time before he leaves," he says softly and I nod against his shoulder. "Let me go get dressed, I think you'd look really nice in this navy blue dress," he says and goes to pick out the dress he bought me for my birthday a couple months ago".
"Of course I'll wear it," I smile at him before he leaves. After fixing my make up and hair, he walks back in.
"You still haven't put on the dress?" he chuckles while buttoning up a white shirt. I take off my shorts and slip it on.
"Can you zip it up?" I ask and he comes up behind me and I can feel his rough fingers caress my back while I stare at him in the mirror as I'm applying lip-gloss.
"There you go," he says moving his hand to squeeze my shoulder. The dress is gorgeous; it is a three quarter length tight dress with dark lace and beading.
"I think these would look perfect with it," he says and I frown as he looks in my closet and he returns with the navy Corneille red bottoms I was looking at a while back.
"You didn't!" I say in shock and glee.
"I did, I saw you looking at them and I knew they'd be beautiful on you. Here," he says taking one out of the box and bends down and slips it on my foot. I look in the mirror and see that it goes perfectly with the dress.
"You're right, it is perfect," I smile down at him and he puts the other one on.
"Beautiful," he says moves my hair from my back and lays it on my right shoulder before kissing me on my cheek. "Shall we?" he asks sweetly. We make our way downstairs to see that everyone but Hanna has returned until she comes bustling in the door.
"You live right across the street and you're still the last one," I mock what she'd only said a few nights ago.
"Ha-ha very funny, beauty and perfection take time," she smiles and we all chuckle.
"Alright, let's go everyone," my dad claps his hands and we're making our way outside.
"Where are we going dad?" I ask.
"This Italian restaurant over in Philly, just follow behind us," he says and the girls pile into my truck as my parents get into their car.
"You can drive," I hand Cade the keys. I turn on the radio as everyone gets wrapped in their own conversations.
"When does training camp start?" I ask turning to him.
"In about 4 weeks, do you want me to stay until then?" he asks hesitantly and I nod.
"Yeah, I don't want to be alone especially after my dad leaves," I reason and I see something flash over his face. "And I'm not ready to say bye to you yet," I say honestly and he smiles at me as I wrap my hands in his hair.
"Never nani, you're stuck with me," he says focusing back on the road. An hour later and we arrive to the restaurant.
"Oh my God, this restaurant is five stars, I tried to get a reservation here with Toby but they were booked a year in advance, I wonder how your dad got the reservations," Spencer says in shock and I shrug my shoulders. Cade grabs my hand and leads us in the restaurant.
"Fields for 8," my dad says to the hostess and she checks the list.
"Right this way," she says politely before leading us to a large table and a waiter approaches as she leaves.
"Hello, I'm Tony, can I get you started with drinks?" he asks.
"We'll have water with lemon," Cade answers for us.
"Marini for her and a whiskey for me," my dad says.
"Sprite, ginger ale, coke, sparkling water," the girls answered and he writes it on his pad before leaving.
"So girls, tell me about you," my dad queries.
"We grew up in this town, we're going into our junior year like Emily, I like fashion," Hanna answers first.
"Fascinating so are you looking into fashion and art programs for college?" he asks with interest and Hanna nods furiously.
"Yes, I'm mostly interested in the one in New York," she says.
"I'm interested in English and Photography, Hollis has a great liberal arts program," Aria says.
"And where's Hollis located?" he asks.
"It's in Rosewood," she smiles.
"Ahh so not too far from home," he smiles back. "What about you, Spencer?"
"Ivy League is my goal, I want to go to Princeton like my parents, Pre-Law," she responds confidently.
"You come from a family of lawyers?" he asks.
"Yes, both of my parents," she smiles at him.
"And you Alison?" he asks.
"I'm not really sure," she says with a light frown.
"Well you have a little time to figure it out," he says politely.
"How's dancing coming along? When's your audition for that Alexei guy?" he turns his attention to me.
"Its- uh, its going great dad. The audition is in a month and a half. I'm working on my choreography," I smile at him.
"Have you…" he was cut off by the waiter returning to place the drinks. "Have you guys decided on any meal or appetizers?"
"Yes, I'll have chicken Parmesan with spaghetti," my dad says and everyone else gives off their orders.
"I'll just have a Cesar salad," I say and I feel my dad's eyes on me.
"She'll also have the Spaghetti and meatballs," my dad says and I look at him pleadingly but he gives me a stare that forces me to turn back to my drink. I squeeze Cade's hand and I feel him entwine our fingers and my body starts to relax.
"Just relax, it'll all be over soon," he whispers to me and I nod
"I don't want to sleep alone tonight," I say and he notices the look in my eye.
"You won't," he rubs my hand with his thumb. After two long hours we're finally headed back home.
"Your dad is the best Em," Hanna says.
"Yeah he's the greatest," I say through a forced smile.
"Bye Em, we'll see you tomorrow?" Aria asks and I nod. My parents had already gone into the house and when Cade and I enter it's completely dark, save for the light upstairs.
"Can you unzip me?" I ask him after he takes off his shirt. After I hear him unzip the dress I feel him removing it. His hands crawling up my legs until he's standing behind me and his arm wraps around my waist. I look at his eyes through the mirror and see they're almost black, and I recognize that look. He starts to kiss my cheek and then my neck. "Cade," I whisper out while he's sucking on my neck and I pull at his hair as his hands travel to my breasts and give them a soft squeeze. I turn around in his arms and push him on the bed so I can straddle him. I grab the back of his neck as I dive in for a kiss. We hadn't done this in years but it still feels like home. I dart my tongue out against his lip and he opens his mouth. Our tongues clash against each other and I can feel his large hands cover half my back. "We shouldn't be doing this," I say against lips and he nods in agreement. "We should stop," I say kissing his lips in between each word.
"Definitely," he says in a deeper voice.
"I don't want to stop," I say resting my hands against his chest.
"I've missed you," he says and unclasps my bra before turning us around and my back is resting against the bed. He leans back to remove my bra completely and I cover up, somehow self-conscious. "Don't," he removes my arms. "You're the most beautiful girl I've seen," he says before hovering over me and kissing my lips, and then moving down on my neck. His breath ghosts over my breasts and I suck in the air as my back arches. His tongue swirls around my nipple and I grab the back of his head to keep him there. When his lips attach to my nipple as the other hand plays with my other one it feels amazing.
"God," I moan and he continues his path down my stomach, biting and licking my hips eliciting squeaks at the shock and pleasure. I feel his fingers play with the hem of my panties before his eyes meet mine.
"May I?" he asks and I nod. He slides them down painfully slow. I close my eyes when I feel him kiss my ankles, then the inside of my knee, near my inner thigh and he breaths on the place I need him most before slinking his way up my body. He pulls back I hear his buckle snap and I help him out of his pants. Once he's fully naked I see him reach in my nightstand drawer and remove a condom and I arch an eyebrow as to how it go there. "What? You never know when you might need one," he says innocently and puts on his doe eyes and I smile at him. He slides the condom on and I look down to see that he's gotten bigger since my freshman year. I never really paid attention the times after when we took showers or baths, but now it was hard to ignore. "I love you Emily Catherine Fields," he says so strongly that I have no choice but to believe him.
"I love you too Cade," I smile at him. He kisses me softly again before resting on his hands. I grab his shaft and line him against my center and I let out a gasp when I feel him enter me. The intrusion, although expected, I still needed time to adjust. I grab onto his back and pull his full weight on top of me.
"I don't want to crush you," he says trying to sit up slightly.
"You're not just stay like this, I want to feel you inside me for a while," I whisper in his ear and he relaxes and I feel a tear escape my eye.
"Are you okay nani?" he asks now looking me in the eyes.
"Everything's fine," I say and more tears spill over.
"If you don't want this, we can stop," he says and I shake my head.
"No don't I'm just being emotional and scared that you won't want me after this," I say honestly.
"I'll always want you," he says. "Even after you broke up with me and told me that you like girls, I've never stopped wanting you and loving you," he clarifies.
"I'm scared Cade," I say and hug him tightly as his thumb wipes away my tears.
"Don't be, I'm right here," he says and rests his head in the crook of my neck before pulling out and pushing back in. He does this motion a few more times to set a rhythm and I feel the familiar pull in my stomach. He pushes on his hands as my legs wrap around his waist and he gains speed. Our open mouths touching slightly and I feel his hand travel down past my stomach until he touches my clit and I throw my head back in the pillows. He mouth sucks on my now exposed neck as my eyes flutter to the back of my head at the feeling of being so close to another human.
"Cade, I'm-I'm," I say not able to finish the sentence.
"Let go baby," he moans roughly and the bass in his voice makes my skin vibrate. My body experiences hot and cold flashes as I feel my head enter a euphoric state and his mouth attaches to mine to drown out my orgasm and I feel him thrust roughly until his body freezes on top of mine as I dig my nails into his back. After he relaxes he pulls out and rolls over. He brings me to curl up beside him the sweat on our bodies mesh. I rest my head on his chest and my other hand wraps around his waist as he presses a kiss onto my hair. Instead of saying anything that will lead to awkwardness I feel myself slipping into a deep, but peaceful sleep. I've always felt safe in his arms and tonight wouldn't be any different.
Hey guys I hope you enjoyed the update and some of you may be in shock and others might have seen this coming or both. Please share your thoughts, good or bad! And please tell me who you ship more, Emison or Cade and Emily and please feel free to create them a ship name!