Eiji lay there underneath Yoru, he tries to slow his breathing. Yoru's chest presses against Eiji's back, it releases just as fast, he pants in Eiji's tense ears. Yoru's weight presses Eiji uncomfortably into the large mattress, he releases his hand from Eiji's mouth. Yoru wipes his tear-soaked hand on the mattress.
" 'iji- " He pants out, Eiji blankly stares ahead. " 'iji " Yoru calls again, no answer. Yoru pulls out of Eiji, causing him to tense up. " Eiji. "
" H-H-Hai-i-i " Eiji bursts into sobs, Yoru pushes his body up on his hands. He looks down on Eiji, his face now down in the mattress. Yoru rolls over to the side of him. " Gomen ne, Gomen ne, Gomen ne- " He cries loudly, pressing his face harder into the mattress. Yoru touches his back, Eiji flinches at his touch.
" Eiji.. " Yoru says softly. Eiji continues to weep into their bed, he continues to mash his face harder and harder into it. Yoru attempts to move Eiji's hair from what he can see of his face.
" Please! " Eiji calls out, he roughly moves his face in the other direction, still pressing his face into the bed. Yoru grabs a bed sheet and quickly throws it over Eiji. Yoru grabs Eiji's head and turns it towards him. " Gomenasai! " Eiji's exclaims, his eyes stay squeezed together tightly. Yoru kisses Eiji's face, Eiji struggles to move his head. " Gomen ne- Gomen ne! " Yoru continues to kiss his red stained face.
" Eiji- " Yoru kisses his cheek, under one of his tear-swollen eyes. " Eiji, look. " Tears spill out of Eiji's closed eyes. " Eiji, look at me. " Eiji barely pries open his eyes, the tears fall incessantly. Yoru wraps the sheet more around Eiji, he tucks it around him quickly. " Eiji- " Yoru stares into Eiji's eyes. " Forgive me Eiji. " Eiji grabs onto Yoru, he cries into him. Yoru grabs him tightly, Eiji bows his head against Yoru's chest. Yoru strokes Eiji's wet hair, he holds him tightly to him, making sure to keep the sheet on Eiji. " Forgive me "
" Yoru-san- Why? " Eiji asks through tears. The innocence in his voice breaks Yoru's breath.
" I'm foolish, I couldn't wait for you. " Yoru answers, Eiji's small hands grab tightly to his arms. " I couldn't wait any longer for something you wouldn't be able to give to me. " Eiji's sobs increase.
" I couldn't Yoru-san. " Eiji sharply inhales. " I want to give Yoru-sama everything- But I can't. I wanted to- But I'm scared. Yoru-san you- You- "
" I know I hurt you Eiji. " Yoru replies, Eiji's grip tightens. " I know I hurt you badly, and I know you couldn't give yourself to me. " Yoru pats Eiji's pure hair. " I know you aren't ready. I know I was wrong to steal your innocence. "
" It was yours Yoru-san! " Eiji bows his head lower, almost drowning in tears. " It was yours for me to give to you someday, someday when you marry 'iji- I love Yoru-san- I love being Yoru-san's. I don't want to belong to anyone else- " Yoru lifts Eiji's chin. " To save me from who hurt me I run to my offender " Yoru grabs Eiji's shoulder, he pulls him away from him, letting their eyes meet. He kisses Eiji's swollen lips softly.
" I won't do it again. I won't do it unless you let me, 'iji " Yoru's dark eyes stare into Eiji's, he kisses the tear trails on his face.
" Yoru-sama- …Can you hold me now? " Eiji asks in a whisper. Yoru wraps his strong arms around Eiji. Eiji's head presses against Yoru's chest, he feels the heat from his breath rebound off of Yoru's skin. Eiji mouths his words silently, his heart seems to jump up in his throat. His mind races, his throat seems to constrict. He mouths the same words again, unable to make any sound. Yoru's chest lifts with the slow pace of sleep, Eiji lets his ears slowly lift from his hair. " Yoru-san? " He whispers. Eiji opens his eyes, he peers up at him. " Yoru-san- " He calls out again in the same tone, he waits for a response. Eiji closes his eyes and bows his head some against Yoru. " Sensei " He whispers, slightly quieter than before.
" What? " Yoru says through sleep.
" Eh- Why did you save me from the water? " Eiji asks, he waits for an answer, eyes tightly shut. Quiet snores begin to release from Yoru. Eiji lets his eyelids relax, quiet tears begin to form under them. " Please tell me, Yoru-san.. " Eiji requests, barely audibly. Eiji tenses his hands.