BPOV:

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"your eyes..." he trails off.

"yes they're silver what of it?" I ask annoyed.

"no not that they are red now they were silver then turned black when you got hungry now they're red." he explains disbelief colors his features

"he's right mom, they are red now." Eliza confirms.

"bet peter will know why, come on lets go." he says thoughtfully turning around going back the way we came.

time to get some answers...

we arrive at the house to find the rest of the Cullens inside.

Rose and Emmet are sitting calmly on the love seat in the living room. Rose looking bored and Emmet is curiously worried.

even after all this time they haven't changed a bit, although they are vampires.

looking around more my eyes land on the three people and one pile in the corner. Esme yelling at peter and Char to move out of the way so she can fix her husband. Peter and Char for their part look calm and collected stand as gaurds in front of Carlisle.

Carlisle is a different story though with all his limbs torn off in my anger filled craze he is now just a torso with a head, staying quiet and not looking anyone in the eyes.

when I finished looking around I hear jasper step in front of me, clearing his throat.

"quiet every one!" he bellows pausing waiting for their attention, when he sees he has everyones eyes on him he continues "now Carlisle is like this due to some things that were uncovered about his involvement in the whole Volturi attack, plan, whatever. he was torn apart by bella, due to her learning that the experiments on her and Eliza had to due with the volturi and Carlisle's own insanity." by the time he finishes i am seething in anger and everyone is stairing at me scared or worried.

"what experiments we didn't know he was doing tests or anything. I just thought you had gone crazy and was put in that room because Carlisle was stupid and arrogant and didn't know what else to do with you. I'm so sorry I didn't know will you forgive me? I'll make it up to you promise." rosalise asked in what i could tell was a heartfelt manner considering she was near tears and kept shooting Carlisle glares that could kill a man.

i looked at her and nodded my head softly stepping in front of Jasper and Eliza. before i could take another step rosalise was in my arms hhhugging me as tight as she could. "thanks bella" she whispered to me.

"you're wlcome rosalise" i answered

shepulled away from me smiling "oh bella don't you know family calls me rose?" she said happiness shining in her eyes.

"hey bells im so sorry if id had known i would have killed him months ago" i turned around to see emmet on his knees in front of me, hands clasped big doe eyes, "will you ever find it in yourself to forgive me? please i wont let you down again little sis." he asks his lip quivering like a child.

i couldn't help but laugh "of course Em i forgive..." i didn't have time to finish before he grabbed me up in one of his bear-hugs twirling me around making me laugh for the first time in a year.

when he set me down he ran over to Eliza pulling her into a hug as well, "nothing will hurt you again i swear i won't let anything happen to either of you again." he says placing her down.

I can see the huge grin on Eliza's face when they step away from each other.

a scream comes from the corner of the room making us all whip our heads around to see esme rip carlises ear clean off with a crack of stone.

we stand there for a few minutes taking in what just happened. then esme is in my arms "oh my baby girl what did i let him do to you experiments on my own child. god im a horrible person how will you ever forgive me?" she mumbles into my chest before breaking down into tearless sobs.

"shh esme calm down i don't blame you there are only two people i blame for it and they are Carlisle and Aro. shh calm down mom i forgive you." she looks up at me threw teary eyes smiling kindly, motherly.

"thank you sweety and same goes to you honey" she says looking over my shoulder to Eliza.

eliza grows teary eyed and dashes over to us hugging us both "thanks gramma" she whispers to esme.

esmes smile grows bigger and brighter, "youre welcome dear."

i could tell she has always wanted to be grandmother but never could. until now.

we stand there for a few more minutes until a growl pirces the air "so that's it you are just going to abandon me for that monsterous creature? how pathetic i knew i shouldn't have ever changed you, you wimpy assed fucks!" Carlisle hisses out trying to sound scary.

"oh and what are you going to do about it hmm?" i ask as sweetly as possible even though my anger is rising quickly, " all you are is a torso no arms or legs, hell your wife even took an ear off. so what pray tell, what can you do to me the 'monsterous creature' hmm?" i finish i see him staring wide-eyed in fear at me, letting me know my eyes are back to silver again.

he doesn't answer me just stutters gibberish at me looking at the floor.

"that's what i thought" i sneer my anger getting the best of me. its weird i thought i had more control over my emotions then this. i look down at my hands to see them shaking and look up at everybody else. they all take a step back when i hear an animalistic growl coming from my throat. looking up at peter to see him looking at me calmly he just nudges his head to the door. i take the hint and run out as fast as possible not wanting anyone to get hurt.

"Mom!" i hear Eliza's heartbroken scream. her footfalls as she runs after me.

"no! stay back!" i yell making her stop 100 feet away.

then it happens. what I've been afraid of.

cracking.

braking.

Pain.

then it stops and I look over to my daughter to see her near tears and shocked.

"mom?"

ill try to get another up tonight if not see you tomorrow - Sparkietwin :)