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KARMA POV

Amy fell and I caught her just before she hit the ground. I was in complete shock until I started yelling and crying for someone to help her. To help me. After what felt like hours, someone grabbed my shoulders and moved me to the side. Everything was going in slow motion as they rushed to Amy. They were checking her pulse and eyes to see if she was responding. I sat there watching as they picked her up and placed her on the gurney. EMTs pushed her to the ambulance. This lady asked me if I wanted to ride to the hospital and I didn't even have the strength to talk, so I just nodded. When I sat in the ambulance, Amy now had an oxygen mask on her to help her breath and she looked so fragile. I started crying again, scared that she was dying all because of me, when the same lady from before told me it was going to be okay.

When we got to the hospital, nurses and doctors were running around trying to get Amy to the ICU. I stayed by Amy when one of the nurses told me I couldn't come inside with them. She told me to sit in the waiting room and the doctor will inform me about Amy. I was planning on arguing with her but I didn't have the power. I also didn't want to put up a fight, so I did as she said. I was too tired to disagree with her.

I waited for hours and hours, but no one came to see me. Every time I saw a doctor come through the doors my head would shoot up but they never came to me. I don't know what I will do if Amy doesn't make it. She has to live. She is not supposed to die because of me. I won't allow it. My thoughts were interrupted when I felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked up and saw Lauren. I got up and hugged her trying hard not to start crying again. That's all I've been doing for the past 4 hours. I could tell Lauren was crying by how red her nose and eyes were.

"Has anyone said anything about her?" Lauren asked worried and I shook my head. She sighed sitting down next to my chair. I know she was tired as was I.

"Do you want me to get you some water?" I finally asked her, my voice sounding huskier from the crying. Lauren nodded and I walked down to the cafeteria to fetch it. When I came back I saw Lauren talking to one of the doctors that operated on Amy. I walked faster to them and Lauren looked at me with sad eyes and I knew it wasn't good.

"Hi, I'm Dr. Matthews," the man said looking at me. "Amy is in critical condition right now and I can't let anyone near her at the moment and I do apologize for that. The bullet that Amy was hit with was very close to her heart. If it was just a bit to the left she could've died. We did, however, manage to take the bullet out. But, she still has to recover from the gunshot. Amy is very lucky and I know she's a fighter by how she came back to us after she flat lined during the surgery."

"When will she wake up?" I asked wiping away my tears with the back of my hand.

"That's up to her. It could be in a couple of days or weeks. Only time can tell. I've done all that I could from the outside, now it's up to her to fight from the inside and I have no doubt that she will." He said before walking away.

I stared crying and fell to the ground only to have Lauren's arms wrap around me. She held me and I know she was crying along with me. We stayed in that position for a couple of minutes when I saw Paul from the end of the hall making his way towards us. I thought it was appropriate to stand up and help Lauren when he reached us. He looked at me with grief in his eyes and I knew he was extremely sad about Amy. Paul had been along Amy since the beginning and he saw her as his sister and protected her like his daughter. I gave him a hug to thank him for everything that he did. I pulled away when he cleared his throat to talk.

"I took care of Liam." Paul said staring down at me. He didn't elaborate or explain himself and I didn't expect him to. I just nodded my head looking down at my feet feeling guilty for causing this to happen.

"Management is doing everything to keep this under wraps. It's going to be hard but they have the power to do it. I know Amy wouldn't want this to come out." Paul informed me and I was thankful for him. I thanked him and he nodded swiftly. Paul told me he had to meet with Finn, but he reassured me that he would be back. I thanked him for the millionth time before he walked away.

I walked over to Lauren and offered her the cup of water that didn't spill as I hurried to talk to the doctor. She drank it and I knew she was tried by how she was sitting fighting to keep her eyes open. I told her she could sleep and I would wake her if more news of Amy came. She smiled at me gratefully before saying good night. After about 5 minutes, Lauren was already asleep and snoring causing me to smile a little.

Every time I tried to close my eyes, I saw Amy covered in blood and couldn't do anything to help her. I was so close to her but so far. It killed me to know that I caused this. Amy had absolutely nothing to do with this but somehow she's the one who ended up on the hospital bed. She ended up almost being killed. Liam isn't the only one to blame for this. I don't even know if she will come back to me and that scared the hell out of me. I stared crying again at the thought of her leaving me forever and I would have no one to blame but myself.