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Hi! This is fourth chapter of "A suicidal feeling" and the author corner where I answer your questions. First off there are two good reasons why I made Gaara the brother that cares but I will not explain why because I'll ruin the story. Second Shikamaru is going to appear if brain working next chapter. I can't tell you the purpose because I don't want to ruin the story. Thanks for the questions. R&R

Chapter 4: I Won't Go Back

last time:"Haku, why are you being so nice to me?" Temari asked him.

Haku sat next to Temari. Temari started to shiver as leaned over to kiss her. She jerked back.

"Oh I see…" Haku stood back up. "You think all men are just like Kyo. I don't blame you. If I had been in your situation as long as you had been I'd probably be just like." Temari said nothing. "Temari, you don't have to afraid of me I'm not like Kyo. I won't ever hit you or force you to do things you don't want to. You know I'm not that kind of person."

"I remember once you said your father used to abuse your mother. You said he killed her." Temari was scared to say.

"Temari, are you scared I picked up a couple of those habits. Believe me I would never hit a woman as long as I live no matter who my father is." That's why Haku had always been sensitive to the whole fact that Temari's stepfather abused her, especially after he had completely fallen in love with her. His mother was brutally murder by his father. His father killed her right in front of Haku's eyes. His father's excuse was that she wanted run away with her son and he just wasn't going to allow that. (A/N: there more to the story but I'll explain that later).

"You say that now but what if you change your mind to thinking that I just some stupid sex toy or punching bag." She said calmly staring in the eye.

"You know Temari; there are a whole lot of guys in the school who want you and you won't even give them a chance. Sure I know that you've been abused and sure there are guys who are only going to want to use you as there own personal sex doll but there are some not like that you know and If you never give anyone a chance you'll never know." He walked off towards his room. "I'm going to sleep if you need anything don't hesitate to ask." Temari tried to push herself off the couch due to the fact her legs stopped working for the time being. She ended up pushing herself to the ground causing her to fall. Haku came towards her as he watched her try to struggle to her feet. Reached over to pick her up again as he again watch her fall. She pushed his hand aside.

"I can walk. Stop treating me like I'm a helpless child." she tried pick herself up again but couldn't help but fall.

"Your brain is trying to heal your bruises you legs might be asleep for awhile." Haku picked her up anyway. She started to cry.

"I am helpless. I can't do anything right. I even managed to make you angry with me. I can't walk and I'm relying on you to do everything." She cried.

"I not angry with you I just frustrated and your not helpless and I 'm helping you because I want to." He glanced down at her to see she fell asleep. He giggled. "But some times you do act like a child." He took her to the room where Gaara was and put her right beside Gaara who was sleeping peacefully. He watched as Gaara clung to her. He went to his room.

Haku found himself having weird dreams having Temari in the other room. He woke up.

"Man, this is not right at this rate I'll never get any sleep." He heard a knock at his bedroom door. (A/N: after this I'm going to crawl in a corner). "Who is it?" he asked.

"It's Temari." he heard her say. He blushed

"Come in." she walked in. he smiled as he got out of bed. He looked at her legs. She had removed her skirt leaving only her school shirt.

"I see you started walking again, good for you." He said trying to keep himself under control. He looked at her face she looked like something was bothering her. "Hey, what's wrong?" he asked.

"Do you really mean what you said about loving me?" She fiddled with her fingers.

"Of course I did. Why would I fool around with something like that." He said with a sort of perverted look in his eyes.

"I see that look in you eyes you look like you want to rip my clothes off right here."

"No, that's not tr…" She kissed. Oh crap don't tell me she in the mood. He thought to himself but he couldn't help himself when he found himself on top of her on his bed, he unbuttoned her shirt as he kissed her neck. Suddenly he heard a beeping noise. He woke up. It was his alarm clock. He had only been dreaming.

"No! It was only a dream?! No fair!" He hit his clock to get it to shut up. "Why'd I have this stupid thing on anyway? Today I'm not going to school." He walked out of his room. He walked straight to the refrigerator He took out a carton of orange juice, and then jumped on his couch to watch T.V. He heard the other bedroom door open. He looked behind himself and saw Gaara rubbing his eyes.

"Good morning, so kid I'll drop you off at school if you want me to. I think your sister needs a break." Gaara agreed. He sat next to Haku.

"Big sister is up but she can't get out of bed." Gaara said staring mindlessly at the television.

"Crap!" He said jump over the couch and into help Temari.

He walked into find Temari reading a book called "A suicidal feeling" but this story isn't about a damn book so I won't go into details until later.

"Temari are you okay?" he asked her a little worried.

"Yes I just fine but my legs are still out." she smiled as if nothing was wrong. He sat next to her.

"So what's the book about Haku asked her?" he asked her.

"Well, it's about a girl who is abuse by her stepfather. She does whatever he tells her to do when he says it. After one beating he gives her, a friend helps her get away. Soon after her friend confesses his feelings to her and that's as far as I got. But in short it's my life on paper." Haku thought of the explanation as some joke that she had made up to get back him for the other night. He didn't believe that the book was that accurate, but he didn't say anything. Suddenly they heard a knock at the door. Haku went to get it.

"I'm coming!" he said reaching for the door knob. He opened the door to be tackled to the ground by Kyo. Kyo began choking Haku.

"Where's Temari and Gaara?!" He slammed his fist into Haku's stomach.

"Daddy! stop!" Gaara yelled

"Gaara get your sister and go to the car I'm going to deal with this ass wipe then your sister." he said choking Haku tighter. Suddenly he felt someone knock him to the ground away from Haku. Haku gasped for air. Kyo looked up to Temari.

"You bitch!" he got up and grabbed her by the hair. "We're going home and you and me are going to have a long talk." He tried pulling out of the door but she pulled away from her.

"No I won't go back there just so you can abuse me! I won't."

Finally I finished the chapter. This might be the last time I update this story in a while due to the issues my computer is giving me. If you wish to read the rest First write a review say you want it emailed to you. Then send me a message with your email address. If you chose not to do this you might be waiting 2 weeks to 4 months. You see I had all the chapters typed up but my computer deleted them so I'm getting a new one. Thanks! R&R!