Warning Bella goes suidail. or however you spell it?

Perviously:: I stopped and turned staring at her,"I'm sorry," I whispered low but I know she heARD ME i TURN THE corner. I knew Alice wasn't following

me but I looked back to make sure wishin she was.

I kept walking around the school just looking at the ground. I fell over hitting my head on the wall. I sat against the wall .

I kept replaying what happened in my head. The words that got to me were 'He loves you... He alway did love you Bella!'

I hit my head against the wall as I saw a piece of glass on the floor. I looked at it for a second before grabbing it. "It got by worse,"

I lifted my sleeve running three straight lines across my wrest. I smiled as I saw the blood run out. I covered my nose so I didn't smell it.

I through the glass at a tree missing wanting to hit something. I stood up trying to lift my hand but it wouldn't move.

I heard the drops of blood hit the floor as I smiled looking around as I heard some one scream. I turned smiling "Hows it going?"

She ran off yelling as I looked at my wrist as my smile got bigger. I looked up seeing the sun started to raise.

I smirked walking back to the room finding everyone in a circle talking. They looked my way as I use my other hand to raise my cuts.

"Are you happy now?" I dropped to the floor. I hit my head as I fell and I couldn't feel anything at all. I was just laying there looking at the ceiling.

I heard Alice scream as I could only smile. I heard someone yell my name as I slightly turned my head seeing them all come towards me.

"Bella! Bella! wake up!" I looked at Emmett smiling,

"Why would I do that I... get to see my parents... again," I felt some one grab my wrist so I turned, "Edward let me go!" He didn't look at me.

"No you aren't dying." I looked at him smiling.

"Why won't you... let me see my... parents," He never answered just started to fix my cuts, "Please Edward," I said as I heard the sadness in my voice.

I looked at Edwrd pulling his faceup but it hurt like hell but it was worth it. There was a express on his face I had never seen before.

"Bella," Alice looked at me as I smiled, "Lets play 20 questions," I nodded my head, "Why did you do this?"

"To forget eveything... I destroyed that girls life I destroy my parents... I destroyed your... Edward's," She looked at me and I saw tears in her eyes. "My turn Why did you say those thing?"

Alice looked at Edward tyhen back at me."Because it is all true but he stubborn just like you" I looked at her smiling.

"I know you are but what am I?" I saw she smiled. The one thing we said when we were younger. It always made her smile. "Don't cry ALice,"

"I wont Bella I promise," I laid my head back closing my eyes waiting to die. I started fall asleep.

Edward'spov

I sat next to Bella unable to move. I saw Alice crying as she leaned in Jasper's chest. Rosalie was leaning in Emmett's as I just sat there doing nothing.

I couldn't do anything. I reach forward running my hand across the scares on her wrist. Why would my Bella hurt herself? "Edward?"

I looked up at Jasper as he let go of Alice as she looked at me. "Is she going to die?" I stared at her then at Bella.

"I don't know," I saw Alice start to move towards Bella. I saw her lean towards Bella. She whispered in her ear.

"Come on Bella wake up please wake up?" I saw Alice about to break down. Jasper pulled her back as I just stared at Bella.

I felt everyone staring at us. I reached for her pulse as I felt blood was still running. "She'll be o.k. if she didn't lose to much blood."

I heard someone come through the door as we all turned to look it was "Tanya!" She had a camera and was taking pictures.

"Shit!" I got up as she ran out the door, "Emmett now!" I heard him get up and follow. We ran after Tanya as she entered the girls toilet.

"Dont do it Edward," I looked at Emmett and pushed the door open. Tanya was standing there holding the camera.

"Come get it!" I walked forward when I heard the door open. I turned seeing Rosalie looking pissed as hell.

She stalked over to tanya punching her right in the nose. "You are such a fucken slut!" I looked at Emmett through the door and he started to laugh.

"No one calls me a slut," Tanya got up trying to hit Rosalie as she dodge it get Tanya in the nose again and I heard it break.

She gave me the camera and walked out. I heard saw Emmett dropping on the floor in laugher. I deleted the pitures

as I walked out I heard Alice scream. "Bella!" I started running dead bolting to the door. I looked at Bella as she was standing in the corner

not looking at anyone. I stared at her as she was crying. I loked around and saw glass on the floor. "Bella stop!"

she looked at me as I started to step forward. "Don't come near me!" I looked at her. "Stop!" I kept walking as I heard Emmett come through the door.

"Bella what's wrong?" She wiped her eyes staring at me.

"Why didn't you let me die?" she threw a bunson burner missing my completely."WHy didn't you let me die!"

I didn't answer I just stood there. What happened to my bella? "Bella calm down,"

"I cut so deep shouldn't I of I mean..." She looked at the ground trying to understand.i saw Alice about to cry.

I started to walk towards her as she looked at me. "How did I live?" I grabbed her wrist running my fingers across her cuts.

"Stitched aren't that hard," I kept running my thumb across the cut. She pulled away going to Alice.

Bella povs

I stood in the corner trying to understand but my brain wasn't helping. "I cut so deep shouldn't of I mean..."

I was watching Edward as he walked towards me. "How did I live?" He walked up grabbing my hand running his fingers across the cut.

"Stitches aren't that hard," I stared at my wrist as Edward ran his thumb against it. I pulled away walking over to Alice.

"I'm sorry," She looked at me as I pulled her into a hug. I heard her sniff from crying as I let go she smiled.

"I wasn't lying," She pulled back as I walked over to the sleeping bags.

"I don't know about you guys but I want to sleep." I laid down hitting my hand against the wall, "Shit" I laid there but within seconds

i was asleep. I woke up seeing Edward sitting against the wall with everyone else asleep. I looked at him put my hand under my head

leaning on it. "Your still up?" He turned and looked at me. I smiled as he didnt show any emotion at all. I sat up looking at him,"You o.k.?"

I ran my finger tips across his face asI pulled back realised what I was let out a little laugh looking down at the ground.

"Bella you just tried to kill yourslf,"

"Well isn't it up to me," He looked at me as I sat up. "I'm sorry I just was depressed," I sat next to him wrapping myself in the blanket.

"It's 5pm," I looked athim.

"I hate how you do that..." He turned and smiled at me. "Why aren't we friends?" I stared at him as he looked down.

"We fought about what happened and after we started to drift about," I leaned my head on his shouldrer letting out a breath.

He leaned his head on mine. "I missed you," i said it with my eyes closed waiting for him to say something. or laugh.

"I missed you too Bella" I closed my eye happy that I atleast had my old best friend back even if it was a few hours. "truth or dare?"

I groaned staring at him. "Truth?" He smiled staring me right in the eye, I started shacking as he wrapped his arms around my waist.

"Why do you want to die?" I looked at the ground wishing he didn't say that.

"Because I have lost everything I have ever had," Before he could say anything I kept going, "Truth or dare?"

"Dare." I rolled my eyes staring around. until I smiled staring at Alice and Jasper in the corner. "No way in hell!"

"I haven't said anything yet!" He looked at me and I put up my hand in defent, "Fine Oh I got it, When we get out of here you have to paint Emmett's car pink!"

"Deal but if I die I'm gonna haunt you for the rest of your life," I smiled as I started to get warm.

"I use truth," He rubbed his chin trying to look like he was trying to think. I let out a little laugh as I saw Alice move her head our way.

I nodded my head at Alice as Edward looked laughing. "Come on Alice," she jumped up running over.

"Thank you anyway what Edward say is full on serious trust me." She sat on the other side of me hugging me then ran back laying next to Jasper.

"Do you wish you didn't kiss me?" I stared at him and shock my head. He leaned down kissing me. We sat there kissing and I felt safe happy even.

Until I needed a breath. I pulled back leaning my head on his shoulders. "I am really sorry Bella," I closed my eyes.

I started to drift of as I felt Edward lay me down with his hands around my waist doing nothing. Just sitting there next to me.

"Bella can I tell you something?..." I nodded my head as he was whispering, "I love you" I opened my eyes and

stared at him. I was in slight shock until I smiled. I laid my head on his chest. "Promise" I fell asleep at that moment.

The last thing i hurt was Edward voice, "Promise,"

So how's it going I read a storylike this so I made my own version review