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A/N: Thanks to all of you who have read and reviewed it, I appreciate it. A huge thank you to Inu-midoriko for correcting all of my mistakes, HUGGLES. And to all of you Happy gobble gobble day.

Warnings: Lemon Alert!! You've been warned.

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Chap. 4: The morning after

Yuki's apartment

"I said I'm coming, dammit," Yuki muttered unhappily as he finally woke up by the incessant banging on his door. "Who the fuck is it?" He called through the door.

"It's me Tohma. Open the door Eiri." now that is the last person Yuki wanted to see. Only because he was the only person that could help him find Shuichi.

"Hey." he said almost in a growl when he opened the door to let the other man in.

"Well, good morning to you too, Eiri."

"Cut the crap Seguchi, what do you want?"

"Can't I visit my brother-in-law out of the goodness of my heart?"

"Nice try, but you're not good, and you don't have a heart." but upon realizing that he really needed Seguchi's help, he sighed and put aside his bitter feelings towards the other man. "I'll just pretend I believe you and let you in." he led Seguchi through his home to the living room and sat down on the couch.

Yuki reached for his cigarettes and noticed that Tohma was looking at the mess he had done the previous night.

"Let's talk in the kitchen." suggested Yuki, feeling uncomfortable at having his brother-in-law witnessing the state he was in.

"I see that you've been feeling 'lonely'." Seguchi said that with a smirk

"Do you know anything about Shuichi? Obviously you haven't found him."

"No not yet, I still can't figure out how he managed to disappear like that."

"What about your American dog and that mentally challenged singer of yours? Do they know anything?" his voice sounding very upset

"K looked all over Japan. He even has Rei looking in the US. And for your information Ryuichi knows nothing, he could not hide it from me if he knew." he was clearly upset also. "Besides, he has been moping ever since." he sighed, remembering the hurt on Ryuichi's face every time Shuichi's name was mentioned. "I try not to mention Shindou's name when he's around."

"Ok, then I guess you can get the hell out of my house." he then took Seguchi by the arm and led him to the door.

"Eiri, how rude." sarcasm in his words. He waited for Yuki to open the door and push him out before turning to him and giving him a wide smile.

"Fuck you."

"I love you too." that last statement got him the door slammed in his face.

'Damn it brat where can I find you?' Yuki slumped against the door and put a hand over his face.

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Somewhere in Madrid.

Shuichi was squirming in his bed; the sun was shining in his face

'Damn, what a headache.' he soon realized he was almost naked in bed with a hard on and he had no idea how he got there.

"Holy shit! Think Shuichi, what's the last thing you remember?" he thought back to the night before.

"Ok, I remember dancing with some hot broad and a yummy looking guy. Then I danced with Tony, and had more than a few drinks. I was doing my usual teasing and then…blank, damn it."

He started to check himself just to make sure he was 'intact', which to his relief he was. Now he was left with two other problems, his head felt like it was going to explode… and so was his cock.

"Urgh I need a shower, a very cold shower" he walked to the bathroom and turned the water on. He waited for it to be just right and when it was, he got in and let the water run down his head.

"Ahhh, it feels good." the cold water wasn't relieving his arousal and he cursed.

He started to think about the night before, when he was dancing with Tony. As he washed his chest he imagined those hands running all over his body, his lips sucking gently at his nipples and wondered how his tongue would feel running all over his bare skin. He remembered being so close to him, his scent still clear in his memory. Touching himself in his most sensitive spots, he slowly let his hand wonder down his manhood to pleasure himself, turning around, his chest now touching the cold tiled wall. He placed a finger at his entrance and slowly pushed it in, a loud moan escaping him.

"Shuichi, are you awake?" Tony entered the room to find it empty. He looked at the bed and the memories from the previous night came rushing to his head. He heard the water running and figured that the younger man was taking a shower. He reached for the bathroom door, but completely froze when he heard the noises coming from inside the bathroom.

Shuichi, unaware that Tony was just outside his door, continued with his sexual fantasy. By now he was working two fingers inside him, panting heavily, his moans getting louder, as he worked on that sensitive spot inside him until he went mad.

Tony slowly opened the door and saw Shuichi in all his glory, the sight of the man he most desired playing with his body in such a wanton manner was incredibly arousing.

Shuichi caught a glimpse of the man from his fantasy staring at him and that made all more exciting. He turned around to give Tony full view, as he continued to pleasure himself. Now calling out the name of the man standing in front of him.

Tony wasn't expecting to walk in and see a Shuichi hot and full of lust. He was confused, not knowing if he should watch or help his 'friend' with his need, and thus help himself.

The singer pumping up and down with his left hand, his right hand reaching behind "Nhhh…Tony…" he was inviting the man in the shower and without thinking it twice he went in clothes and all.

"Shuichi, are you sure about this?" he managed to put that sentence together.

Removing his hands from his body, he moved forward to meet the cause of his arousal. "Please…I…I need you. Don't you see?" he started to strip him of the wet clothes "I want you…now." he claimed the photographer's mouth as he stripped him.

They were wrapped in a heated kiss, like the night before, but now was different Shuichi wasn't drunk or asleep, he wanted this, they both did. Their erections throbbing, and although the water was cold, it still felt like a steam shower.

He pressed Shuichi against the wall and started to explore the singer's body. He wanted to know every part of his exposed skin, every spot that would make the boy scream his name. Leaving a trail of love bites, he lowered himself down and flicked his tongue at the tip of the younger man's cock, licking the pearly beads dripping from it. Slowly placing the entire organ in his mouth, humming into it, he bobbed his head again and again, driving his lover to the edge.

They were in a shower of pure ecstasy; Shuichi trembled as his orgasm exploded as was Tony more than willing to claim every drop of cum for himself. He loved how Shuichi tasted. He licked a path up to reach Shuichi's mouth, sharing with him the sweet tasting reward.

"I want to feel you inside me." the photographer just nodded at the request, his heart beating out of control.

Lifting Shuichi's leg, he pushed himself slowly into the already prepared entrance. Even though he wanted to ram into that sweet body full force, he kept control. He waited for the younger man to adjust; with a motion of his hip Shuichi let him know he was more than ready. This man that now looked even more beautiful than before, his eyes that had a sparkle he had not seen before, bewitched him. They were both reaching their climax, the passion consuming every breath. The rhythm of their bodies now faster, like their breathing, the moans and cries louder with every thrust. Shuichi came with a loud cry, wrapping his muscle tight on his lover's cock,

making him release his seed inside his body.

They waited for their breathing to return to normal before separating from each other. Shuichi slowly coming to grips over what happened, he was beyond satisfied. Both men took a shower together without saying a word to each other.

'What the hell is going on with me?' thought Shuichi, 'I can't believe I did that.' the look of panic, soon followed by confusion, placed itself on Shuichi's features.

Tony didn't miss the expressions and looked down at his feet in shame. How could he have let this happen?

They wrapped themselves in towels and made their way to the bedroom.

"Shuichi, I thought you wanted this to happen," Tony spoke first, wanting to be clear on the emotions Shuichi was feeling. "Do you regret it now?" his question was the same as Shuichi's.

"I'm not sure what I feel. I know for a fact it's not regret. I just feel confused, do you understand?"

"I do," he smiled, "I'm a bit confused too. I know this isn't new for you but it is for me." his words were reassuring, "I only know that I fell in love with you, and that I'll be with you until you achieve your goal. After that, well, it's your call if you want me or not. I will never force you to love me back." he gave Shuichi a very soft kiss on the lips and went to his room.

'God, what do I do now?' thought Shuichi as he flopped down on his bed. 'I don't think I love him. I like him, a lot, but love is something I'm not ready for.' He looked up at the ceiling and sighed. 'I can't deny that just thinking about him made me hard. I mean he's very attractive, no one can deny that.' he then turned over on his side. 'God I wanted him so bad, but this is wrong,' he punched his pillow before burying his face in it. 'Arghhh!'

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Shuichi slipped into his favorite pair of jeans and a tank top and headed out.

"I'm going out for a walk, be back in an hour." he called to Tony. He needed some air to clear up his mind. He wasn't paying attention to where he was going and ended up in small park.

'It seems that every road I take leads me to sad places.' letting out a sigh, he spotted a bench under a nice shade and sat down to think.

'What should I do? I don't understand my own feelings. I still have to resolve the issue with 'him', and I can lose my focus on what I have to do. If Hiro were here he would probably know what to say. Or just smack some sense into me.' He laughed inwardly imagining his friend yelling at him. He really missed those simple carefree days.

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A few hours later

"Hey Tony, I'm home." Shuichi said in a very low voice as if expecting no answer.

"So you're back. Feeling better?"

"Listen I'm sorry, I don't want you to…" he was interrupted by a warm, loving kiss.

"Don't apologize we did nothing wrong, besides you'll make me think you didn't like it." he laughed when he saw Shuichi turn bright red with embarrassment. "You're cute."

"Do you remember what you told me a few months ago, when I changed the way I looked?"

"That you didn't look like a cheap whore anymore." he tries to look serious but couldn't hold back his laugh.

"Not that…" the singer gave him a death look "You told me, that no matter what I decided to do, I could count on you."

"I remember, and my offer still stands, just with some minor adjustments."

"Adjustments? What do you mean?" Shuichi was clueless.

"I mean that I would not allow 'him' to hurt you, not again," he assured, "now that I've gotten so close to you, I can't loose you." his words were full of warmth they made Shuichi wonder if he had found his true soul mate.

"In two days, Tony, we start in two days." his voice quivered a bit.

The taller male embraced the vocalist. "Once the ball starts rolling there's no going back."

"I know that, I have to do this." he settled himself in those arms that held him so many times before, but now felt even warmer and full of love.

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