RIP MJ June 25, 2009

I'm not Stephenie Meyer, I don't own Twilight or it's Characters.

A/N

First things first! I saw the New Moon trailer on the big screen when I went to see Transformers 2 yesterday!!! A-Fucking-Mazing! OMFG you guys it looks so good! And Transformers 2 was good too lol, it was really funny and the effects were great.

Navygirl14 get out of my head! Lmao, you totally hit the nail on the head and I hope you enjoy the chapter. And, pen2paper93Thank you so much for the awesome reviews and support. I 3 you both : )

"Music is the movement of sound to reach the soul for the education of its virtue." (Plato)YOU HAVE TO LISTEN TO THE MUSIC!!! Pull up your itunes and at least sample each song to get the full effect of the mood and atmosphere I'm trying to create. Music rules my life as it does my story so listen up!

Songs for this chapter: Aint No Fun by Snoop Dogg, If You Seek Amy by Britney Spears, All Mixed Up by Red House Painters, Suck On You by Paramore, I Know What Boys Like by the Waitresses

Ch4: First Comes Friends

EPOV

Alice always said my "extracurricular actives" would come back to bite me in the ass. At that moment I felt the weight of them all tumble down on me.

"Well sugar I believe we have an appointment with Dr. feel good" Jasper winked at the girls. Alice rolled her eyes

"ooo I'm coming!" Rose called out.

"Hey skank we were taking shots" Alice pouted. She usually didn't partake in our "activates". Neither does Em, but Rosalie usually does. Jasper turned and headed towards the downstairs den with Rose following close behind.

"What's going on?" Bella asked as she looked back and forth between me and Alice. Shit we just had a perfect moment. I'm not ready for her to know everything yet. I know I can't prevent her from hearing things, but I just want, no I need one night. Tonight, just one night. Alice must have seen the pleading in my eyes.

"Um, nothing sweetie. Come on Em lets go take some shots!" she yelled the last part. Bella laughed at her enthusiasm, and the three of them headed towards the bar. Note to self, buy Alice something sparkly tomorrow. I owe her my life right now. The less Bella knows about my sorted misadventures the better.

After watching Alice drag Bella away I met them in the den. Japer and Rose were sitting on the couch in front of the coffee table with 3 lines poured and measured waiting to be consumed.

"Ladies first" Jasper smirked at Rose as he handed her a rolled up 100 dollar bill. She bent down and sniffed up the snow. Jasper went next then me. I wasn't really in the mood now, but fuck it was already lined up. The two of them were content for the moment letting the high sink in ("Aint no fun if Alice can't haaaavvveee none") I heard my sister yell from the dance floor. She's probably on the bar by now. I hate it when she does that shit. It's hard enough being her brother without her throwing herself out there.

"I'll see you out there" Jasper gave me a 'peace out' hand and I left the room. I looked over to the stairs as I passed them and locked eyes with Lauren. She gave me a come-hither stare, but I kept walking. Great, what the fuck does she want now? I'm sick of that piece of trash…There she is! Found you, my Bella.

"Mi Bella! Get your cute little ass up here with me"

"Um no Alice! Don't you remember how klutzy I am, no way!"

"Cause it aint no fuuunnnn if Alice can't haaaaavvvveee none!"

I snuck up behind her and was rewarded with another whiff of her strawberry scented hair.

"Awe come on. I'll catch you if you fall" Please God get that sweet little ass up on the bar.

"Promise" She seductively asked. I gave her a crooked smile and held out my hand. She took it and shimmied those legs up on to the bar. Sweet Jesus, black lace panties, what the fuck! I raised an eyebrow at her which was apparently all the encouragement she need as she dipped down to the ground and rolled up slowly. I was lost in the movement of her hips swishing from side to side as her hands ran through her gorgeous hair lifting it up and letting fall around her sexy face. My private viewing was interrupted when I felt a pair of sweaty arms wrap around my waist. I grabbed her rough by the wrist and twirled the imposter around to face me. My annoyance was written on my face. Lauren leaned in to talk in my ear.

"Awe what's the matter lover, not happy to see me" She stayed at my ear waiting for me to respond in to her.

"What the fuck do you want Lauren?"

"Oh you know what I want. I saw you talking to Adam earlier. I know he has the best shit. Sharing is caring darling. Don't you care about me"

I nodded and she grabbed my hand leading me away from my Bella. 'Sharing is caring' HA! I really don't give a fuck about her. I just wanted to get her away from Bella. She pulled me into the den and we sat on the couch. I pulled out my newly acquired stash and poured a line on the table. After I handed her a rolled $100 she bent down and sniffed. Disgusting. She handed me back the $100 and kissed me on the mouth. Hot and dirty her tongue darted in and out. I pushed her off of me.

"What's wrong with you?" She stared at me.

"Nothing, I just don't feel like indulging in your crack whore fantasies tonight"

"Well that was fucking harsh" she pouted. I rolled my eyes and stood up. I need to get the fuck out of here.

"Come on Eddie" she cooed, "you know I love snorting blow and giving blow"

"Tempting Lauren, but I'd rather not spend the next two weeks waiting on test results to see if my dick will fall off from your skank mouth." I walked out. Fuck! What has this girl done to me? I've never turned down head before.

(If You Seek Amy (DJ mix) by Britney)

I looked back at the dance floor and saw Bella shaking her ass with Alice and Jasper. I need to clear my head. Things have gotten all mixed up.

I walked out and found the kid I had slipped the $300 and my keys to.

"Aston Martin guy?" he asked pointing a finger at me.

"Yeah, here's another $100 make it quick" I handed him the $100 that Laruen had used to snort. Somehow I doubt he would notice or care. Less than a minute later he pulled up in Lucy. He hoped out, I hoped in and was off. The purr of Lucy calmed me as I sped down the street and out of Kirkland Community.

(All Mixed Up by Red House Painters)

I sped aimlessly towards the coast.

First Beach Cliff 3 miles

I passed the sign and in 5 minutes I was there, parking on the cliff overlooking the beach. I felt anger surge through me as if I just stuck my finger in an electrical socket.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! FUCK!!!" I screamed slamming my hand against the steering wheel. FUCK FUCK FUCK. Why did she have to come back? Why now? She left. Never called, never wrote, never even fucking emailed. I tried my best to forget about her and move on like I thought she obviously had since not even Emmett had heard from her. Treating other girls like shit because they weren't her. It was as if I was angry at them for not being her, not being what I wanted, so I treated them like commodities. They were pieces of ass to fuck and trade as I pleased. I had never felt any remorse until now. It's inevitable. I know she'll find out the type of person I've become sooner or later. If I give in to what I want and pursue her, she'll only get hurt.

I got out of the car and slammed the door. As I walked over to the cliffs edge I felt the small tube of coke in my left pocket. I reached in, pulled it out, and held it up to examine it.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHH….Shit" I threw it over the cliff on impulse…shit I shouldn't have done that. Fuck! I need to see her. After tonight I'm gonna stay away. I'll go about my business and I'll let her go about hers. She should be with someone like that Mike Newton kid or…What the fuck am I saying? I would fuck him up if he even got within 1 foot of my Bella. But what then? I need to see her. I need to be with her, feel her. I need her to tell me what to do. I jumped back into Lucy and sped off back towards Emmett's. If I know Bella like I know I do, she'll spend the night in her old room.

When I got back to Em's the hired help was gone along with the party. I parked along the garage and strolled up to the front door. There's no need for locks here this being a secluded community and all, so I walked right into the foyer. The house was relatively clean already from the staff picking up. I figured Jasper was somewhere molesting my sister, fucking prick, and Rose and Em where fucking like it was going out of style.

I crept up the stairs and slipped into her room she laid there just like she once had facing the wall.

(Twilight by Elliot Smith)

"Em?" she whispered without lifting her head. My voice caught in my throat, but my body was on auto pilot. I quickly kicked off my shoes and lay behind her in the bed. I felt her moan as I put my arm around her soft body to pull her closer to me. I need to feel her, be with her right now. As long as I'm here in this bed with her I know that the other girls and shit I've gotten myself into doesn't matter. I couldn't help myself, as soon as I inhaled her mouth watering scent I pulled her soft silky brown hair away from her creamy, delicious skin and began to place kisses and licks on her neck.

"Edward" she moaned. I needed to stop myself right now before I did something I know I want more than anything, but she would regret in the morning.

"Shhhhh, my Bella. Just sleep" I felt her breathing even out as she slipped away to sleep.

I was wide awake from the coke I had snorted earlier, more than content to just listen to her breath and watch her sleep. An unmeasured amount of time had passed.

"Edward" I heard her whisper softly

"Bella" I looked at her, "Bella love, are you awake?" no response. She was still sleeping. I had forgotten how she talks in her sleep. She said my name. That has to mean something. She's dreaming about me. I decided right then and there that I would do this the right way. Friends first. I would become good for her and after she knows everything and feels like she can trust me again I will make her mine. For now I needed to leave her. Waking up next to her is a complication she doesn't need right now. First comes friends. Fuck, easier said than done.

I slipped out from under her and grabbed my shoes. Slowly I walked to the door and slithered through careful not to open it too far. I put my shoes on in the hallway and ran down the stairs.

"Ahem!" Rosalie cleared her throat. "What or should I say where are you coming from?" she stood there in Emmett's robe with her arms crossed and an eyebrow raised.

"That's none of your concern Rose"

"Be careful Edward" She warned. Sometimes Rose surprises me by being a human being "She's not Kirkland trash, she doesn't play by our rules. She's better than that, better then you"

She was right. I had no response for her so I just looked away and walked out of the front door.

BPOV

(Suck On You by Paramore)

'Stars, hide your fires!Let not light see my black and deep desires.' (Macbeth)

I sat on my bed trying desperately to get through Macbeth before school starts tomorrow. It wasn't that it was uninteresting, but I had a lot on my mind and it seemed like the smallest most insignificant lines would throw me back over the past 2 days.

When I woke up Saturday morning, or afternoon really, Edward was gone. I wondered if I dreamt the whole thing, him coming to my bed and wrapping his arms around me, placing kisses on my neck, and holding me till I fell asleep. No, that really happened. I know it did, so what the hell?! I need answers, what was that?

Emmett was no help.

When I came down finally, Maria was there making us pancakes

"Maria!" I yelled as I ran down the stairs bursting through the kitchen doors"

"Oh my darling Isabella! Look at you so gorgeous, I always said you were such a beautiful child I just knew you would be a gorgeous woman!" She beamed with her thick Italian accent. "Sit sit"

I sat at the island overlooking the stove next to Emmett. He laughed at Maria's declarations.

"Yeah but I'm still cutter right Miss Maria?"

"Oh I don't chose favorites I love my children equally" We both chuckled as she placed two plates each with four pancakes and syrup in front of us.

"Eat up Eat up!" you didn't have to tell me twice. I poured my syrup and dove in! I missed her cooking. Renee was never much of a cook. She was never much of anything in particular actually. Always going through phases of this, that and the other, painting, pottery, gardening, the list goes on and on.

"So Bella are you excited about going to Kirkland"

"Um yeah, I guess. It'll be my first time at a real school." I already knew where she was going with this.

"And did you see the Cullen's last night? Edward? You two were always so close. I remember thinking 'they're gonna get married and have beautiful babies someday'" She sighed and stared off into the future.

Maybe 7 years ago, but today not likely. "Yeah, I saw them last night" There was nothing more to add.

"Well my lovies I must get going, Miss Maria has a hair appointment" She smiled and patted her hair. "Come give me love" We both jumped down from our stools

"Bye, Maria" we said in unison as we held our arms out for hugs. She left and we climbed back up onto our stools to finish eating.

"So" Emmett was looking at me waiting for a response.

"So…"

"So Rosalie said she saw Edward sneaking out of your room this morning"

"Um yeah, nothing happened, it was weird" He gave me a stunned look implying 'that's, it that's all your gonna say'

"What?" I asked getting annoyed

"Nothing, I guess" He turned back to shoveling pancakes into his mouth. "Just be careful Bella. You don't wanna get lost in oz." He warned me with a full mouth.

"Thanks tin man but I think I'll be ok" Who am I kidding, I was already lost, confused, hurt, pissed, you name it I was feeling it.

He chuckled.

"Seriously though B, this is a different world. They don't have consequence you know. Drugs, money, and sex are free flowing. The more drugs, money, and sex you have the more power you hold and let's just say Edward is very powerful" I stared into my plate pushing the food around. I've lost my appetite.

"So where do you fit into all of this? I saw you and Rosalie together"

"Yeah, we're just fucking. I mean I want more but she's not ready to commit to anything. She uses sex to solidify her power, so does Alice, I don't think either of them have taken gym since…ever" He laughed.

"Wait what are you…are you saying they…with a teacher…oh my gosh that's just" You think you know someone. I would have expected that from Rosalie but not Alice.

"Not a teacher, the assistant dean, in the Hamptons freshman year"

"Ewe." What the hell is wrong with these people?

"Yeah well, that's how things roll around her"

"So what!? You don't do drugs, or sleep around or"

"Wait now, I get around! I gotta stake my power somehow…I just prefer Rose. I would give it all up for her"

"Awe Em you really like her. She's kind of bitch isn't she?"

"Nah it's a front, I know her better than that." He continued to eat. I let all of this new information sink in. So Alice isn't really the same nice innocent girl I remember, and Edward is "very powerful" and all that that implies. (Sigh) I need to get out of here, I need to think.

'Stars hide your fires!Let not light see my black and deep desires.' (Macbeth)

Do I wanna know about Edwards sorted past. Does it even matter now? He snuck out in the middle of the night. I know I shouldn't get involved with him. Emmett was right; I don't know anything about this world. Money, got that but it never mattered to me. I never used it as leverage to harm others. Drugs, never touched them and never will. Sex, I'm not a virgin but I don't know the first thing about using it to get what I want. Maybe that's why Edward left. After being with Laruen, when he got to me maybe he realized that I'm not what he wants. I'm not a sex-kitten ready to pounce at a moment's notice.

It hit me like a ton of bricks. Stroke of genius! Light bulb on!

"ALICE!" I sat up in my bed and checked the time on my phone. 9:00pm that's not too late to call is it? If you can't beat em join em. Maybe Alice can help me get up to speed with Kirkland. I mean, not the drugs, but using my sexual side to conquer, now that's an idea! Maybe if I learn how to be a glamorous vixen like Rose, Alice and all the other girls, he'll want me more then I already want him. I dialed Alice's number and waited for her to pick up.

Ring Ring

"Alice speaking"

"Alice? Hey it's Bella"

"Oh hey Bella! How are you? I hope your hang over wasn't too bad on Saturday" she giggled

"What, oh um no I'm fine…listen, I have a proposition for you, um do you mind meeting me after school tomorrow?"

"Sure Bella, of course. Nothing serious I hope"

"No no, I just need your help with something"

"Oh, Ok"

"Ok! Um so that's it, I guess I'll see tomorrow then"

"I guess so" we hung up at the same time. Perfect! Edward won't know what hit him. Watch out Kirkland Preparatory, after tomorrow there's gonna be a new Isabella in town…another new Isabella…oh who am I kidding…No! Isabella Marie Swan, with Alice's help you'll have him and that whole damn school eating out of the palm of your hand.

Epiphanies are exhausting. After getting off the phone with Alice I was ready for bed. I brushed my teeth, washed my face and climbed in to bed. After turning the light off I closed my heavy lids and drifted off to sleep.

I decided to wear my Mary Jane's with the uniform, part of the new and sexy improved Bella. My skirt was rolled up so that it sat just bellow my ass line allowing little peeks as it swayed back and forth with my hip-licious walk. "I know what boys like" by the Waitress was playing in the background as I made my way up the stairs and into the school. The crowed parted all eyes on me as I made my way through the hall. Eye on the prize, bingo! He was putting a book away in his locker. I sauntered up and placed my hand on his shoulder forcing him to turn around.

"Edward" danced off of my plump lip glossed pout. His eyes darkened and I felt his cock twitch in response against my leg as I leaned in for the kill. I kissed him long and hard, biting and sucking on his lips right there in public. Grabbing on to his tie, I pulled causing him to follow me as I backed away from his locker. Turning around to face forward I heard him growl at the site of my skirt dancing back and forth as I skipped down the hall to the nearest class room still holding on to the silk tie.

I pulled him into the room and shut the door. No words were needed. I sat on the teacher's desk with my legs dangling, spread slightly apart inviting him to settle between them. Edward fisted his hand into my hair and pulled my head forcefully to the side as he began to lick, suck, and bite on my neck and collarbone. I moaned as I placed my hands on his belt and unlocked my prize.

I looked him dead in his lust filled eyes as I used my foot to lower his pants and boxers. There he was in all of his long, thick, and hard glory. Grabbing on I began to stroke. He hissed out and crushed his lips to mine. After ripping my shirt open he pulled my breasts out of the bra and lowered his head to take the right one in his mouth while kneading the left with his hand. Edward used his other hand to lift up my skirt and feel just how much I wanted that beautiful dick inside of me. Using both hands he pulled down my white lace panties and began pinching and applying pressure to my clit. My head fell back in pleasure as he stuck 1, 2, 3 fingers inside of me stretching out my pussy in preparation for his huge cock. Once satisfied with my readiness he moved my hands from his dick and trusted inside of me.

"Oh Edward, fuck" I screamed as he began to pound in and out over and over. His head fell back allowing me access to his neck and chest. I licked and scratched my nails along his collarbone "BEEP BEEP BEEP" the bell was ringing "BEEP BEEP BEEP" now the fire alarm was going off? What the…

UGGGGHHHH! I opened my eyes and looked at my phone. 8:00am Monday morning, time for school.

A/N Will Bella succeed in becoming a sex vixen or will Alice talk her out it? Will Edward still want to take things slow and be friends first after he sees Bella talking to James VanGunderson, back from 2years of Boarding school, a playboy in his own right, and the only man who could possibly rival Edward? Stay tuned!

I'm hoping to get 2 or 3 more chapters up before I go on vacation *fingers crossed*

Keep R&Ring, love y'all cause y'all love Twi!