Sam sat in solitude out by the rivers bank having a silent battle in her head, in frustrating she sighed loudly placed her head in her hands. The world and life just didn't make sense right now and her inner battles were not helping her at all. It didn't seem right, and it didn't make any sense.

Life just wasn't fair too good people. People like Sarah, Maddie, and The Sons shouldn't deal with this crap. It was her curse not theirs. Maybe they need to leave to protect themselves. 'But if they leave will I be able to survive, it's not right for me to force them to leave.' She thought to herself before her inner turmoil took over.

Samantha you must save the world it is your duty. An elder screamed at her. 'Why must everything be up to me, I'm just one girl. I can't save the world on my own, I wouldn't be able to stomach it.'

Sammy why didn't you save me, why'd u let me die? Why didn't you help me sissy? She heard Bailey in her head. 'I tried, I really did. I would have done anything to save you Bailey, I hope you know that.'

Some hero you are Slayer you are the cause of your best friends death." The source said. 'I know, I failed them and I'll never be able to forgive myself for that. They never should have been in danger anyways'

"AHH!" Sam screamed clenching her head tighter hoping for relief from the pain and voices. "It is completely not fair," Sam sighed. "I'm only me. Odd, weird, quiet me. How can I be everything they need me to be?"

"You always did expect too much out of yourself Sammy." Said a dark cracking voice behind her.

Sam made a barely audible gasping noise, before whipping her body around. Her eyes widened at the sight before her covered in mud, scraps, gashes, sticks, and leaves with ghostly white fangs showing were Josh Savoy and John Micciche. "But you died," Sam said covering her mouth.

"No we didn't," Cheech said, "Although dying might have been better." He finish in a deep menacing voice scaring Sam enough that she stood and took a few steps back. 'I created this' Sam thought.

"You need to leave Massachusetts Sammy. Soon enough the Source will be back and we won't be able to help you. He's coming to kill you guys and we will help him." Josh said stepping towards Sam again.

As Sam backed up again her back hit a tree by the woods. "I don't care if he comes back. I'll be ready and this time I will kill him."

"We'll have to fight you Sam, we'll have to kill you." John said stepping closer so Sam could smell his horrible breathe.

"Not if I kill you first." Sam whispered. With one last glance she ran around the tree and through the woods heading back towards her house, making up her mind, she need to leave in order to protect her friends.

If not from the Source then from her, she would cause them ultimate pain. It was too dangerous for them, they all deserved to live past their eighteen birthday, something she wasn't expecting to do. As she ran she flipped I message off to an old friend.

I'm coming 2nite

"Now what Josh?" John questioned, they couldn't just let Sam die in a war she never wanted to be a part of. Could they?

"Nothing, we did what we could to warn her but we must get back before Chase finds out." Josh replied as the two disappeared in a shimmer.

Sons Of Ipswich

"Dude what are we going to do?" Pogue questioned, asking the question on the minds of every son. "I never imagined this stuff existed, let along affected Sarah. I can't believe none of us noticed."

"I think none of us wanted to notice. I mean Sarah came in and accepted each of us the way we are. She didn't freak out when she learned the truth she dealt with it and we all gained a little sister in the future Mrs. Danvers." Tyler chuckled.

Reid laughed quietly, "Everyone always says the Sons and Sarah now. She hated all the fucking attention."

"Yes she did." Caleb laughed, "But she always said anything for you boys. Well more like anything for Tyler, Pogue, and me. Only Reid when he was on her good side."

"I remember when she had a bruise on her ribs and I asked her about it she just laughed and said Kate slammed the door on her." Reid said.

"Dude why are you looking at her ribs!" Pogue said laughing at the evil, protective look on Caleb's face.

"Kate did slam the door on me that time." Sarah said leaning against the stair case. "Reid only noticed on one of our nightly meetings." She finished, rolling her eyes at the annoying, cute blonde badass boy.

Reid laughed, "Oh you loved them Sarah." He said as she walked down the rest of the spiral stairs.

Sarah laughed as she kissed Caleb lightly and sat between him and Pogue making herself quiet comfortable in his side. "No I really didn't. Ever since the first night I meant you guys he'd hide out and wait for me to walk out of the showers. Except he never hide in the same flipping space. He scared the shit out of me every night."

Reid laughed, "So that's where you would disappear to." Tyler said slapping Reid upside the head.

Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Sarah's phone rang alerting her to a new text message. 'We have a problem.' Came the message from Sam for warning Sarah before she literally burst through the door. "Sam what's going on?"

Sam looked up the few inches to Sarah's height with tears in her eyes bursting out into tears. "Its Josh and John they're not dead, more like they're undead."

"What do you mean?" Maddie said coming down the stairs.

"Oh god." Sarah said curling up tighter into Caleb's side. "What are we going to do?"

"There's nothing we really can do but our jobs." Maddie replied.

"I can't kill them." Sam said sighing, sitting on the stairs with her head in her hands.

"You may have to." Maddie replied. "It's what you were born to do."

"I REALLY DON'T NEED YOU TO REMIND ME OF THAT MADISON!" Sam snapped, groaning and rubbing her temples. "Sorry Maddie it's just…"

Maddie smiled through her shock that was the first time Sam had ever lost it at her. "It's alright Sammy I know those boys were your brothers and nothing can ever change that. But what if you do have to?"

"We'll cross that bridge when we get to it but the lives of the innocent will always come first." Sam replied going back into slayer mode.

"As always." Sarah said from her spot with Caleb.

"What's going on?" Caleb questioned finally voicing the Sons confusion.

Sam stood up sighing again, something that seems to always happen. "Sorry we do that sometimes. You guy have heard about John Micciche and Josh Savoy right? " Sam asked.

"Yeah Maddie mentioned them." Pogue said.

"But what does that have to do with anything?" Tyler questioned.

"They've been turned into vampires."

Please don't kill me.

I'm sorry it took so long to update its been a tough year for my family and rolling with the punches hasn't been easy and this story had been placed on the back burner. Well enough about that. I'll try and update again soon.