Chapter 3 -

BPOV

Edward was on the other side of the room, breathing fast and growling. He was turned away from me. His shoulders were tensed and he wouldn't look at me. We had been fooling around. I was completely naked, and he was completely clothed. Grinding and touching, moaning and kissing and it wasn't enough. I needed more… but Edward wouldn't give in. He kept teasing me. Caressing me and making me writhe, making me ache… I needed more.

"You can't keep doing this to me Edward….." I pulled my panties on and stuffed my legs into my jeans. I was angry. How could you wait so long, hundreds of years and then when u get the chance you still wait? It was just ridiculous. I buttoned my shirt and sat back down on the bed. He finally calmed down and turned to look at me. If I didn't know any better I would say his eyes turned a darker shade of orange, instead of amber. Like they were changing to red.

"You know my views. You know I want to wait. I could hurt you Bella. What if I lose control? You know how I react to your blood…. You are driving me crazy." He came up to me and took my hand, kissing it softly. "You know I want you. Give it time Bella. Don't push it, ok?" I nodded, but what I really wanted to do was roll my eyes.

I looked at the clock and noticed it was after eleven. "Dang! Charlie is gonna kill me!" I promised him I would be home by ten." I rushed around gathering my things. "Where are my keys? And my wallet?" Edward held up both and jangled them. I smiled at him and grabbed them. He followed me out to my beat up truck.

"Drive safely." He kissed me sweetly and I melted. Any anger melted away in that kiss. I smiled t him and climbed in the truck. I started the engine and drove away. I knew he would follow me home. He liked to know I was safe. I loved knowing that he loved and cared for me. I just wish he wasn't so darn stubborn.

When I got home I found that Charlie wasn't even there. The house was really dark and quiet. He left a message on the answering machine saying he would be home really late. Something came up at the office. I sighed with relief. My stomach growled really loud so I made my way to the refrigerator. I flipped on the kitchen light and when I did I saw Alice sitting on the kitchen counter. My heart jumped and started beating really fast.

"Jeez Alice!" I exclaimed. The sight of her brought back those weird feelings I've been having. My lower pelvis started to ache again. She smiled at me and apologized. Then she slid of the counter with such grace and landed on her feet ever so elegantly. Why on earth did Edward have to be so stubborn? I wanted to be that graceful. I wanted to be fast and strong. And I wanted him to make love to me already!

I turned back to the fridge and looked inside. There was nothing to eat. I needed to ask Charlie for grocery money tomorrow. I closed the fridge and opened the freezer. There were a couple TV dinners in there. One was chicken nuggets, corn and a brownie. The other was a fried chicken patty with white gravy and mashed potatoes with corn. I settled for the nuggets.

I popped the dinner into the microwave and turned back to Alice. She was watching me intently. Not making a sound. It was making me nervous. I started fidgeting with the hem of my shirt and tapping my foot. She just kept staring. It was very weird.

"So how was your little vacation with Jasper?" I asked to try to distract her from just staring at me. Her eyes glazed over and she bit her lip. My hips thrust forward a little when she did that and it took everything in me not to moan. I wonder what she was thinking about.

"It was wonderful." Her smile was so devious. It was so different from her usual bright and friendly smile. This one looked mischievous, and it turned me on. "Jasper and I had a great time. How has your week been?" I didn't notice but Alice was almost right in front of me.

"It was great…" I swallowed the lump in my throat. She still came towards me and I backed into the counter. She was leaning in towards me and I licked my lips. "I'm glad to hear it." She whispered. She was still leaning in, and my mind was swirling. Our lips almost touched when we heard the microwave beep and we both jumped apart. Saved by the bell.

I heard her sigh as I poured ketchup onto my chicken nuggets. I sat at the kitchen table and she was back on the counter across the room. Neither of us said a word to each other. I just ate my dinner in silence. If you could call it dinner. My thoughts were so jumbled. I didn't know how to sort through them. What was happening between Alice and me? I was so confused.

I threw away the tray after I was done and then kind of stood there awkwardly with my hands in my pockets, rocking back and forth on my heels. How do you react after you and your best friend almost make out? Not just your best friend either, but your boyfriends sister? I was really confused.

I was in love with Edward, madly in love and I wanted him badly, but I was also lusting after Alice. She turned me on and made my body react in ways I didn't know it could. I've never been attracted to a female before. This was all so new and overwhelming.

I looked at her and she was looking at me. A hungry glint in her eyes. My knees almost went weak. I couldn't take it. I went into the living room and sat on the couch. She followed me but stood a few feet away. I turned around on the couch to look at her. Then I started to say things I thought I'd never say.

"I want you, Alice." I saw her body stiffen. I closed my eyes and moaned. "I am touching you." I reached out as if I really was. I heard her moan. I am running my hands down your naked back." I heard her whimper.

"I can feel it." She whispered. She leaned against the wall and started to run her hands down herself. I licked my lips. We stared each other in the eyes.

"I'm kissing you. Tasting your lips." I said. She licked hers in return. "You taste so good Alice." She whimpered again, and I moaned with her. "My hands are reaching for your wet, slick, pussy." I whispered the last part and she moaned really loud. I was getting so turned on.

"Mmm, I can feel you Bella!" Oh the way she said my name! I started touching myself and saw she was doing the same. We closed our eyes and imagined touching each other. We moaned and writhed. All of a sudden I started to feel my body singing. It started to escalate and burn deep inside me. I didn't know what was happening and it made me moan louder and faster. I heard her echoing me in the background and it pushed me over the edge. I collapsed against the couch and I heard her slide down the wall. We just lay there in silence. I started to feel awkward then I heard her whisper, "Sorry Bella." I heard the door slam and when I looked up I saw she wasn't there.

I went up and took a long hot shower until the water ran cold, then I took a long cold shower. Nothing I did could erase the dirty feeling I had. I couldn't erase the thoughts. Even though we didn't physically touch, it still felt an awful lot like cheating. What was I going do about this? I flopped onto my bed and fell asleep dreaming about those dainty cold hands, touching me and caressing me.