Chapter 17

Epov

Of course everybody was ecstatic that Bella and I were engaged.
We weren't even arrived at the house before Alice came running towards us, capturing Bella and me in an almost bone-crushing huge. It still surprised me that such a small person could contain so much strength, even for a vampire. Soon the rest of the family turned up in the garden, congratulating us with the upcoming wedding.

Alice instant declared herself as the official wedding planner. Bella didn't stand a chance against Alice and her plans. She had it all already planned inside of her head even before I asked Bella to marry me. It was all settled. The flowers, the guest list, the cake, the music, the minister, my costume, Bella's dress… Alice already knew everything what she wanted.

At first, I didn't like the idea of Alice planning our wedding. It just felt wrong. This was Bella's feast, her big moment. It felt like Alice was running away with Bella's attention, like all the fun was taking away from her. Bella should have been the one to decide which color she wanted for the tablecloths, which flowers she wanted for her bouquet….But Bella guaranteed me that she was fine with the fact that Alice was coordinating the wedding. Mostly because she didn't know a thing about weddings. She trusted Alice.
She only wanted to choose the wedding date. That was the only thing that she demanded to do. And Alice was delighted to fulfill Bella's request.

So on the 13the of August Bella and I were bound in holy matrimony.
And I must say that Alice did her job well. She had decorated the house so perfectly. The house was decorated with multiple different flowers: orange blossoms ,lilac, roses, freesias… It smelled really good. They had remove all the furniture from the living room and replaced it with some hundred chairs garnished with white satin linen. And by the window Emmett had placed a arch which was also decorated with white flowers. Here and there some blue flowers were peeking out of the white bouquets. It was beautiful.

Of course Alice had gone a bit overboard with the guest list. Almost the whole population of Forks were sitting in our living room. It was ridiculous because more than half didn't knew me or Bella. But Alice stated that our wedding was the biggest event in the last 50 years. So everyone had to been there. I had preferred a bit less viewers but those thoughts were completely vanish when I saw Bella coming down the stairs with Carlisle by her side.

She looked magnificent, wonderful… She wore an ivory satin dress that was tied around the waist but got wider near the end. It had minimal beadings on the bodice and it had long see-through sleeves. Her hair was pulled up in a lovely bun and a shining hairband (decorated with little stones) was holding her long veil perfectly in place. Her bouquet was made of white roses, lilies and some blue flowers which I didn't know the name off. She was absolutely breath-taking. She looked a bit shy off all those people but once she found my eyes, she smiled a beautiful grin that made me smile all the more. It made my heart melt even more. And that smile never left mine our her face the entire ceremony.

It was a simple service. Nothing special as to a contrast of the bride and groom. And it surprised me to no end that Bella stayed so focused. My girl had always been very emotional; tears were often present with her. But during the ceremony Bella didn't cried once. Well, when I said 'I do' I noticed a single tear sliding down her cheek. And finally after waiting so long, the priest pronounced us husband and wife and I could kiss my girl for the first time as my wife. The moment our lips touched the whole room erupted with cheers and clapping. And I had the most difficulty to remove myself from my newly wife. Soon the ceremony space was transformed into a wedding reception.

We did the traditional things that were expected of us. We sliced the cake and fed each other without making funny faces. Bella threw the bouquet who was caught by Rosalie. God, that meant another extravagant wedding in the coming year. I removed Bella's garter from her thigh, with my teeth as the description said. This made Emmett and Jasper to howl and Bella to blush the most vivid red I had ever seen.

When the music started to play, I pulled Bella on the dance floor and took her in my arms. I had chosen 'She's the One' of Robbie Williams. Not a very original choice but it was just so appropriate for us. At least it was a much better choice than Alice's. She wanted 'Beauty and the Beast' for our wedding dance. Because it was so romantic. But I and Bella were against it. Because none of us was considering the other one the beast. So I took charge of the music.

" Are you enjoying yourself, Mrs. Cullen?" I asked. Bella giggled against my chest.

"What is it?"

"I'm just not used to my new name."

"No worries. You'll have for ever to get used to it."

We danced for so long; I was really enjoying this. Most of the time I danced with my girl. But of course Emmett had to have his moment with my wife. He stated that I was monopolizing the bride and she had to share at least one dance with her brother-in-law. So much drama for nothing. Because my girl was delighted to dance with Emmett. Remembering their last dance. I didn't like it particularly but who was I to deny her something. And yes, Emmett and Bella gave the people of Forks a show that definitely would be remembered. Just like last time they chose a fast dance. And it was good. Bella was lucky she didn't rip her dress while dancing. Because otherwise Alice would have killed her.

After their performance I quickly claimed my wife back. I was having the time of my life. But I lost track of time. So Alice dragged me and Bella from the dance floor so that we could depart for our honeymoon. We had to be in the airport within an hour, so we had to step on it. Bella was very curious of the destination. I kept it a secret, just to tease her a little. But I was confident that she would love the place that I had chosen.
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Island 'Esme' was coming into our vision. It looked so perfect with the sundown behind it. I had asked my parents if we could borrowed it for our honeymoon and Esme was all too happy to borrow her island for a few weeks. The island was a present of Carlisle to Esme. He had bought it many years ago, when there were newlyweds just like us.
Bella was sitting at the top of the boat, scanning the area around her. She looked so happy. Water was splashing in her face, making her sparkle even more in the sunlight. It made me fall in love with her even more. Within 5 minutes we arrived at the island and I guided my wife (how I love that word) to the house that was situated on the beach a little bit further.

I showed her the house. The kitchen that was never used, the big living room with a unbelievable DVD collection and the several bedrooms. Esme had have the time of her life when she decorated this house. It really was beautiful. Every chamber had his theme and everywhere Esme's soft colors were present, perfectly match to each other. We were standing in the big white room now. I placed our suitcases on the bed, all four of them. One for me and three for Bella. Obviously Alice had packed for us and she went overboard (like always). Who needed three suitcases of clothes on a summer vacation? Sometimes I just couldn't believe that we lived under the same room and stayed so calm.

Bella was standing by the window, looking at the view. You could see the dark blue ocean, waves crashing against the white sand of the beach and the palm trees slowly waving their leafs. I left the luggage for what they were and went standing behind my wife, hugging her from behind.

"Do you like it here?"

"I love it. it's so beautiful and so Esme."

"I know. This house was like a attraction park for her. I just thought you would like it here."
Bella turned around and lifted her head up, looking me deep in the eyes.

"Yes. This is perfect. Here we can just enjoy ourselves without to worry about exposure . Here, we have privacy. Here, we are… alone."

She stood on her tip-toes and gently kissed me. I returned the kiss swiftly, wanting to show her how much I loved her. I kissed her deep, feeling every curve and line of her lips. But then she lifted her hands up and started to unbutton the first two buttons of my shirt. This sudden action caused me to break the kiss which Bella clearly didn't like. She gave me that look of 'Why did you do that, you idiot?'

Trust me, I wanted her. I wanted to feel her naked body against mine, to touch her, to kiss her on places I wouldn't say aloud. I had thought about this a million times. But every time, James flashed through my head, the things that he had done to her. And I was afraid that making love to her would bring back the memories.

"Edward, what is it?"
Bella looked a bit disappointed and a bit… hurt. She thought that I didn't want her. I wrapped my arms around her again and placed my head in the crook of her neck.

"My dear, I love you. I want you."

"I want you too Edward, so much. What's holding you back?"

"I don't want to hurt you. With everything that you have been through, I just can't…"

"Please, Edward. I want to know what it is. I want to know how it feels to make love to somebody, to you. Banish all the bad memories and give me new ones. Don't be afraid because I'm not. I trust you, my love."

And these words were my surrender. She wanted this as much as I wanted it. And who was I to reject her, especially on our wedding night.
So I took her in my arms and laid her on the bed. And ever so slowly I leaned over her. I started to pepper her skin with kisses, beginning at her collarbone, to her neck all the way up to her ear. There I nibbled at her earlobe what caused her to moan. It was so sensual; it send an electric shock through my whole body what felt so good.

Bella started to get a little impatient with my slow approach. So she took my head between her hands and kissed me passionately. I sucked on her bottom lip while she nibbled on mine. Wanting to have her closer to me, I grabbed the back of her neck and pulled her even closer to me, smashing our noses together in the process. Bella on her turn moved one of her hands into my hair, waving her little soft fingers through my locks. I felt the tip of her tongue tracing the curve of my lips. She was asking for entrance, which I provided her eagerly. God, she tasted so good.

I continued my advances on her mouth while letting my hands linger down, over her curves. Slowly I made my way towards the back of her dress, letting my hands rest on the zipper. Bella felt my hesitation and broke the kiss for a moment. Instead she kissed her way up to my ear just like I did before and whispered in my ear: "Do it, Edward."

So I opened the dress and pulled it off her body. She looked so glorious, lying on the bed in just white laced underwear. It made me even harder. I let my fingers wander over her body, exploring every inch of her. In the meanwhile she started to unbutton my shirt. But halfway she got irritated and Bella just ripped the shirt off of me.

"Patience, my dear."

"I'm done with that. I want you now."

Obviously she didn't want to go slow. She straightened up and crashed her lips again on my mouth, much rougher than first. All too happy with this change, I plugged my tongue between her lips while removing her bra soon followed by her panties. Bella pulled me to her, wanting to have skin on skin contact. But man, that felt good! The feeling of her breasts, her erect nipples against my bare chest felt like heaven on a plate. And we were only starting. I looked at my wife, wanted to see her glorious body. And she was a real beauty. Smooth legs, perfect shaped breasts, slim arms… Not one mistake, perfection on his best.

Suddenly I felt Bella's hand at the waistband of my trousers, dangerously in the area of my throbbing member. And just like me, she hesitated a bit. Instead of speaking, I pushed my crotch into her hands, giving her permission to continue. Because if she didn't released me soon from those trousers, I was about to combust. Bella slipped her fingers underneath the waistband and pulled both my trousers and boxers off of my body. I was now completely exposed to her and just like I did, she explored my body very precise. She eyed me very carefully, letting her fingers wander from my neck to my chest, stomach to my thighs.

"Do you like what you see?" I asked, feeling a bit cocky from all her staring.

"Oh, absolutely. You can be sure of that."

She took my cock in her hand and took one long stroke. Man, that woman was going to kill me. I pushed her back against the mattress and crashed my lips on hers, letting my hands do their magic on her breasts while she worked me downstairs. We kissed, sucked and touched for a while, giving each other amazing pleasure with simple touches when I ended up between her legs. My hard member laid right for her opening, calling me to her. Bella grabbed me tightly, pushed me closer to her body.

"Are you sure, love?"

"Yes, I'm sure. You won't hurt me."

That was the only thing what I had to hear. And slowly I entered her. She was so tight, warm and wet. I had never felt anything like this before. Bella remained silent under me, trying to adjust to my length. I could see it wasn't too comfortable. But her expression told me not to stop. And when I was completely inside of her, I waited a moment, giving her some time to get used to me. But all too soon, she started to wiggle under me, giving me permission to move. So I moved myself in and out of her. In the beginning I tried to be gentle . I didn't want to hurt her in any possible way. This had to be a pleasant experience for her. Bella was looking beautiful, moaning beneath me. A fucking angel overwhelmed with desire and lust.

"Please, Edward. Harder, faster." she whimpered in my ear.

So, she wanted it harder. Well, I couldn't refuse her anything. So I pumped myself harder into her tight folds. Oh yes, she liked that a lot. Her moans and her breathing started to increase, filling the room with her soft cries. And that made me only grow harder and go faster. God, this felt so good. I had read books, saw movies and heard my brothers talk about it but nothing could have prepared me for this blissful pleasure. The feeling of my dick slipping inside of her; words couldn't describe it. Bella started to moan louder and louder. She was getting close; I could feel it.

"Oh Edward… I'm...I'm…"

"I know, love. Just let go."

I gave her one final thrust what made her come undone. She clenched against me, screaming my name in the heat of the moment. Seeing her reach an orgasm was the most erotic thing I ever had seen in my life. It made me lose it too and I exploded, releasing myself inside of her. I collapsed on Bella, breathing heavily. I was still coming down from my own amazing orgasm when I heard her giggle underneath me.

"May I ask what's so funny?"

"Nothing. I just love sex. Never knew it could be so divine."

"Yeah, you can definitely say that."

Hey, next chapter is up. I hope you liked it.
I made Bella a bit horny. A bit more sinful then she usually is in the story. Just like in the real books. And Edward is himself, doubting everything.
It's almost over. Next chapter will be the last one.

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