Chapter 6:

Freddie's P.O.V.

The following day was the funeral. I don't think I have gone through anything as painful in my life. It pained me to see Sam lying in the open coffin. It pretty much flew by, the whole ceremony and all, when I left the funeral I decided to head down to the closest bar. I found myself ordering a beer and just staring at it. At this point I felt numb, I lost her, she would never know now.

I heard everyone say 'she will always be in our hearts' or 'she was in a better place now' or even 'at least she won't hurt anymore.' It pained me knowing I didn't talk to her for months, and right when I realized I loved her too she died! My life was officially the most screwed up life. I didn't think at this point I just acted. Instantly, I grabbed the beer and chugged it down. I kept the drinks coming and by 5 minutes I must have had around 8 cups of beer. I definitely didn't feel pain now. I stumbled my way out toward the door way and down the street. I found myself at the park where I met Sam, the exact spot we met at. I just sat there for a while.

Two Years Later:

I had just moved to L.A. It was a really beautiful place, and it was about time I got my own place. I was almost 19 years old now and it was about time I moved out of my psychopathic mother's house. I loved that women and all but I swear she could kill me with all those stupid tick baths and other shit. I had just finished unpacking all my luggage and furniture. I stopped as I was walking down the street and thought to myself that Sam would have probably made fun of me for the nerdy apartment.

I smiled thinking about her. The smile quickly faded when the realisitic thoughts crossed my mind. Sam was dead and had been for about two years.

Another reason why I left Settle was that everything reminded me of her. It was the hardest two years in my life. I hated knowing I would never see Sam again, the thought was truly upsetting and scary. I continued to walk down the street when I bumped into someone and made her drop all her books.

"Oh my God, I am, whoa I'm so sorry," I quickly bent down and started handing her books back.

She laughed and said, "It's okay. It was my fault really, I should have watched where I was going."

I looked up at her smiling as I handed back the books, that smile quickly faded away and I was more astounded then ever. All I could make out was, "S-s-sam?"

"Sam?" She laughed and said, "No, my name is Audrey."

"You look just like my Sam, I mean Sam."

"Sorry to disappoint you."

"Its crazy y-you, never mind."

"It's okay, um we should hang out someday how about-"

"Tomorrow? I'm new here I don't know anyone and I don't have any plans whatsoever so how about it?"

"That's, perfect and crazy." She laughed again, it sounded so much like Sam that beautiful laugh.

"I'll um see you tomorrow then?" She smiled gave a light nod and walked away looking back nervously and smiling hugely. I know it was horrible thing for me to do, but I had to know her. There was something screaming at me don't let her go don't EVER let her go! Something told me inside that, it was Sam or Sam was trying to give me a message. I knew I had to find out what this message was!

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