Chapter 3: Worst Nightmare, Sweet Dreams (revised)

Twilight of an Endless Night

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A/N: Thanks to my first two reviewers! I woke up in the middle of the night, and was greeted by your encouragement to continue. This update is for you kmddeprez1122 and Tashay789. I hope you enjoy.

** Worst Nightmare, Sweet Dreams **

While Jacob has run off, as fast has his legs would carry him, in the direction farthest from Renesmee, we will remain with her and her parents, who with the help of the family will approach the delicate subject.

The moon shone through the mist and the evening forest was alive with noises of the scurrying of animals and insects alike. It was as if Renesmee's embarrassment would only be complete with a vast audience.

She could see the approaching of her parents and jumped up to a limb of a tree in order to get comfortable for the onslaught that was due to ensue, knowing full well that her father wouldn't approve and no doubt would have plenty to say about the things going on in her head.

"Renesmee, I won't pretend that what we have to say is easy," Edward began, "but it is necessary I see to discuss with you the importance of… intimacy."

"Oh geez…"Nessie said with a long sigh.

Nessie's parents along with her two aunts and uncles appeared almost as if in force through the mist of the forest.

"Honey, we love you and this is about you, your safety and also those around you," Bella soothingly expressed.

Where she would usually find humor in Uncle Emmett's eyes over a discussion of sex, he was unusually serious Renesmee noted.

"That's because this is serious. You may feel it's a game, but the powers you've discovered aren't new to our kind. It is with this power that makes hunting humans so easy."

"Gross daddy! Never say such a thing! I would never do anything so abominable."

"We know that, but you can do just as much damage if not worse. If you make people 'fall for you' and you throw them away without a second care, instead of dying, because that is the usual interaction between humans and our kind, they have to live with the broken pieces you leave behind. You may not realize what you are doing to people, but others around you can see," Rosalie pointed out.

"Do you know what you've done to poor Jacob?" Edward asked.

"No, what's wrong with him?" She asked feigning complete ignorance.

"Besides confused right now, he is in a tremendous amount of emotional anguish. It isn't your intention to hurt those you love is it?" Alice asked.

"No of course not," was Renesmee's audible response, but her father knew that she secretly did get some satisfaction out of being able to affect Jacob. Edward could see clearly that the fact that she was 'rejected' by him made her upset and she was resolved to…

"Renesmee, please focus. This is what we mean. What if you did what you are planning to do? What would you do afterward? What would you have done to Jacob?"

She remained silent.

"Does his friendship mean so little to you? Do you have no idea what you mean to him?" Edward was starting to get upset. This is not going the way he wanted to.

In a flash of thoughts, Edward saw link of thoughts that went beyond just meaningless flirting but a chain of what had passed for the past year. In one moment all of his worst nightmares were realized. It was such a horrible mistake to send her away.

Renesmee had found a new toy.

"Daddy I know what you are thinking. I haven't had sex yet, if that's what you are worried about."

"It's only a matter of time at this rate." He said under his breath. "I didn't want to have to go this route or be this blunt, but…"

"Edward, are you sure you want to say that?" Alice asked quickly.

"Yes."

Renesmee looked at her father tentatively. It wasn't usual for Alice to sensor him like that.

"Renesmee," he began again, "if you do have sex, what happens if you get pregnant? You are half human. It is possible for you to conceive. I won't have anything to do with you bringing a baby into this world that wasn't conceived in love and wedlock. If you go that far, I won't see you anymore."

"Daddy," Renesmee said shocked and instantly tears sprung to her eyes.

Even Bella was shocked at this.

"You try to talk to her. I'm finished," Edward looked haggardly and wiped his hand over his eyes, as if to erase again, images his daughter had forced into his mind.

Emmett and Jasper followed him as he darted off into the night. Bella, Alice and Rosalie stayed with Renesmee to try to comfort her from the crying fit that was already beginning.

Jacob had run almost to the border of Canada by the time we rejoin him. We will find him phased back to his human form lying on the ground, face up, hoping he ran far enough away that no one would try to come looking for him.

He needed to be alone now, alone with his thoughts, alone with his frustration.

How could Renesmee have changed so much in so little time? It was like she was a stranger to him. This realization hurt more than anything. He loved her more than life, and she was now his reason for existing. How could it escape her notice, how much she meant to him?

Obviously the blatant throwing of her body at him meant nothing to her, but he refused to give in to that. There was too much at stake to just throw his body back at her, although there was nothing he wanted more than to own her in every possible way. Evil little thoughts threatened to surface and suddenly he could only think about the satisfaction he would get from making her cry out in pain the way he was making his heart ache at this moment. Jacob tried in vain to chase away those thoughts that would eventually make him feel dirty afterward.

But it was just the way she looked, the curve of her body, the rise of her breasts, the thrumming of her heart, the lush pout of her lips. Her hair… there was nothing Jacob wanted more than to tangle his massive hands in her hair and hear her moan in pleasurable pain.

Stop it! This isn't helping anything, he scolded himself.

The thought of hearing her moan his name was enough to make him realize his hardness already and then he remembered he was still stark naked and the rise that came into view made that impossible to forget.

Angry with himself, Jake decided the best thing to do was to beat it out before seeing her again. There would be no getting away from himself around Edward if he couldn't control his thoughts.

It wasn't a difficult thing, the remembrance of her tugging at his belt buckle was almost enough to push him over once he had the mind to think about her, and the vision he had of seeing the source of that new smell she had pushed him farther…

You're disgusting Jake, how could you do this?

How she must taste… took him to the farther…

Once you start down this path, you will never be able to see her in the same way again…

Oh, to just see her. To stare at her, just watch her. Maybe she would put her hand down and touch herself longing for him to…

…and the thought of a tear sliding down her cheek begging him to just…'Jacob…please, I need you to just…uuhhh….please…Jake…' his mind whispered to him in her voice, 'please …'

He could hear her voice moaning obscenities and that was it, his hand flew a mile a minute and within seconds he was a mess all over himself.

Almost as immediate as the release came, so did the remorse. He felt guilty…guilty and dirty.

Stupid beast, stupid, stupid, stupid.

How much would it take for him to hide this from Edward? He couldn't think about it… but the sun was starting to rise, he would have to get back if he didn't want it to be any more awkward than it would already be…

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