A/N: Ladies and potentially but not likely, gents, the person who I believed to be DestinedShadow is not actually DestinedShadow. The real DS noted me on DA, and we discussed some things (she is now SilentImagery on Deviantart) and she's allowed me to keep the story up, and has also given me… THE MISSING CHAPTER EVERYONE including me, was looking for, so, giving credit to the real DS this time, here's the Leon lemon we had all hoped for.

Chapter 44

Leon gazed into your eyes, uncertainty held in his. It was as if your words were not enough, but how else could you convince him?

A kiss, a hot kiss...maybe that would reassure him? You placed your hand at the crook of his neck and forcefully pulled him in, smashing your lips together. Please, respond back, you prayed, the last thing you wanted was an awkward situation. You tightened your eyelids shut, hoping that he wouldn't reject you. You loved him, so much; you wanted to spend the night with Leon, just you and him. His grip on your hips became firm, the force on his lips beginning to form. You smiled against his. Your fingers from your other hand tangled in his hair.

Oh god, his tongue was skillful. You slowly began sliding your hands over his broad shoulders, giving a sensual touch that was arousing even you. Your hands moved their way over his chest and then his hard rock abs. Oh, man; you couldn't wait to get his shirt off. Your talented hands sneaked to the hem of his shirt, gliding over his warm skin. You slipped upward, lifting the shirt in doing so, your kisses raging more powerful, and Leon being just as intense. He parted from you, grabbing the hem of his shirt and pulling it over his head. He threw it too the ground, not caring where or how it landed.

"Leon," you breathed. Your hands explored over his torso, lingering their way around his abs. They were just so perfect. His palms slid over your bare arms as he looked into your face, his lips smiled. Slowly you gazed up, your eyes to his. Beautiful colour they were. You closed your eyelids, both of your lips barely touching. "I love you," you whispered.

You opened your eyes up, entranced in your own harmony. He brushed his lips against yours, his hands moving to the curve of your back.

"I love you, too," he said in reassurance, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. "I will always love you." You smiled warmly, your knees growing weak. He was a catch. You wrapped your arms around his neck, bringing your lips against his once again, your mouth against his in a slant. The warm and wetness of his tongue brought shivers down your spine, his hands on your back lowering. You wanted him, and there was no way of denying it. Leon pushed you further against wall, both of you panting against the kiss, the lip smacking becoming more sensual.

You breathed heavily through your noise, wanting so much to unbuckle his jeans. You could lightly feel the movement of his hands, lowering their way from your back and down to your waist, where he slowed down his pace. He was reaching a certain destination, and you knew where. You just wished he just wasn't so reluctant. His gentleman like nature made him slow in the hot activities. You wouldn't criticize him for anything, he didn't need to worry if anything he did was inappropriate for you.

But that was what he was worried about. You were young, innocent, that anything he did might spoil that. He wasn't as outgoing to intimacy as he would if this had been a longer relationship; this was the next step for both of you. Leon didn't want to move too fast for you to barely register; he didn't want to seem too passive, too aggressive and only looking for his needs. His desire was eating through him, lust implanted in his lips and touch, his groin throbbing. Maybe he could be a little aggressive, Did she like that? The way you slid your hands over his skin, the power in your lips made it seem that way. He decided to take the initiative. His hands slid over your rear.

You lifted your eyebrows, a little taken aback but you loved it. You pulled him as close as possible. His hands gently squeezed your cheeks and instantly lifted you up quickly, your feet no longer touching the floor. His hands guided your legs around his waist, making sure you had a firm hold. The closer you got the more lost your mind was.

"Are you sure this is what you want?" Leon asked, his breath brushing against your lips.

You nodded your head.

"Yes," you whispered, connecting to him again. Leon grinned and brought you away from the wall easily, as if you were as light as a feather. He held you tightly as he brought his hand away, searching for the light switch on the wall. After a few seconds of indirect finding he flipped the switch off. Leon took a few steps back, distracted by your lips at the moment. You rubbed your hands against his bare shoulders, the deeper the kiss had become. You ignored the movements of his feet, focusing on his mouth, his tongue. Finally you parted from him, giving Leon the opportunity to direct his way to the bed. You began planting light kisses against his cheek and jaw, working your way down to his neck, lost in your own erotic desires. Soon enough, though, you felt your back drop to the mattress, his body hovering yours as he supported him self on his hands and knees. Leon leaned down, kissing you again. You moaned against his lips. He then slipped away from you, brushing his lips against your jaw line in a smooth manner.

You decided to make yourself busy and assist him in slipping off his fingerless black leather gloves he still wore. But strangely enough, you actually wanted him to keep them on. They looked damn sexy. But rather feeling his palms then the leather you began sliding them off slowly, making sure Leon kept his balance. He started suckling your neck whilst trying to slip his fingers through the gloves. One off, another one to go. But you hesitated. The caress of his tongue on the flesh of your neck caused you to close your eyes, your lips agape. You let out a heavy sigh. He definitely knew what he was doing and the more you hesitated the more you would have to wait. You caught yourself from moaning and went after his other glove, getting it off easier then the other. You threw it to the side, bringing your hands back in contact with the skin on his chest.

You focused back on his teeth that were gently nipping at your collarbone, shivers crawling around your body. And then it hits you, like a blow from a bat. You were nervous. You've never done this before, except for the erratic, hot make out session, but you meant sex in general. You swallowed down a lump in your throat, your voice cracking, your mouth dry.

"L-Leon?" you stammered. You waited for his reply, the touch on your hip from the palm of his hand growing insanely hot, but instead of being patient for his voice, you thought the best was to get it out. "I've...never done this...before."

There, it was out, and now you had to wait for his reaction. You opened your eyes, hoping to see his face when he replied to you. He lifted from the base of your neck and caught in contact with your eye sight. He didn't seem angry, disappointed or put off. In fact you couldn't read his expression.

"You're a virgin?" he asked cautiously, afraid he might offend you.

How? He didn't know. Some women might find it an embarrassment to still hold their chastity; others see it as their strength. But he didn't know how you felt for either. He watched you as you bit your bottom lip, yourself growing coy.

You took in a deep breath and nodded your head. "Y-yeah," you answered. You looked up at him and he softly smiled, his hand lifting up to your cheek, his thumb stroking the skin.

"And you're choosing to lose it tonight? To me?" he whispered. That soft gaze in his eyes held warmth, held longing, even held love. You could read them perfectly like an open book.

"Yes," you replied to his question. "I wouldn't dream of anyone else." Your voice was strong, now lifting with courage and enlightenment. "I want to be with you." Leon's smile grew wider. He leaned in, tipping your chin to meet your lips. It was quick, yet a romantic lip-lock. His lips hovered over yours after the separation.

"I'll be as gentle as possible," he promised, his lips brushing against yours with every word. You breathed an okay, your body relaxing under him. "Instruct me on what you need...tonight is for you." You smiled brightly, the statement 'tonight is for you' making your face flush. Leon chuckled lightly, his laughter heavenly in your ears and yet made your face even redder. "You're so beautiful," he said, taking your lips against his. You responded back immediately. And you're so handsome, you added mentally. Fingers brushed against the skin on your stomach, slowly slipping to your sides, holding and lifting your shirt. A little nervous, you still were, becoming bare in front of a man. You were becoming self conscience. You wanted to say something; you didn't know what but any way to distract him, your aggressive actions no longer there. Now you were becoming timid towards him. Leon parted from you and brought a finger to your lips, silence.

"Sshh, don't be nervous with me...I'll think I'm doing something wrong. Am I?"

You shook your head. "No, it's just, first time and all I'm not sure I look..." Sexy? Hot?

Pretty enough for you?

"Don't think about those kinds of things. I meant it when I said you're beautiful."

His words and his voice was enough to put your nerves at ease. He was so good to you, better then any man. Leon attempted again, lifting your shirt up slowly, over your breasts and then over your head. You obeyed his movements, adjusting your arms for the fabric to slip across your skin. Leon threw the tank top to the floor, giving you a reassuring kiss to make you feel more comfortable. You closed your eyes as he drew away, admiring your developed chest in a sense of love and lust. Your breathing went rigged, your heart beat quickening. Then you felt his lips against your skin again. Light feather like kisses lowering down to your chest. A light sigh escaped your throat as Goosebumps formed across your skin with every contact.

"Try not to be tense, sweetheart," he whispered. You nodded your head, trying within your power to ease your muscles. You wished you had your aggressive attitude back, the courage you held helping you forget what you were ready for, but now...You were afraid, to say the least.

You took in deep breaths, relaxing your body as his lips trailed against the skin of your right breast. You felt a singe of poise run through you, your body steadying as he took in one of your nipples. His tongue ran along it, causing it to harden by the simple touch. You moaned lowly as he nipped at it, watching you for your reaction, making sure he was pleasuring you the right way. Oh, and he was. You arched your back against Leon, his hand catching your left breast. He began messaging it gently.

"Leon..." you moaned. He retracted from your nipple and trailed hot kisses down your stomach, his hands sliding down your sides. They met the waist line of your shorts, slowly pulling the piece of clothing down. He ran the palm of his hand down your legs as he slid them off, discarded it to the floor. You felt his body over yours once again. You opened your eyes only to see him leaning in. You pushed your lips against his, your hand holding the back of his head. You grazed your tongue over his bottom lip. He parted his lips, meeting your tongue with his halfway. His hands rubbed against your skin, bringing back that arousing sensation. You slid your hands over his shoulders and down his chest, going for the belt of his pants. With easy direct quality you found it and began unbuckling. With swift movement you slid it off, throwing it to the floor and going for the button and zipper. A groan was heard from Leon as you began pulling down the zipper.

His desires were becoming overpowering. He could feel his manhood harden by your simple touch, eager to take off his pants. He didn't know how long he could control himself until he became absolutely insane. His man urges were surfacing from his body and he tried his hardest to hold them back. Tonight is for you, not for him. Okay, he had to admit that a bit was for him also. You slowly unhooked the button, leaving his pants now loose. He worked on sliding them off as you lay there, waiting to feel his touch again. With a little difficulty but nonetheless success, he hovered over you, looking down at you with a smirk. You couldn't help but trail your gaze down south, your eyes widening as they set on his erect manhood in his boxers. You swallowed down hard, and shot your gaze back at him. You couldn't stop now, it was now or never.

"Are you still sure about this?"

Why was he asking? He knew he couldn't stop, just look at his...He was already excited and if you said no, then what was he going to do with it? Besides, you were already excited yourself, you didn't want to stop. You nodded to him, smiling warmly, pleading with your eyes for him to continue. He brought his lips to your neck, suckling at that sweet spot. His fingers slipped to your panties, slowly sliding them down. You held the back of his head with eyes shut tight. Leon murmured your name against your neck as he pulled your panties to your ankles, discarding it along with the other clothing. He rubbed up against the skin of your legs, feeling the light smoothness as you slightly moaned. You brought your other hand to his lower back. You began moving your legs, rubbing against his erection for a sense of tease. He hissed, holding down your legs. You tried not to laugh at the look on his face.

"You're not helping me control myself by doing that," he whispered, cocking his eyebrow.

"Let me do everything." Reluctantly, you obeyed his order, letting him kiss down your body, where he lingered at your pelvis. Suddenly you felt two fingers rubbed against the entrance of your warmth. You lightly gasped, bucking your hips. He surged his two fingers slowly inside you, watching for your response as you furrowed your brow and gritted your teeth together. You let out a sharp breath. Leon began kissing your stomach lightly, having you relax while rubbed against your walls. You sighed, letting out a moan.

His fingers began to retract then enter inside once again, working at a rhythmic technique that was making you grow wild. Leon entered a little deeper, causing you to moan loudly.

Oh man, if this is what it felt, you couldn't wait for the real thing. Leon smirked at your reactions, slowly pulling out.

You placed your hand on his chest, gently pushing him back as you sat up. You brought your hands to his boxers, pulling them down over his manhood that was throbbing, begging to get some action. You can see by the look on his face that he barely could wait.

You got rid of his underwear easily. Leon tucked a strand of hair behind your ear, holding the side of you face and bringing his lips to yours. You held onto his shoulders as he leaned you back, positioning himself whilst doing so. Without breaking the kiss, Leon entered you, his amazing size stretching your very insides. You tightened your eyes shut, hoping to take some of the pain but it hadn't worked. Leon parted from you, slowing down his pace as you gritted your teeth together. Leon mumbled his apologies as he kissed your forehead. Tears slipped out of your eyes after much force in keeping them in. Leon kissed them away, finally fully entered.

"Baby, I want you to relax, I promise it will feel better soon," he said. You sucked in your breath, slightly nodding. Leon waited until he thought you were ready to begin thrusting in and out, his speed an immediate slow. And as Leon's promise flooded your mind, the moments going, the pain was soon subsiding. Leon groaned softly, feeling his own pleasure. He tilted your face to the side with his nose and kissed your cheek a few times, hoping you were feeling comfort with him. "How are you feeling?" he asked through his short pants.

"It...It doesn't hurt so much," you replied, paying attention to his hips meeting yours.

"I want you to move with me," he whispered, wrapped your legs around his waist. He held onto your hips as he quickened his pace a bit, moving your hips to meet his every thrust while driving deeper inside. Oh god, it felt absolutely incredible. Soon enough you were moving on your own without his direction. You moaned with him, digging your nails into his shoulders as he filled you. Your pants became louder the faster you two went. You arched your back, your breasts rubbing against his chest, making him further aroused. He moaned your name, closing his eyes shut while panting. His breaths became heavy, a sheet of sweat over the two of you. Leon grasped the bed sheets, holding it tightly for dear life. His movements grew intense, lost in his own erotic motions. Your eyes rolled to the back of your head as Leon moved in harder, causing the bed to shake.

You gripped the back of his neck, a heated kiss brought to your lips. Leon's movements slowed down along with yours, the two of you growing tired. You could feel yourself close to climax. An orgasm escaped through your body, your limbs numb from the ecstasy. He swore under his breath, his thrusts becoming slow touches of pleasure. Your walls tightened against his manhood, letting him gasp out a groan as he spilled his load into you.

Your body went limp, your chest rising and lowering rather quickly. Leon laid over you for a moment, catching his breath, his breeze blowing against your neck. Your throat was growing dry. After some minutes, Leon pulled out of you, rolling off your body and onto the mattress. You listened to his breathing as it slowly became back to normal. You felt him shift again and then the warmth of the bed sheets overlapping your sensitive body. Leon's arms wrapped around your waist, pulling you close against him. He brushed away the hair out of your face, leaning his forehead against yours.

"I'm glad I chose you, to be my first," you whispered to him. He smiled widely.

"Thank you for choosing me." He brushed his lips against yours. "I love you, _."

"I love you too, Leon, always."

Leon kissed your forehead. You laid your head close to his chest to hear his steady heart beat as he rested his chin over you head, rubbing your arms. You closed your eyes, drifting by his touch, wrapping your arm around his back. You listened to Leon's soft words, his voice cradling you as you lost yourself in your mind, black over you sight.

"Good night, sweetheart."

A/N: Another compliment to the real author of this. I'm glad I had the chance to read and edit this, and let me keep this up on Fanfic. She might read this, I dunno? Thanks loads, DS, if you do ^^