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I was going to reply to that but then some alarm started going off and the doctor started running down the hall. I followed him down the hallway. Stupid thing to do I know, But I had to know what was going on. Finally I found them. There she was lying there on the bed. Blood all over. The monitor with just a straight line going across.

"We've lost her!" one of the nurses shouted.

Sams POV

My knees suddenly went numb as I was falling to the ground. I swear my heart just got pulled right out of my chest and there was nothing I could do to help it. Never taking my eyes of Andy and the doctors, I saw everything. Nurses rushing in with the paddles, pressing them to her chest and the monitor showing no sign of a hear beat. Sitting on the ground with no strength left in me, not even to hold my head up, I pressed it up against the cool glass.

"Doc she's gone" the blonde said.

The doctor's head turns to my direction, sadness filled his eyes with a pinch of determination.

"Again!" he shouted.

The paddles touched her chest once more. To my surprise and joy I heard a beeping noise coming from the monitor. I finally let out that breath I was holding in and relaxed a little to know that I haven't lost her yet.

Not paying and attention to anything around except Andy and the heart beats going across the monitor. I jumped to the feeling of a hand on my shoulder to turn around to half the division standing there and Jerry standing right behind me. Watching me as if I was some lunatic.

"What?" I asked sounding a bit pissed off.

Then they all turned around and walked away except for Jerry, Oliver, and Nash.

"Sam, are you okay?" Traci asked sounding a bit shaky.

"Yeah. I'm good."

"Are you sure? I mean your sitting on the ground" Oliver questioned me.

"Could you just help me up or are you just going to stand there and question me."

Jerry and Oliver pulled me up and sat me in one of those stupid uncomfortable chairs again. When the doctor walked out of the room Jerry, Oliver, and Traci made there way over to him. Concern was written all over there faces. When the doctor walked away, Traci fell right into Jerry's arms sobbing. Thinking of how bad this could be Oliver started making his way over to me.

"Okay Sammy, I'm not going to lie to you. McNally is in critical condition and well, she's in a coma. The doctors don't know when and if she'll wake up. Look she might or might not make it through this, I know I sound harsh but I just don't want to get your hopes up last time. But one thing I will say is she's a fighter" he said as though he rehearsed it 3 or 4 times in his head.

I know he was right. Everything he said was true harsh or not. But she is fighter.

And I'm not going to give up hope any time soon.

Looking down at my blood covered hands and blood stained shirt I might as well go and change.

Andy's POV

Oh man, what the hell have I gotten my self into this time? Ugh, what's with all this pain? And why is it so dark? Where am I? I remember standing in the parking lot with Sam and then gun shots rang out. This must be a dream. I couldn't have go shot, could I? I heard a familiar voice. A voice I'm not sure I even want to hear right now. Gail.

"Ugh! Andy, why did you have to be so stupid today and get yourself shot?"

Like I had a choice or even seen it coming, I thought to myself.

"You know I don't know who I'll piss off if you die on me" she giggled, "I know I seem like a bitch a lot but if you wake up I promise I'll find a new person to piss off."

To me it actually seems like she cares. Cold fish Gail has a heart under all that exterior. I wish I could just open my eyes or something and talk to her. Wow, for the first time ever I actually want to have a conversation with Gail. Unexpectedly she takes my hand.

"Andy, I'm really sorry. It'll never be the same if you don't wake up" it kinda sounds like she's crying, "just wake up. Please wake up. Wake up or else" She giggles a little.

Moments later I hear footsteps walking away guessing it was Gail.

I have to come up with some plan on how to wake up. I just can't lay here forever. For what it seemed like months I heard footsteps again.

"Hey McNally" Dov says, "Do you ever rock n roll. I mean getting shot and being in a coma is kind of cool, especially if you wake up after. Which you will."

He thinks this is cool. Lying here, motionless, not being able to speak, yeah because that's certainly fun.

"You should probably try to wake up as soon as possible because Traci is sure to go berserk if you don't" he laughs slightly, "and what about Sam. He's going crazy out there without is hot secretary with a gun."

Sam! Oh, how much I wish he was here. And Traci, I can't wait to tell her about Gail. Oh man, can't I just wake up, like right about now would be good. A phone distracted me from my thoughts when it started to ring.

"Yeah…ok…fine…I'll be there soon" Dov said, "sorry Andy but I have to leave. I'll be back soon and you better be awake."

Great, now I'm left to my lonesome. I better wake up; I haven't got to tell anyone my goodbyes yet. Like Gail, I'd like to tell her that she's a good cop and person, and I forgive her for being a bitch, and so much more. Chris, I'd like to tell him he's the brother I never had but wanted, and he should learn to let lose some more. Tell Dov I think he's hilarious. Tell Traci that she's my best friend, what an awesome cop and amazing mother she is, and how she's so great with Jerry. Sam. Sweet Sam. I'd tell him that, I, I love him. I love him. Not Luke, him, I'm in love with him.

Finally, I finally hear footsteps coming again. I heard them sit down in one of those uncomfortable chairs and put something on the table beside me.

"Hi Andy," Chris started, "I brought you flowers, roses actually, I'm not sure what's your favorite but I thought they would be a safe bet. I don't know if you know what's going on or not so I'm going to tell you. You were shot 3 times, two in the chest and 1 near your neck."

Helpful Chris I thought. I guess I was hurt pretty bad.

"You're in a coma. The doctors said you could probably hear me, so hear me when I say please come back. Every one misses you. I miss you. Even though Gail won't admit it, she misses you to."

He placed his hand on top of mine.

"I'm probably sure you won't care but I'm telling you anyway, me and Gail are back together. I have to say I think I'm in love with her," he must have gone on forever about her," anyway I'll stop boring you now. I guess I'm going to go back to work, but I'll be waiting for you."

He got up and kissed the top of my head and walked out.

I wonder can you sleep when you're in a coma. If you can I must have. The time flew by until I heard a woman sobbing at my side. I guessed it was Traci, and I was right.

"A-A-Andy, why? Why did it have to be you?" she sobbed, "You can't leave me. You can't" she placed her hand on my cheek and then started going threw my hair with her hand. "I don't what I'll do if I lose you. You're my best friend Andy and I love you. We haven't even been on this job 6 months and you're already in a coma. If you leave who am I going to talk about Jerry with, or cold fish Gail, and Leo. You know Leo really likes you. I know you say that all kids hate you, not Leo" she laughs a bit. "If you leave who's going to try and keep your father sober. Please wake up soon..." she was interrupted by a familiar voice.

A familiar voice I wanted to hear so badly. Sam.

"Sorry to interrupt, but can I, uh, talk to her?" Sam asked a little eager.

"Yeah, uh, sure" she said getting up and kissed my cheek, "I'll be back."

I can hear her footsteps walk out and Sams getting closer.

"Andy…" Sam began.

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