This is a bad morning. This is the WORST morning honestly. I sat in traffic for 3 whole freaking hours and thought about him. The sun beaming on me made me feel almost as if I were wrapped in his warmth. My mind just kept hearing him telling me "you are the most beautiful girl I've ever seen" and I just kept reminding myself he doesn't think that about you anymore. You are nothing to him Olivia.. You mean nothing to him. He doesn't care about you. He never did... And I hate myself because I am still thinking about him, right now. Getting out of my car is usually the toughest part of my entire morning routine, because if there is anyone I hate more than Fitz it's my assistant Quinn. She runs to the car wearing a kick ass black leather jacket, which may be the only thing I like about her. Before I can even open my door here she is talking so fast I can feel my head beginning to ache. "OH MY GOSH, there was this dreamy guy in the office looking for you. He said he needed help with his company or something. Idk he said he'd be back at like 5. Anyway I got you tea I know you're trying to stay away from coffee because you said it sometimes has that weird after taste. So yeah this is chamomile tea. I added milk for you and sugar-" I can't take this rambling damn! At least let me out the car. Smiling so she can't read what I'm thinking I say "okay great, do we have any other clients today?" She grabs my bag and I step out the car. "No you just have to go cash the settlement we won with the Cantelberries last week". Great I can go home early and cuddle with my bed and drown in my sadness! "Okay did Abby and Huck come in today? I thought Abby had a thing?" She holds the door open as I walk in "her thing was cancelled she's in her office."
It's 5 o clock and I'm Sitting at this desk pretending that I'm doing something and it sucks ass. I think I should buy a dog or some- knock knock* "Hey Abbs what happened to your thing?" Abby walks over to my desk and instead of sitting her ass in a chair she sits it on my desk. Wow thanks for making my desk a chair. "He cancelled, it's been 5 years Olivia and I still haven't met his parents. 5 years.. You think he's an orphan or something?" Seriously an orphan? "Maybe he's just nervous. Somethings going on with that.. David's been weird about his parents since like middle school." She looks at me curious. "Wait, he was... Because didn't he get like a whipping in front of everyone for peeing himself or something?" We give each other a knowing look and burst into laughter. "Okay that's pretty funny-" In the middle of our conversation in walks Quinn, "hot guys here with another hot guy and he demands to speak with the boss. If you ask me he has the nastiest attitude I've ever came into contact with. Like seriously, have you ever seen that play A Raisin in the sun? he's like ultimate Walter Lee and I don't even know him yet but he's like-" Abby rolls her eyes "shut the fuck up please."
I don't know what happened in the next 20 seconds because all of a sudden the floor became extremely close to my face and everything began to move in slow motion. That face you make when you see something disgusting, I was making that face. Now I don't know if you're going to believe this bullshit but I'll tell you it anyway. That hot client that Quinn interrupted girl talk about, was Fitzgerald fucking Grant the ultimate heartbreaker. Seeing him felt like a knife stabbed me right in my heart and I wanted nothing more but to climb into the Grand Canyon and fill it to the top with tears. Yes, I wanted to cry. Seeing his face was like an instant slow motion replay of how he ruined me 10 years ago and I didn't know if I could stand. But then I remembered I am better than this, I am better than him.. I can't allow him to see me break because he doesn't deserve it. And this jerk had the nerve to say "Damn Liv, you don't look a day older. 10 years made you even more sexy." He licked his lips. "Fitz good to see you, how can I help you?" He makes this disgustingly hot smirk and licks his lips, "First I'd like to bang you, then I'd like for you to handle a lawsuit for me." He's a certified asshole. He knows "bang" is my least favorite word that's why he said it. "Who's suing you?" And for some reason in that moment I wanted to jump his bones right then and there even though my mind was telling me "he fucking hurt you you idiot". Beats the hell out of me.