Cas POV

Bella drifted slowly into unconsciousness, her tense face relaxing and her pained, vulnerable eyes closing. Her lips slowly parted, her breathing evened out and some strands of hair fell slowly from her face; I had to force myself to keep my hands to my sides rather than brush it from her face.

I had never felt like this before. Never felt so protective or needy over anyone or anything, and I had never dreamt I would; especially over a human. But she wasn't just any human; she was special and had a meaning in her life, a meaning that could someday change the world and she had changed me. She had changed me and I wasn't sure if it was for the better or for the worse but I knew I couldn't just go back on it now. This wasn't a just a week long thing, this felt like forever; even long after she will die I will still remember her.

And she was nothing I had ever expected. When I first met her, my first impression made me believe she was just another heartless hunter, with no respect for anyone or anything. But gradually she began to let me in, and gradually I learned to see behind the facade that she wore like a cloak. Behind it all she was so much more than she let on, and what she hid just made her already beautiful personality just that more perfect.

She rolled over slightly, her head falling off of someone's lap. Dean... I had forgotten he was still in the room. I quickly looked up with an innocent, or so I thought, expression on my face.

"Man, what the hell is up with you?" He asked gruffly. "You're looking at our sister like a piece of meat!"

With this comment Sam mumbled something under his breath, something along the lines of 'but I wish I was more' which confused me no end, but Dean only had eyes and ears on me at the moment and hadn't heard the muttered remark.

"Nothing is wrong, so to speak..." I started but was quickly cut off by Sam, who was quickly changing colour in the face.

"What the fuck? You're an angel; you shouldn't be having impure thoughts on a human! Go back to heaven and screw some fit angel or something!" He shouted, showing his true colours and making him yet another person who wasn't the same as my first impression was.

Sam, in my opinion, used to be an open and trustworthy person who wouldn't purposely hurt anything and treated people like they should be treated. But as I said before, that was my first impression because as soon as he was around Bella, he morphed from this kind person to a protective and more than slightly irritating little rodent.

I know I shouldn't be thinking like this but this is what Bella has done to me. She has styled me, moulded me some might say, to the person she wanted; but she must have got bored half way and decided to leave me unfinished. I was being absurd when I hoped that she would feel the same way about me as I did her. She could never love me. I quickly regained my thoughts and put on a confident tone of voice as I said,

"One, I am not having impure thoughts about a human and two, there is no such thing as a female angel. There are people who have been offered Grace and accepted, but they are not angels and I would like to decline your offer of 'screwing' someone as I would much rather not."

The confidence in my voice was much louder than I expected and turned out snappy making Sam begin to shout back to me before Dean cut in, his voice filled with authority.

"Stop it now both of you or you will wake up Bella." That effectively ended the conversation.

"Aw, Daddy Dean! Who knew you could be serious?" Bella laughed, slowly opening her eyes. I lowered my head, feeling guilty for waking her up, for taking her few minutes of peace and tranquillity away from her. And by the looks of it I was the only one with the decency to feel guilty.

"Bella, I'm sorry," I mumbled as Sam sniggered, head held high. I'd have to talk to him later and find out exactly what is going on...

"It doesn't matter and anyway, I needed to wake up sooner rather than later because I still need to explain what happened in Forks before Leah turns up but that is only if you still want to know..." She said, her voice straining to sound calm yet the underlining emotion of pain shone through from beneath it but we were too eager to pick up on it until later. We needed to know and we needed to know now, I thought as my head bobbed up and down as did Sam and Dean's.

"Well, I guess I'm not getting out of this easily," She muttered before sitting up, her actions being closely followed by all three of us. "If I'm going to tell you my story, I at least want to be comfortable telling it, it's not exactly short!" She exclaimed, looking more than slightly annoyed.

"Well, I suppose I'll start with when I first moved back to Forks from Phoenix..." She began.

Okay guys, I'm sorry it's taken me so long to update but I've been in school this week and I've had ALOT of revising to do. So many tests and so many I forgot, and when I say so many I mean all of them. Not good.

Not if there are any mistakes in this or anything that doesn't make sense please add it as a PS to the end of a review or PM me so I can change it. It was my first time from Cas' point of view so please go easy on me and with that I must say...

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