I'm updating fast now! I couldn't wait so I wrote this chapter, enjoy!

Bella POV

Everyone shouted out at once, their words mixing in the air causing a buzzing sound of blurred and unintelligible words to reach my ears. Trying to shout over them would be virtually impossible, so I quickly slipped off the sneakers I had worn in bed and threw them, aiming one at Sam and the other at Dean. I didn't have another shoe or anything to throw at Castiel so I just hoped that he'd catch on and if he didn't, well I'd deal with that if it happened, but thankfully he got the idea, just like the other two and shut his trap. Clever Little Angel.

"What the hell, BITCH?" Dean shouted, unsure whether to be offended or teasing while Sam just sat there, rubbing his head with an expression of a child that had just been chastised by his Mother.

"I needed to be able to understand what you were saying and you all shouting isn't going to help so if you can one at a time please?" I laughed out as the two of them began to mutter under their breath about how I should have all things confiscated off of me to keep everyone else from harm.

"I'll go first than shall I?" Cas asked, catching me off guard, from the corner of the room, before catching my eye as I looked up. Pain flashed through his eyes causing me to duck my head as to keep my line of vision away from him.

"May as well..." I mumbled, feeling guilty, for both myself and him. For him because I was causing him pain, pain he wouldn't have to go through if I wasn't here, pain he wouldn't have to go through if he never met me and for myself because I had to sit around and watch. I know I'm being selfish but what can I do? Go back to the old me and care about everyone else bar myself? Not a chance.

"How did you stay alive around vampires, shouldn't they have killed you?" He asked. Sure, his point was logical but it still annoyed me. I didn't like having to talk about them; they have only seen a fraction of the pain inflicted upon me when I think back into my past and it gets so much worse.

"They drank from animals because they didn't want to live like the monsters they are, so instead, they pretended to be human. For crying out loud five out of seven of them went to school!" At this Dean chuckled for a seconds but it sounded forced and he stopped quickly.

"Does Bobby know, Bella?" He asked.

"Yes, Bobby knows everything. He wanted to know why I wanted to be a Hunter so I told him and as much as he didn't believe why I wanted to be a Hunter was right he still wanted me to be a Hunter, so I could join the family properly, so I could protect myself from the things in the world than can hurt you as much physically as the Cullen's did to me emotionally." My voice was straining to be calm, cracking slightly at the end making me hope no one realised but everyone picked up on the underlining emotion of pain in my voice because Dean came and sat next to me with his arms wrapped around my waist, while Sam and Castiel looked longingly at me. What the hell Sammy-boy? You're like my brother!

"If Bobby is okay with it so am I little Sister and if I ever see the 'Cullen's' I will personally rip each of their heads off," Dean said, completely serious and I had no doubt that he would try if ever he met them, try being the main word in the sentence.

"Yeah, Yeah big guy, keep thinking that," I said winking at him before I untangled myself from his arms and grabbed my shoes. "I'm going to take a drive, I'll be back soon, Okay?" I said, aiming my question at Sam and Dean, trying to ignore the fact that if I put my arms out now I would be able to touch Cas; a very distracting thought when you were trying to keep a straight, one-track mind.

Sam looked like he was about to disagree before Dean interrupted, agreeing before shooting an annoying glare at Sam.

"I'll come with you," Castiel whispered, opening the door slightly as I finished tying my laces. "You can tell me where we are going on the way but I need to ask you something before I leave. If you all remember you now have less than twenty four hours before Leah comes here, please be ready."

I nodded my head absently as I turned to leave the room, being followed by agreeing noises and a faint growl from the Brothers before a certain Angel, in more ways than one, walked after me. As he came near me I felt whole again and I felt a slight pull towards him. It reminded me of when I supposedly loved Edward, but now it was so much stronger and it was dragging me down to think of how I had hurt him and in a way was still hurting him. And for the first time, in what felt like a lifetime, I felt as though I loved him.

Could a Hunter truly fall in love or was it a fixation? And could a relationship between a Hunter of the Supernatural and an Angel last?

Now then:
I think I might cry!
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