I found I quickly fell into the new life I had. I was buried in wedding plans, and the days quickly flew by until it was a week until my wedding. Mel and I were sitting in her living room getting our final fittings done.

"There are days I forget this isn't where I belong." I was standing in front of Mel's front hall mirror. My dress was fitted into place and my veil fell over my shoulders. "It feels right." I spun around and looked at Mel. "But I know it's wrong. I don't know him the way I should, there are chunks of my life that are missing, I don't want to lose six years of my life." I sighed and pulled the veil out of my hair. Mel stood up next to me.

"I know how you feel. I'm a 25 year old still, locked in the body of a 31 year old. I love Daniel, but I'm not ready to be a mother, I'm forced to be a mother."

We sat in the living room for a while, neither of us saying a whole lot. My mind was on the wedding, insuring every detail was correct. My mind soon drifted to after the wedding. Life after the wedding, having kids, buying a house. It was all foreign to me. I didn't know anything about what was going to happen next.

"Charlie, I have to pick Daniel up from a play-date. Want me to drop you off on the way?" Mel tried to sound upbeat, but there was something in her voice that told me otherwise. We were lost in our own lives.

"Good morning, honey." Ianto whispered into my ear. I smiled and rolled over to bury my face in his chest. "Come on, we have to go to work. I promised Jack we would come into work today since we are missing the next two weeks for our honeymoon." I sighed into his shoulder and slowly sat up. "You still look more beautiful everyday. I can't believe I get to marry you tomorrow." I smiled and kissed him lightly on the cheek.

"You know, we could be married already if it hadn't take you so long to ask me." I laughed, rolling out of bed. Ianto chuckled.

"You always go there." He ruffled my hair and kissed me before going into the bathroom to shower. I sat back down on the bed and smiled. I was going to marry that man. The man I had been in love with for six years.

"Charlie, there's some rift activity near the warehouse." Mel whispered, leaning over my desk. I looked up at her, confused for a moment. "Is today one of those days you forget?" Mel seemed slightly aggravated. "We don't belong here. We have to go back, Charlie." My eyes widened and I shook my head.

"Oh no, no, no, no. I'm staying here. Mel, my wedding is tomorrow. I'm happy here!" I tried to keep my voice down. Mel sighed.

"We have to."

Mel and I walked into the warehouse, my feet dragging slightly. Before we left, I had kissed Ianto. He didn't think anything of it, but it was a goodbye. I wanted to stay with him.

"Charlie, there's something over here." Mel grabbed my arm and pulled me into another room of the warehouse. I took a deep breath, reminding myself that I was going to see all this again, I was just going to have to wait.

"Mel, hold on. What if we change the future? Now that we know, what if we make a mistake and it changes? Mel, I can't just leave, knowing I may never be able to get this back. This is the happiest I've ever felt in my entire life. Don't take this away from me." My eyes were starting to sting with tears. Mel pulled me into a hug, rubbing circles on my back.

"I don't want to leave either. I have an amazing life here, but we have to go. We can't stay here forever. We have a life back there...and a future ahead of us. No matter what happens, I know we'll end up like this. Just, trust me on this." She pulled away and took my hand. "The rift activity is getting s-"

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