Logan Mitchell Story: Chapter 11

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They made me feel better, had a bad today. But have no fear today is a double update.

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Logan's POV

I let Carlos enter. I was about to open the door, but that's when I saw Kendall and James rushing over to come into my house before I shut the door. As much as I didn't want to talk to them, I guess they should know.

I could sense by the way Carlos was acting he just forgave them. I was pissed at all of them. Carlos for the fact he just kind of let his friends walk all over him, after they tried to beat me up in his defense. I'm mad at Kendall and James for just being assholes.

I led them into the kitchen and we all sat down at the kitchen table. They all took seats at the table. I sat next to Carlos, and Kendall and James sat directly across from the two of us. I looked into all my friends' eyes. "Well the story your about to hear is all true. None of this is bullshit. Oh and this isn't exactly the happiest story ever." I said.

"It all began when I was born, back home in a small town outside of Huston. In this town everyone knew everyone. I was that kid your parents warned you to stay away from. I was that bad. Many people in town talked, my parents thought I was a huge embarrassment. They were embarrassed by how many times the police had to drive me home for doing something wrong." I said as my eyes begun to water. I've never got this deep at all. Mr. Bob didn't know much of this stuff. I kept a lot to myself.

"Logie, don't cry." My boyfriend said.

"I'll try not too." I said trying smile, but I couldn't I was just to upset about this.

I looked at all my friends' and then continued. "The worst was when I was younger and stole my parents car and went for a little joy ride. I crashed my parents' car and the police had to take me home. My twin brother Drake found this hysterical." I looked at Kendall and James shocked faces when they found out I had a twin.

"Why didn't you tell us about your twin?" Kendall questioned.

"Jealously," I said.

"What were you jealous of?" Carlos asked.

"That he was getting all the attention by my parents, and I got nothing. I'd come home with good grades, and I'd get nothing. So I thought if I was just as horrible as can be maybe my parents would actually pay attention to me." I sighed. "I was wrong about that." I said.

"Your parents should love you," James said. "You know your such a good person." James continued.

I rolled my eyes; I couldn't stand him or Kendall right now I wanted to throw them out of my house, but I wasn't. When I finished telling them my life story I'd kick them all out. I thought.

"Right," I responded. I then continued the story, these boys needed to stop interrupting me. I thought to myself, and then spoke. "I did some other bad stuff like steal from stores or just the people I was friends with. Soon know body wanted to talk to me because I was a kelpto." I said with a sigh. "The last time I ever saw my twin was when I attempted to kill him." I said and I heard gasps and pure shock from my three friends. They didn't say anything and just let me continue.

"I bet your all wondering why, and the reason why I tried to was cause he was getting on my nerves. He was always making fun of me and being an asshole. I snapped and thought the only thing left to do was kill him. I was chasing him around the house with a knife until my parents stopped me and grounded me. The next day my parents go out and left Drake in charge. That's when I promised to him I'd change and be a better person." I stopped talking and tears escaped from my eyes. "I found out he committed suicide." I said now sobbing.

"Logan, everything will be ok." Carlos said trying to help me.

"No, it won't. He was the only person in my family who actually cared."

"Do you know why he did it?" Carlos questioned me.

I nodded my head. "Yeah, my little sister came along and replaced him. They basically shut him out like my parents did to me." I cried some more.

Kendall being the leader of the group finally spoke up. "Look, I'm sorry about your loss and sorry about before." He said giving me an 'I'm really sorry look'

"Me too," James added. "We shouldn't have been such assholes."

I nodded my head. "You both aren't really forgiven yet," I replied coldly. "Just cause I've opened up to you both doesn't necessarily mean we are cool. Now Carlos can easily forgive you but I can't. I mean you both beat me up, it's not something I want my friends to do, just to protect someone when you only heard one side to the story." I said. "I'm pretty sure the two of you assumed I was some racist asshole, which I'm not. I mean when I was ten I was until I changed. I've become a better person now." I yelled at them both.

"I think its best all of you just go. You heard my story now leave." I shouted and escorted them to the front door.

As they were walking out, I stopped Carlos. "I hope you don't hate me." I said.

Carlos gave me a disappointed look and walked off back to Kendall's car. I'm not sure what that meant. I think they all needed some time to let what I told them actually sink in.