i just lied in bed, feeling empty, the drugs and booze filling me with temporary sensation. they faded and i still stared watching as my beautiful sculptured angels flew across the roof of my bed. it was dark i had ben lying here for so long and the more i sat i just felt alone. like i was missing a piece of me. i felt incomplete somehow, is this what it was like? was this all that there was left? my cell phone rang and i ignored texting my brother reassuring him i was alright. asking about my nephew and his wife. he finally calmed down but still this overbearing nothingness was all around me. i felt like i was floating the shadows tugging at me. i needed to feel something anything. i walked down to the bar and pol and floated in the water even this was forced. i turned up my music and sat there i might as well drink. i stood up and went behind the bar
"I was wondering where this music was coming from"
I turned and stared at Caius he smiled I looked at a large guy next to him. He was adonis come to life. Thick luscious dark hair. Full lips broad shoulders big hands. He was in pants and a muscle shirt And damn. I checked him out
"Holy shit"
I said
"Hi im Zarina"
He looked at me surprised And grinned he looked down and glanced at Caius
"Is this a cousin? A friend"
"My nephew Felix"
"Hi"
"Hello"
He took my hand and kissed it smiling I am going to fuck him. I knew it right then Nd the I blushed
"What happened to you?"
I smiled at Caius
"Nothing I like it rough"
I said he looked at me shocked
"I thought you were a lesbian?"
He asked confused
"Im attracted to nature not gender, i'm a naturalist"
He rolled his eyes
"I've been with transvestites as well"
His eyes widened in shock I smiled
"Post op or pre op?"
Felix asked I smiled
"Does it matter?"
He looked surprised I smiled
"I know i'm a dirty little tart,"
"How was your date?"
I grinned and sighed
"It was fun while it lasted"
"He wasn't good"
"It was good sex is always good, its just a moment of feeling"
I said shrugging I smiled and turned to Caius
"Would you like to party with me to night and participate in illicit activities?"
He smiled
"No, and i'm rather concerned you party so often alone,"
"How do you know i'm alone?"
"Because you like to be alone, my Nephew Felix can keep you company if you want"
I grin
"Is this Italian hospitality?"
I ask
"Yes Miss. Valentine I will give you anything you may need, the Volturi are anything but hospitable"
I would him make eat those words. I smiled and Caius left us to drink.
"So Felix I didn't know there was anyone my age here"
He smiled
"My cousins and I aren't very social"
I smiled
"well we have to change that, do you want to go to a party?"
He blinked and shrugged
"Do you drive?"
"Yes"
"Lets go"
"Uh sure ill go change"
"ill meet you by the pool then"
I shifted into my room and picked my skirt and halter top and heels. I walked stepped out and did some lines of coke I smoked some weed and rolled five blunts I grinned and walked out I stared at Felix he looked at me surprised I smiled
"Lets go"
he cleared his throat and we left I smiled
"So why don't you guys ever come outside?"
He smiled
"Actually weve met 3 times"
"WhaT?"
"you were quite drunk"
"Oh my god I am so sorry I should have remembered your fine ass"
He smiled and I grinned I licked my lips
"So are you ready to party?"
"What?"
"You're getting just as drunk as me"
He gulped I was true to my word, we were in a vip booth he was high and on cocaine and drunk I smiled
"Are all of you this hot?'
He Laughed
"You think im hot?'
"I would fuck your brains out right now"
"Do it then'
He said I'm sure he thought I was bluffing until I climbed on him and kissed him hard he was shocked I grabbed him he was huge I grinned tearing off his shirt I kissed his jas and neck and bit him. I grinned and he groaned he was rock hard I pled his pants off and pushed a button. The booth turned into a private room I grinned and he moved on top of me he kissed me and I pulled off his pants he tore my dress. I smiled and he sucked on my neck his fingers entered I moaned and he moved so fast and smooth I moaned and moaned and came he chuckled and I grabbed him and masterbated him I moved down and deep throats him. Humming and sucking him hard he moved slow and burst I swallowed and hd movsd me he pulled my panties off and slammed his dick in I moaned and we fucked we humped moaned and bucked he was amazing hitting my spots so hard and slow. I gushed and he seemed to lose it and roared I didn't pay attention and he held me down I moaned and came gushing over him he pulled away so suddenly I gasped and panted I stared his shirt off my nails in his back. I blinked at him, hs lifted was panting
"Felix"
He cleared his throat
"I apologize Miss. Valentine"
I smiled
"Its ok"
"Come I shall get you home"
"I have a hotel room, are you sure you're ok?'
I asked worried he looked at me he smiled and nodded
"We should pick up some condoms at the store"
I nodded and kissed him softly he kissed me back and dressed me he lifted me and carried me out the back way
"I can walk"
"I want you to save your energy "
I smiled. Felix was true to his word we had sex for hours I was panting he smirked at me I was lying back gasping he grinned.
"Your insatiable"
He said I grinned and licked my lips, he smiled at me his cell phone rang I rose a brow and he looked at me
"Dont no"
He pulled out I bit my lip I loved feeling him inside and sighed I stare I felt excited I looked at Felix and the pleasure vanished I was done. I sighed again feeling nothing. Pleasure was better than nothing. I stood and went to the bathroom I washed off he joined me
"That was my uncle wanting to know of our whereabouts"
I chuckled he lifted me it was strange the sensations he was cold it was like warm and cold and I came again he chuckled and we spent a good amount of time humping. We were dry I had on an extra shirt and we drove back home I had my cell phone in hand.
"miss. Valentine I would appreciate it if you wouldnt inform my uncle"
I grinned at him
"I'm very private about who im fucking Felix, don't worry about me it was an awesome time"
He smiled we pulled into the garage I went to the Estate and entered my flat I showered and dressed I was going to go sleep. the feeling was gone. i sighed and stared at my fridge it was empty i smoked so much weed and cleaned it out. i should get something to eat. it took me awhile but i finally forced myself to leave to just get up and go