I was eating everything I was hungry, starved I had been keeping everything perfect. Nathan was coming soon and my mom, I was scrub cleaning walking around with windex and napkins.
"Everything is perfect Zarina"
I i told myself, grimaced and nodded I was stocking the bar
"No wild parties this weekend?"
I saw Caius
"No my moms coming and i'll be drinking,"
I sighed what the hell was I going to do? My mom was going to be here, and her boyfriend I grimaced I still hadn't accepted his existence. I set the pool toys away I was so deep in thought just patrolling the grounds. I was anxious. I stared at some daisies so deep in thought I hadnt heard my name
"Dirty little tart!"
I looked up and saw my skinny beanpole brother his wild curly hair was a mess and his green eyes lit up as, he saw me
"Look at ya wearing real clothes and shit."
"Fuck ya tiny little gimp"
"Oi ya know yer tha meanest little tart I ever did lay me leafs on"
I hugged him holding hi. So close
"My brother my brother"
"My sister my sister"
I loved my brother
"Oi don't forget bout us"
I grinned seeing Marnie
"Ya look beautiful love"
"Thanks"
"Shes havin a girl"
I smiled and kissed her and lifted Nathan Jr. Who was only 10 months.
"Yer cutting it close aint ya love?"
She smiled
"I love yer brother"
Nathan was kissing on his son and loving him, I smiled
"Well these is the estate i'll show ya the grounds, the old Family lives here they're interesting"
"Ya got a pool side bar?!"
He ran to the bar excited
"Oh were moving in"
"We already have one lush, we don't need anymore"
I grinned
"Nathan this is Caius my neighbor,"
"Hello"
"Caius ya pasty bastard I was wondering if i'd meet ya, Marcus told me ya weren't very social"
Caius smirked and looked at me
"You're both twins"
"Ya got no idea, irish twins ready fer some pic partying before mom gets here? She flys in friday"
"Oh fuck yeah I am"
"Ive got some mollies"
"Molly, molly molly molly molly"
"Not so fast"
I looked at Marnie she had her arms on her hips
"Before you two get belligerent and destroy half the city and the lives of innocent girls, Zarina"
"hey"
Nathan laughed at me I pouted
"I'm exhausted and I want sleep, you need sleep too Nathan"
"Oh come on let me at least have one toke with me sister Marnie"
"Oh please Mar its been ages"
We both begged she sighed
"Alright ya got 20 minutes, but I'm putting Nathan Jr. Down fer bed"
He kissed her I kissed her and Nathan shover me
"Oi!"
I laughed he grabbed me and we ran out like school children,
"Oi ya havent showed us where we're sleeping"
She called I stopped
"I shall escort you"
Caius said and led her back to the Estate I got to a large wall I loved this area there was a small stain glass window with an angel on it the saddest thing I ever did see. A small stone bench and lots of beautiful daisies, I sat with Nathan
"Come here"
I looked at him he held out his arms I hugged him I relaxed I felt home I felt whole with my brother and the emptiness didn't feel as bad. I he held me for awhile and we smoked up
"You alright love? I hate tha idea of ya being alone, here ya get yerself in trouble"
I smiled and scoffed
"Im great here Nathan, got loads of friends"
Really where?"
He asked I looked down
"Yer lonely I get it, and party and drink and fuck as often as ya like love, but at least do it with people,"
"My neighbors are cool"
"Yer neighbors are fucking weird"
I giggled they're good people he smiled
"Maybe ya should come to the states"
"I like Italy"
"Ya can't speak fucking Italian"
"So! Ok maybe I don't like going out is cause I dont fucking speak Italian"
"Then why would ya move ta a country ya don't know the language?"
"I don't know! I thought it wasn't England so I fucking went for it"
He sighed I folded my arms
"Ya can't run from life love, ya gotta live it."
I scoffed and glared
"I ain't runnin from nothing"
"Yer runnin why else did Seth give ya what ya wanted?"
He asked me I stared he knew he he sighed and hugged me
"I aint going nowhere I promise, but ya need something ta hold ya down"
I stared Nathan and I knew each other I held his hand and made us invisible I we smoked and got tore back we walked around laughing and got to the Estate I was dancing
"Hey Zarina are ya hungry?"
I looked at Marnie she stood with Marcus and Nathan Jr and she looked pissed
"My love my darling ever so beautiful Marnie what has ya in such a foul mood my princess."
"Jackass"
"Your words ring true love but im yer jackass"
"Nathan I told you not to get too frucked up"
"And im just high shes me only sister, if im not there fer her self destructive tendencies who will be come now love, not to fret we got Nathan Jr. Ya go rezt me love"
"Nathan"
"I promise"
He took Nathan and handed him to me I took him in my arms and ran out with him
"Lets eat some ice cream nathan jr."
"Don't stuff his face with sugar Zarina! You'll give him diabetes!"
I ran into the kitchen and set him on the floor
"Ok kid stay"
I said and got a popsicle I looked down his big blue eyes looked up at me they locked with the popsicle. I I opener it and handed it to the kid Nathan slid in and picked him up
"Heres his high chair"
He said And set up a weird looking contraption I blinked he put him in it.
"Is he ok in there?"
"Course he is he loves it"
I shrugged and sighed we made food I was on the floor cans of spray cheese around me. My stomach hurt Celias heels clicked and I looked up she tutted
"Miss. Valentine that is no way for a lady to behave"
She said
"Woah"
I heard and Nathan looked at Celia he grinner and checked her out
"Hello"
He said I smacked him
"Ow what did ya go an do tha fer?"
"Marnie"
He stared and looked to see Nathan Jr passed out he took him out and walked out to change him. I looked at Ciela
"How have you been Ciela?"
"Well i've been taking care if the city records how have you been?"
"Im ok,"
"Just ok?"
She asked I stared she grinned
"A little birdie told me you have been spending time with Aro Volturi"
I stared
"Who?"
She blinked at me her eyes widen
"Aro"
I stared
"Oh, that weird guy?"
Her eyes widened in shock she smiled
"Yeah I think that guys spoken to like all of twice"
She coughed and I could tell it was a laugh.
"So you aren't trying to make a move?"
"First of all the guy doesnt even talk to me, i've said hello like a handful of times, he doesn't talk to me and he stares and it really really bothers me."
She looked surprised shocked even
"I dont like to be fucking stared at it makes me uncomfortable, like i've done something wrong and h3 never says a goddamn word. And he stands there really creepy. Like im sure hes a great guy if he actually fucking talked to me instead of just staring like a psycho"
She stared
"Your very upset"
"He upsets me!"
"Im certain his wife will speak to him"
"Hes married!?"
I demanded she stared at me I felt angry hes married and stares at me that way. Like I was... Like I was what why did I like the way he looked at me? I found myself staring at his lips they didn't move they were long thin. The top lip pointed his lips were soft I blinked. Aros lips I flushed he was married I frowned and shrugger
"Hungry?"
"I just ate"
She said smiling I went to see Nathan he was holding Nathan Jr. And set him in his pack and play, he kissed my cheek and went to nap I went to ky flat showered and got outside I was on my way across the grounds when I saw a cab pulling up I frowner was that my mom already? She could come to surprise us I head inside and grab a bathrobe
"Zarina"
I looked up to see Jane she was in a cute dress and boots
"There is someone at the door for you"
"Oh thanks"
"Of course and my father would like a word in the study, ill entertain your guest"
"Oh ok thanks jane"
I said and headed to the study, I entered the room and went straight for the scotch man it was delecious
"Of course help yourself
Came Caius cold voice
"Thanks sunshine so whats up?"
I asked he looked at me I stared
"You're in a bathrobe"
"My moms here"
"I see, you do have morals around your mother at least"
I smiled
"How is your family's stay?"
"Its only been a few hours"
"We would like to lend out our cook, you don't cook unless its to put drugs in it so Demitri will help you"
"What about Felix? "
He rose a brow
"Felix?"
"Yeah I mean hes really hot and I could get some while my moms here and I dont shoot myself through the fucking head"
"Felix will not be providing drugs to you"
"I can get drugs my damn self im talking ab9ut sex"
He looked shocked his mouth dropped
"You would have sex with Felix?"
I smiled
"Many times"
He looked intrigued
"Who else?"
"Marcus"
He grinned wickedly
"Why?"
"I just feel really bad his wife died and Marcus is super hot I would ride his cock for hours if he let m3"
He gaped like a fish
"What?"
He cleared his throat
"Well i'm certainly surprised"
"Id do Demitri too,"
He blinked repeatedly I stared
"I didn't need to know that information"
I laughed
"Demitri would be easy, Marcue id have to take my time with and seduce, be nice a slow them pluck him when hes ripe"
I nodded and licked my lips imaging Marcus on top of me. I bit my lip
"And what of Aro? Do you find him sexually appealing?"
"That weird guy who fucking stares at me all the time?"
He looked as surprised as Ciela did
"I dont even know him i've spoken to him all of twice and he just stares at me."
He bit his lip chuckling
"Besides I don't go for married guys"
He looked at me surprised I smiled
"Im worried about Felix helping you, hes oddly attached"
I looked at him and smiled
"Of course im girl with boobs and hes a guy, plus Felix is fucking sexy I want to lick chocolate syrup off of him. Caius you don't understand the things I will do to your nephew"
He stared in complete shock
"You don't find that slutty?"
"Im single hes single we're two grown ass adults, with needs and its basic survival instinct"
He gulped and smiled
"That is a very good point!"
He said he was so loud I liked it I was hard of hearing in one ear
"Well this was amazing my mother is here so I have to go be cleansed of all my wickedness"
"What?"
"Shes fucking crazy"
"She would not invite a man of cloth you'd burn"
"Fucking rude"
He smirked
"100 bucks she brings a priest to dinner"
He narrowed his eyes
"Surely your mother isn't that overzealous"
I stared at him he sighed I walked out and headed toward the front I saw Jane and she looked at me
"Hi Jane"
"Hello Zarina"
She said I stared at her she stared back what was wrong with Jane? Alot obviously, before I could say anything the door opened and I tur ed and starer. My eyes locked with old gray blue orbs, he shaved his hair was trimmed and he was wearing what looked like a button up sh8rt and some jeans. He stared at me I stared back and I lost it completely
"You sun of a bitch!"
I punched him in the nose he smacked me across the face and it was on, I tackled him do2n he in the nose and I swung repeatedly I screamed and felt arms around me I grabbed my father by his haor and ounched him continuously.
"Grab her arms she won't let go!"
Nathan I turned and glared at him I screamed and lunged
"No let her go he deserves it"
I was punching Nathan repeatedly and I felt his nose break I broke his jaw then I stood up and kicked him in the lung
"You're going to kill him"
"I know"
I yelled and was held back Caius kneeled down
"Hes dead"
"Goddamn it Zarina!"
Marnie sighed
"What?"
"I told him I was going to kill him if he ruined our holiday"
"You can kill him when he gets back up"
"You just murdered your brother"
Caius said I looked at him he looked alarmed it was just him and Aro. They frowned at us we didn't seem phased in fact none of us cared
"He'll be fine, he usually dies every few weeks anyway just by being stupid."
I said blood spilled everywhere I sighed
"Im going to check on Nathan Jr, and see if yer dad needs a hospital!"
I spit out some blood and wiped my face
"Your brother is dead"
I looked at them and said
"Well he won't be for long"
i spAT OUT STILL PISSED OFF, IF HE DIDN'T COME BACK TO LIFE SOON I WAS GOING TO BURN HIM TO ASH, SEE IF HE CAN COME BACK FROM THAT SJEW SON OF A BITCH I KICKED HIM A FEW MORE TIMES TO LET THE RAGE OUT They stared and Nathan gasped and sat up
"Ya rude little cunt"
He said and wiped the blood
"But he was just dead"
I sighed and looked at them
"Nathans immortal"
I said they stared at me
"That hurt"
"Im glad you jackass"
"Hes our da, ya can't just turn your back on him"
"Watch me":
"Zarina"
"He turned his back on us"
"ANd he regrets it"
"Are you kidding me? He left you at Ikea on your 8th birthday and yer defending the jackass"
Nathan was wiping blood off of him
"Im not defending him"
"How dare you invite him to my house, my house"
"Hes your da, ya can't expect ta ignore him forever"
it turned into a screaming match and we were screaming over each other I got pissed and grabbed the knife on the wall and stabbed him in the heart he fell down dead and I pulled out the knife and stormed out covered in blood. I went into the bathroom and stared at the sink I was so upset the door opened
"Your dirty"
I looked at Jane she approached and cleaned me up, I was silent she was silent I sighed
"Your brothers immortal?"
"Yeah, there was this weird storm, a lot of people got really strange powers, Nathan is immortal"
"Immortal means you can't die he still dies"
"Ok so regeneration he technically did, he just doesn't stay dead"
I said she looked at me, there was a knock
"Zarina ya alright darling?"
It was Nathan we couldn't stand being upset with each other I was silent he knocked
"I know yer upset, im sorry I just wanted ya ta not be so lonely, and Da really wants ta make things work with us, please let me in."
Silence
"Ok im a epic jackass, its all me fault, please dont be mad at me. please Zarina"
I sighed and looked at the door
"Ill let ya shoot me in the dick as much as ya want swear it"
I giggled and opened the door he looked at me pouting and those leaf green eyes staring at me I smiled and sighed he hugged me I held him back.
"I know I know,"
I was crying, he wiped my eyes
"I hate ta see ya cry love please dont"
I sniffed he looked at my face and kissed me sweetly he hugged me and I hugged him
"I didnt hurt you did I?"
"Only me pride is wounded, what kinda bouncer am I?"
I giggled he pet my hair
"Come on lets get some good food"
I nodded and he led me outside and we walked across the court
"Oh shit my neighbors we should invite them for dinner"
"Not such a good idea love, and ya really need ta stop doing Acid from Jeffrey, ya know he puts blood magic in it."
"Your an idiot."
I said we ate some food,