From: Roxas
To: Axel
Axel, can you be bald? Like, literally? -grins- I kinda want to see you being bald. :D Sorry, I have to cut this reply short cause my mom is beginning to limit my internet usage. She said I've been on the internet for too long that I start to neglect them. :( Ven is also here now, so I will have less time on the internet. I'm so sorry. But now that Ven is here, I'm sure I can use his cell to call you... but I guess some price is necessary... he said. He wanted me to do stuff for him, I think. lol.
Yeah. We didn't eventually got a chance to. I was out with my family all day on sunday and I couldn't get online. And I didn't see you all day today. God, Axel. I miss you so much. And it's already really late here and I'm sure mom would be really angry if he found out that I'm still awake and typing an email.
Well, to say that I'm not still in pain is a lie. I love you too much to not care or fear about you cheating on Demyx. Axel... can I touch myself to you? Would you allow that? I... I feel so desperate. -sighs- And I know... I sound pathetic now... -blushes red, tears up a bit- I guess I've gotten so used to being pampered and loved by you that it hurts so much to not have that for... three weeks now... Ax... -takes in a deep breath-
-lets it out- I'm okay. (:
-giggles- I think it's really awesome that you sang to me. Though it's not really my favorite song and it's a chick song. Try picking something more manly next time~ -grins-
Well, I'm glad that Em find entertainment in abusing animals. -grins- well, I hope it just won't grow to be too extreme. I mean, I just like annoying those animals.
It's a good thing, Ax. I couldn't be anymore happier that I get to be with you now.
I see. Well... I was kinda in pain when you want my memory back so that I can take care of a keyblade. It hurts me to know that you would... put such pain to me. I don't know... I feel the whole past kinda painful. I guess I should start to look at the bright side. (: I love knowing that I was really close with you then. But at the same time, it makes me think as if... we love each other in this life because of our past life... -sighs- I'm getting all depressed now... sorry, Ax.
lol, if we ever get to meet again, Ax.
lol. ewwww. Don't throw up in your mouth! Wow. Sora sounds so awesome right now. -grins- I feel really proud. And at the same time, I feel like such a failure. (Don't bother cheering me up. I'm just in a depressed mood because my internet time is getting cut shorter and I have to sneak into the computer room in the middle of the night to use the computer.)
Apple and Juice doesn't sound half bad. hehe. I love you too, Axel.
Oh! I can feel the baby kicking me just now... -blushes-
-blinks- really? so fast?
lol. awww I'd be happy if I were the cat. I would so completely have you to myself and do all sort of things... with you... -blushes- gosh... I'm trying to not get aroused... -blushes some more- Ok. I'm going to stop thinking about you.
The reporters are okay. Don't worry about them. (:
-giggles- yep, a school girl. You perv. You didn't peek at any school girl while I'm away, did you?
o.o Well, anytime we can, we can go on the honeymoon. I don't really know when...
God... I think I got so desperate that I unknowingly hump Riku's thigh when I was watching a movie with me... and he moved along with my humping too... so I guess he knew... this is so embarrassing. I feel like throwing myself off a building now...
Oh. Yep.. I saw the pictures... I had to recollect myself before I tear up. Man, I'm so emotional these days. Sorry that it took me some time to reply to this email. It's just so hard to talk to you like this, Ax.
I won't cheat on you, I promise. I won't even touch myself. I-I'll take a cold bath.
I'm sorry... -tears up- I'll try not to be over dramatic next time... I'm sorry again... I... I won't... -sobs-
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Sorry, I went away to get a box of tissue. Man! I didn't wanna cry! It was because of the hormone, I SWEAR! I don't like being pregnant...
lol, so you're using the same smelling shampoo that I use now? lol. I thought it was real for a while there. hehe.
I wonder what that means. But okay, I'll tell her the next time I see her, which would be soon, I think. Well, I don't think my parents are hoping that me and her get together with me being pregnant. No. Well, I don't like seeing myself in the mirror. I've gained a lot of weight.
Aww, Sora's angry? D: I'm so sorry. Tell Sora I'm sorry... No no! He can't disown meee! I'll be kicking more puppies if he does!
LOL, you want me to kiss your ass, eh?
I need to get laid too... -sighs, blushes- Been three weeks since I get laid... -depressed-
Ah... my back hurts... -sniffs-
lol. Well, don't let her get to you. I think Larxene's pretty sweet. xD even though she can be too much of a flirt.
I know how you feel, Ax... the feeling's mutual. My heart is still only yours though! And I'm sorry about humping Riku! It was just for a minute, I swear! I went to take a cold bath soon after.
Aww, Em... -tears up- I miss Emery too. I want to come home soon too, Em... but you'll have to wait for another three weeks, okay?
-sighs- well, I feel bad now. I hope Emery won't hate me too much when we tell him the truth. Awww, that's really cute. My bed is empty... Well, I guess I can get Ven to sleep with me. That way, I'll have someone to nuzzle up too! x3
Aww, Emery's really smart and brave! He's the best! I'm a fan of our baby now! -giggles- Yay! A video!
Well yeah. Riku treated Sora really badly in the past life. I feel bad for Sora. I'm glad Sora is standing up for himself now.
Ax! You should use gmail! Gmail is so much cooler!
Kingdom Hearts?... wasn't that the place where I was sold to Kadaj and was almost raped when I was pregnant with... was it Raven or Emery? I didn't really remember.
Honestly.. I really just want you now... God... I need to take a cold bath again later.
Okay. -nods- I'll try to remember that. -smiles- thanks, Ax. You're amazing.
Oh yeah! You were wearing a dress! lol. oh! I remember that! You don't look really good. But you look pretty ravishing in my eyes. -grins- What if you bring the dress over and I'll wear it just to compensate? (:
Ice cream and whip cream are the best! 8D I feel like having sex with them... God, I shouldn't be thinking about this. It just makes me hurt more.. -growls-
Aww! I'm glad Em eats your food now!
My parents think that Riku is decent. They think that you're not as decent because you dress as a girl when you first meet them. I told them it was my fault though. They're not happy. I mean, they gotta at least acknowledge the fact that you would even dress as a girl for me! -pouts- They're so irrational.
I miss you too much, Axel.
I'm going to take a cold bath now. Sorry... I'm not going to touch myself though, I swear. (:
And I'm going to bed after my cold bath.
I love you, Axel.