It was nice here i had called ahead of time i was some major drugs and i knew the scent rolled off me in waves people were giving me strange looks, i was in some jeans and a regular tank top. My bags packed Demitri dropped me off in a small airport in New Hampshire there was no sun super cloudy and overcast, i lit up a smoke and more people looked at me disgusting, bloody Americans always had their damn panties in a bunch about something. A car rolled up and he sat in the driver seat. The doctor, he smiled as he pulled up in a sweater and slacks

"Zarina how are you?"

"bloody cold, ya couldn't have picked a more sunny place? Maybe some sand and tropical trees"

He smiled his golden eyes filled with amusement, he was worried she could feel it, damn the drugs were wearing off, that's how i kept it at bay by blocking and completely ignore it.

"Relax i ain't gonna break."

he smiled and nodded he was afraid but protective

"Whatcha fraid of?"

he smiles

"You're empathic?"

"i usually ignore it, s'not one o' me favorite powers"

"Zarina I'm curious, why would you seek my help now?"

I sighed i knew this was coming the annoying questions i looked at him

"cause I'm fucked up"

He coughed slightly clearly not expecting that answer his eyes widened surprised

"I'm all fucked in me head can't even enjoy a good blunt, ya know what it's like to be so fucked up ya just wanna die?"

"i can't say that i do"

"i figured i need ta get some help cause in all honesty doc, i don't wanna be here no more, and i know that's wrong, i know i shouldn't be feeling this way. So i need help and if ya cant help dump me offa hotel an ill party and fuck me way into sweet death's kiss"

He wasn't expecting that.

"ill help you Zarina but its going to take effort, first things first you're going to need to sober up"

"Fuck you"

I said offended he rose a brow but was serious

"oh bloody hell, seriously? "

"yes I've arranged for a therapist to help you"

"might as well rain dicks from the sky"

I muttered and large thuds just began echoing and dildos and vibrators of all kinds fell from the sky

"Fucking Christ onna stick"

He frowned and after ten minutes they went away, sober i had to be fucking sober what kind of bullshit was this.

"Do i have ta?"

"yes no more drugs or beer"

"Fucking Wanker"

He just smiled

"My daughter may not care for your language do try to watch yourself."

"Fucking Christ"

I muttered he smiled he felt more comfortable.

"Caius called me an hour or so ago, he wants you to call if you need him"

I scoffed

"I'm not his bloody kid, i'll call Jane when i get there and Nathan most likely he died already trying to calm his nerves. He was super nervous about me coming here,"

I thought about it and Marney was worried too, i'd have to call mother and reassure her too i was fine. I sighed thinking of everything i had to do, when we drove into a side road

"whoa where ya taking me?"

"our home is near the forests we like to be outside of the town"

I narrowed my eyes

"s'long as there aint no damn Jason Voorhees killers out here"

"Why would"

A body dropped from the sky he hit the break, and stopped i slammed forward and he caught me before i slammed into the dash

"Fucking A"

I yelled and looked up to see him Jason the hockey playing psycho serial killer, oh fuck my hallucinations were bad this time.

"Stay in the car Zarina"

He got out and the man had a chainsaw, i couldn't let this bloke die on my account so i stepped out

"Zarina"

"oi come get me you fucking Wanker"

I yelled and ran he followed me and i ran into the woods, i could hear him and my heart pounded i just needed shade i could feel the earth, it was vibrating tingling. What the fuck? I stopped and turned to see him he was going to kill me. I watched as the chainsaw came up i reacted instinctively and held out my hand, a tree began to move i watched as it moved and a sharp branch stabbed the man through the skill and into the ground. He was a killed kabob. I blinked holy fuck.

"Zarina"

Carlisle and others were with him, a huge guy i grinned he was pretty hot, and a small woman and a thinner man.

"How did you do that?"

Carlisle asked

"oh i bring things to life if i do too many drugs, least that's what Nathan say, haven't got a light have ya? I could use a bloody smoke."

He started at me in shock The small woman blinked

"She's powerful"

"yer tellin me, one time i killed me brother by having a dragon ear him, his bitch ass ate the last of me pie. So i made sure that dragon shat him back out the little troll."

I said and looked around cigarette in lips

"no more smoking"

"can't even have a fag?"

He looked very serious

"fucking shit"

I said pissed

"Zarina come on honey"

"well hello darling"

"im married"

"damn"

I said and looked at the large bloke he reminded me of Felix

"So is Emmette"

"well there goes my weekend,"

I said huffing and and looked at the blonde guy, he looked so somber

"the fuck you lookin at?"

He rose his brows and the girl smiled

"Im Alice this is Jasper and Emmett we're here to help you on your journey to self improvement"

"yeah I'm just gonna fuck ya regularly in my head love, cause this bubbly happiness needs some definite Shagging"

The brute laughed a booming laugh and Alice just smiled Jasper rose a brow, he tried not to grin, i followed them it was a quiet stroll and i noticed i was the only one breathing and huffing and as we walked more i was still the only one breathing. Great now all we needed was a pile of corpses rotted and chasing us. I heard a groan and turned Zombies

"aww fuck!"

I yelled and ran past Alice

"Run love for they kill us"

"Imagine if they were on fire"

She called frantic sounding and that was it they burst into flames and burned away i was panting

"Oh fuck,... Jesus on a stick… damn"

I panted i smoked too much Alice smiled

"Dont worry i can anticipate most of your projections,"

I was the hell did she mean projections? Before i could ask the door opened

"Carlisle?"

It was a woman, she was older beautiful at least in her mid twenties, she had a motherly presence about her. She reminded me of mother, and then i felt it, this overwhelming grip in my chest. It was like my chest was floating and i felt my hum in vibrate. What the hell was this? Some feelings id never felt, i felt a small piece of it with Nathan and Marney but this i just didn't understand.

"Zarina this is my mother Esme,"

Alice said i looked at her and nodded once,

"Bella Edward, i wasn't aware you'd be here"

He stared at me his eyes furrowed i blinked and he kept trying to look jnto my soul

"Oy tha fuck ya looking at Wanker?"

"Zarina"

"What? Hes fucking staring at me"

"Come on ill show you to your room"

I glared at Edward and the woman glared at me Bella, my cell phone rang and i smiled

"Oy love"

"Did ya land safe? Are ya sober? Are ya wearing panties?"

"I landed safe im not not sober, and i am wearing panties"

"Oh good i was worried yad fuck every guy ya met just ta be feeling somethin"

"Im alive haven't gone and slit me own throat yet"

I said seriously

"Just do what ya need ta, an come home yer niece is comin soon"

"Nathan im not ready yet"

"Ya gotta be safe"

I felt it again the emptiness the nothing that consumes me like ill never be happy again, the shadows tugged at me i inhaled i felt dorty talkinng to him like something was scratching my soul.

"Zarina its time"

I looked at Alice and nodded

"Rehab is a bitch don't go ans get yerself in trouble"

"Ill be fine calm yer nerves"

"Oh and by the by, Jane went and hit puberty and man shes got some nice tits up top"

"Damn it i said she would soon as i left shed go and hit puberty, alright ya better leave her be, and dont let her go off an shag the first loser she sees ya know how bad it is,"

"I wont Alec is fairly upset bouf it too"

"Oh im sure his balls will drop tomorrow and hell be a man with in he week., well im off to rehab, give Marney me love, and keep yer dick outta sluts and whores"

"Id never cheat on me Marney"

"Ya better not cause id do thangs tan her ya wish yer tongue could"

"Ya best not be shagging the beautiful women, yer not giving us men a chance"

"Even playing fields says i, now get yer arse to bed, and ya better not be taking te piss"

"Your the only one whose been taking the piss around here, Caius just said its been entirely too quiet"

I laughed

"Well tell Caius to ease up, Jane's a teenager now and shes gonna give him hell"

"Oh good then he'll take it out on me and kill me"

"Oh boo hoo snot like you'll be dead for long anyway, suck it up and bw a man ya curly haird little bitch"

"I will ya she demon of a cunt"

I smiled

"I love you brother"

"I love you sister"

I hung up and saw them staring at me

"What?"

Esme smiled

"Come one Zarina"

Alice led me through a very beautiful large house, there was a large picture frame with graduation caps on it. Thats wierd, alot of photos of a little girl. She was pretty, brown eyes and just angelic looking.

"This is the detox room"

It was a large stoned room, tile flooring a small toilet with a little wall and what looked like a cot she stared at me

"Put this on your going to feel pretty bad soon"

It was a large shirt it smelled really nice, i felt fine

"Im feeling OK"

"Ill be taking your things, dont worry ill return it to you when your ready"

I stripped into my nickers and put the shirt on, i stared at her my stomach did begin to hurt.

"I'm feeling a bit hungry"

"Ill give you some crackers you're not going to hold anything down well, ill be in here with you, Carlisle wants to set you up with an IV"

"Nah i need a good hard fixin, dont worry bout me"

She smiled, i was doing okay until the drop came into affect. I felt sweaty

"I can be alone ya know"

She smiled sadly

"Im sorry Zarina but your a suicide risk, you cant be alone"

This was going to fucking blow.