Sorry for not updating sooner, but I kind of lost my way into this story and ended up hitting a wall. I honestly don't feel like it's my best chapter, but I working on the next one already so I'll have it ready in a weeks time and I'll make it a lot better! So thank you to all of you who have reviewed, followed and placed my story in your favorites.

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the Attack on Titan characters, but I do own my Sina and Dillan.

Chapter 4

Just like Erwin said, a man dressed in the military uniform came by the hotel I had been staying at for the past week and took me to the training camp. The trip was long and felt like an eternity. I looked outside the window in order to distract myself from boredom. Before I realized it the carriage was surrounded by trees and the sky was covered by green leaves and branches that stretched towards the sky. This was my first time seeing so many trees and wildlife in one place, and let me just say, that it was beautiful, but that beauty didn't last long. Soon the sky darken and so did the surroundings. Apparently the man leading the horses up front had made a wrong turn some where in the journey and we ended up having to turn back. I was late on my first day of my new life. By the time we had arrived it had already been late at night. I had almost fallen asleep, but thankfully Levi just happened to open the door at the very same second I closed my eyes.

"Wake up." His command startled me out of my exhaustion and gave me the strength to not fall asleep as I was taken out of the carriage and led towards a small cabin. As I walked behind Levi, I couldn't help but notice my surroundings. The dirt was dry and hard against my flat shoes, and all the strange rough looking terrain and obstacles outside made me feel out of place, with my blue dress and braided hair. Soon I reached the cabin and Levi stopped in front of me almost causing me to crash against his back, but I didn't. He held out the door to me, and I thought that was very gentleman like, but I soon shook my head and thought, no that can't be right.

As I walked into the dim lighted room a man, bald, but neatly dressed greeted me. "Well hello there. You missed the introduction ceremony you know." He seemed kind and calm, not at all how I had imagined a man of the military to be like. I expected him to be more mean looking, with a crooked nose, or at least somewhat cruel when it came to his frowning face but no, he smiled. He was good at hiding behind that smile.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to be late." I bowed, showing respect.

He laughed, and that almost startled me to death. "Don't be! It was Erwin's fault anyway for not having called for you sooner, anyhow, lets forget that for now." He motioned for me to sit down on the stool chair that was facing him. I did and as I sat down I folded my hands in front of me and closed my lap firmly, while keeping my posture perfectly straight, and holding my head high up. He looked at me form across the round table. He was smoking a cigarette and had a glass of sake close to him.

He smiled and took a puff of smoke form his cigarette to my great amazement he blew out a huge ring of smoke as he puckered his lips to do so. "I don't quite understand why such a proper young lady would like to join the military. Don't you think that you be better off raising children then killing Titans?"

His eyes focused at me, waiting for my response. I took a small breathe of air and spoke, "No sir, I wouldn't be fit for a life like that."

"And why not?"

"Well, to be honest sir, I be bored."

His eyes slightly narrowed themselves, it looked like he was squinting at me. "Is that so?"

"Yes."

"Well, then very well." He didn't inquire any more. "Let's cheer then." He handed me the class of sake and offered me a drink, I took it and eyed it suspiciously. I've never drank alcohol before, so I didn't know exactly what to do, but I guess it shouldn't be all that bad if I took a sip. So slowly I placed the glass against my lip and waited for the sake to slowly make it's way to my lips, but before I could even savior it, a hand stopped me in the process. That hand was firmly gripping my wrist and guided my arm to place the glass back onto the table. Once a small clink sound was made when glass met wood the hand released my wrist.

"Sorry, but it wouldn't be wise for her to be drinking so late at night." Levis voice was firm and serious.

"Ah, yes your right, my bad. Sorry for having indulged you to drinking young lady. It's a good thing you've got him here watching out for you."

I glanced up at Levi and back at the bald man, "Yeah, I guess."

With that I was then ushered to leave the cabin and once again I was following Levi towards an unknown destination in the pitch black dark. He seemed to know where he was heading, because not once did he waver in turning corners, nor did he hesitate when we came up to a brightly lit building. It was a cabin, just like the rest, but much bigger and it had double doors. The light could be seen through the windows and the voices of multiple people could be heard.

"Where are we?" I found myself confused and a little nervous. There were so many people inside, and I bet it looked much smaller on the inside then it did on the outside. Not that I'm scared or anything, but I really dislike crowded, closed places.

"You got to eat right?" As if on cue my stomach rumbled and I nodded.

"Mm...I guess I do," and just like that he started walking ahead again and with no warning or pause he entered. The second Levi entered, the building quited down and only whispers were left to hear, but once I entered close behind, everything died down. Girls, guys, they all stared at me. I wondered why. Was it because of my dress, or was it that I showed up unexpectedly, or could it also be that I came in with Levi? I didn't really have much time to ponder at this as I was handed a plate and was told to sit. I followed orders and sat in an almost empty table. Those who occupied the majority of it, shuffled their feet and moved to the far conner, leaving me some room to sit.

"When you finish go outside, I'll be waiting, so eat fast." I didn't even look up at Levi as he spoke and neither did I turn to watch him walk away. I heard the double doors swing open and then close. In an instant the lively sounds came back to life, but this time some of it was detected towards me.

"Hey whats your name?"

"Where you come form?"

"Why aren't you wearing the uniform? Oh, you must be the girl that was late, ha ha!"

"Hey, are you deaf or something? Answer me."

I finished eating the rice and the small portion of meat I was given. So I looked up, but before I could say anything, before I could tel the crowd around me to disperse an arm came around my shoulders.

"Hey don't be like that." His grip on my shoulder was strong and held me in place, as if he had the right to touch me in such a friendly matter. "Come on, be nice, she doesn't bite right?" He whispered the last part into my ear and blew in it.

My body went rigid and I could feel my body tremble in anger. I took hold of his arm and pushed it off. I stood up, leaving my plate behind on the table, and left without another word.

As I swung the double doors open, Levi was there leaning against a post staring up at the sky. "Well that was quick."

I could still feel that man's breath in my ear, and those disgusting words in my head, Once again my hands shook in anger and my blood boiled. "I wasn't all that hungry."

Levi didn't seem to have believed me, but didn't press the issue, and once again, for the third time that night I found myself following behind Levi towards an unknown destination.

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The next day I was placed at the head of everyone, center and present. In front of me, they all lined up in perfect rows and columns that added up to a perfect rectangular shape of human people standing up. The one in command had ordered me to stand there as I watched everyone else line up and get into place. Finally after five minutes of waiting everyone was now where they were supposed to be and paying all their attention to no one else, but me. I no longer wore the blue dress, but the uniform Levi had handed me last night after he had shown me the girl's sleeping quarters.

The older man in command walked up to me, his composure was straight and firm, like a brick wall. He soon was towering over me, his face was only a few inches away from mine and I had to hold back the need to push him off. I slightly tilted my head sideways in order to look behind the commander. The other recruits were staring at us, with smug, smiling faces. They were enjoying this, they were relishing in the humiliation that I was about to be given.

Turning my head back in position I stared back at the man's face. It wasn't all that pretty, and it did look mean, just like I had expected his face to be.

"What's your name, miss?" His question felt more like a command and there was a heaviness to it.

"Sina."

His eyes glared at me and he spit out the words, "Is that all?"

"Yes."

He had this wary look in his eyes, as if he now suspected me of something. "Tell, me girlie. Why you joining the military?"

This questioned caused some sort of silent commotion. I could hear the rustling of clothes as some of the recruits shifted in their stance, trying to get a better look. The man two inches away from me, never stopped staring though, he ignored the others reactions and waited for my answer.

"To avenge Wall Maria." It was a lie, obviously, but I need to say it. I could feel the stares of everyone else burning through me. They had this weird look in their eyes, like a hungry animal waiting for it to make a wrong move. That's why I decided to lie, I needed to survive and in order to do so I will continue to lie, but not forever. When the time comes I will turn my back and walk my own path because I will no longer allow myself to be caged up, having to be someone else.

The crowd dispersed and my answer seemed to satisfy everyone's curiosity. Soon we were standing next to these posts. They had wires crisscrossed between each post. We were handed a 3D Maneuver Gear and told to try and stand there with a perfect balance, With no instructions whats so ever one by one we filed up and head towards it. Some were able to do maintain their balance and others weren't able to, I was one of them.

Slowly trying my best I could only maintain my composure for a few seconds until my weight was too much to bare and I fell downwards. Soon I untangled myself and allowed another to continue after me. It was his turn anyway. As he wrapped himself into the wire I watched with amazement as he was able to maintain himself upward so naturally.

"Having fun babe." An arm wrapped around my shoulders and pulled me closer towards the rest of its body. "If you want me to I can help you, but it'll cost you." His voice was inviting and caused me to want and break his pretty little face.

"No." I pulled myself away from him and started walking towards the line to wait for my turn again.

"Awe, come on. I'm only asking for a little kiss." Now I felt pissed off, but ever since my out burst form the hospital I've been advised to keep my anger under control. It wasn't easy. Trying my best I ignored him and kept moving forward, but he wouldn't shut up. Finally it was my turn again.

"Good luck sweetheart, you'll need it!"

I took hold of the belt and wrapped it around my waist. Steady I made my way towards the middle of the the two posts and placed myself in between the wires. At first I was fine, but after a few seconds I could feel myself slipping away. That's when I looked up, in front of me was the man grinning as I started to panic. His eyes were laughing at me. Hot blood raced through my skin and I could feel it burning through my bones. I don't want this man to be laughing at me, nor do I want him to be little me. Using forces and self-control I didn't even know I had within me I was able to place myself back up and once again regain my balance. That's when his smile dropped and his eyes were no longer glinting in hunger towards my humiliation.

"Nice job, shorty." He patted my back as I got off the wires and was now heading towards the showers. " The name Dillan."

"So." I didn't want to be friendly with him, I didn't want him to touch me.

"Come on, you don't have to be so mean. You know what I know what can make you feel better."

Like an idiot I asked, "What?"

"This." He took hold of my collar and pulled me forward. Before I could react he had his lips pressed against mine. I was momentarily shocked, but the second I could feel his cold slippery tongue trying to part my lips I pushed my back. With no hesitation I pulled back my arm and punched him straight in the face. The force of my fist meeting his face caused him to fall to the ground.

"What the hell?!" Rick screamed as he held his bloody nose with both hands.

"What's going on here?" To my surprise Captain Levi and the bald, smiling man from before were standing only a few feet away from me and the man laying on the ground holding his broken nose.