Sorry it took so long to update. School started and have barly had any time. hope you like this new chapter. please let me know what you think I LOVE hearing from you.

there are also alot of mistakes with words and gramer i think.

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When I finally had the strength to stand, I made my way to the house on the hill. When I got to the door, I hesently knocked. Sasha answered the door. "Hey Edward, you need a place to stay?" she asked. In her mind she was very excited and wanted badly for me to stay for a while. I also felt that she was desperately trying to keep me from finding out her big secret.

"yea I do." I told her interested in finding out what she was trying to hide. She led me through the house and introduced me to her family as we passed them. They to were trying to keep the secret from me, or so I thought.

After I "went to bed" I waited for the family to fall deep into sleep before I searched my old house. I don't remember much about living here when I was human, but I remember enough to know where everything was suppose to be. Surprisingly it wasn't much different from what I remember. The only big change is that it went from a four-room house to a 15-room house. I explored the unknown parts, also checking for locked doors that may hide their secret.

At about four the next morning I finally found a locked door. It was one I recognized and one I spent lots of night's in. so I made my way back to the room I was staying in determined to find away into the locked room. It was about nine when the family and the other guests wok to have breakfast, I joined them, pretending to be human like always. I was also trying to see what these people knew about Sasha and her family. I got nothing. The only thing they thought about was the box I held on to.

Before they could ask the question, I told everyone I couldn't go out into the sun because I was allergic. So as everyone went to start their long day Sasha kept me company. The main reason was because she had a lot of questions for me and very interested in my family. Also the real reason why I came to Chicago. So I thought of the answers I'd give her. " So Edward I was wondering" she started when everyone left. " What did you mean when I brought you that letter? I mean I asked you if you were Edward Mason and you said that you haven't been called that in years." She stared at me with bright and curious eyes. I loosened the box, knowing she didn't care why I had it, before answering.

"After my parents died the doctor who treated them took me in." I stated.

"I'm so sorry. How'd they die?" she asked relay concerned.

" They got infected by a deadly disease. Before my mother died she asked the doctor to save me. So he adopted me before my other four siblings. I took his name and ever since I've been Edward Cullen." I told her knowing that's what she wanted to hear. After word she dropped the subject. Though she still wanted to know more about my family and why I was in Chicago.

"So what were you doing up at four this morning." She suddenly asked without thinking.

" You were up? I thought everyone was asleep." I asked confused knowing everyone was dead asleep and dreaming.

" Yeah, some nights I have horrible night mares and when I wake I can't go back to sleep. So I look at the moon. As I was looking I heard you snooping thought the old part of the house. So I followed you and wonder why you were so interested in that locked door," she said with an attitude thinking I was some kind of thief.

" I just wanted to look around the rest of the house. Also wondered why the door was locked. Do you know?" I asked her trying to get her to think about it.

"Sorry, I have no clue what's in that room. It's been locked ever since the Spanish inflezema hit. That and there's only one key to the room. We haven't found it yet." She responded trufully.

" There are other ways to get into the room ya know." I said smartelicly.

"Yeah, but this house sets on a national land mark, so there for we're not aloud to touch it. It also belongs to me and no one's going to destroy it. So the only way anyone gets into that room is with the key." She stated glaring. From her thoughts she was angry with me so I let it go for now.

When Sasha took an afternoon nap I went searching for the Key, believing it was my mom who locked the room. Remembering the letter I tried to remember my past. It took a while but something popped into my head.

"Mommy why do you wear a key around your neck?" I had asked her when I was eight years old.

"Well, baby boy. This key locks and unlocks every door in this house. It's also the only of its kind." She stated so sweet and calm.

" Well why doesn't daddy have one?" I asked.

"Because your daddy loses things all the time. so he gave the key to me as a necklace. I never take it off." She said again to me.

"You were it everywhere?"

"Yeah. Even to the grave, unless I need to leave it behind so you and your sister can find something sacred later in life." she stated then looked up at the drawing on the wall. Those last words rang in my head. "Even to the grave, unless I need to leave it behind." Is all I heard. So I thought back to her funeral. Thank god it was raining.

" I'll miss you mom." I remember telling her after everyone was gone. She smelled like she always had to me, her favorite flower. But she didn't have the key on her. Now that I think about it after the Spanish inflezema hit, she never had it on.

"Sasha, Sasha! Wake UP!" I yelled shaking her gently.

" What?" she asked angrily sitting up from her bed.

"Did Elizabeth Masen or her husband Edward leave anything after they died?" I asked her while reading he mind. As she thought, me with her, a lot of things crossed her mind.

"Actually yes. They did, follow me." She said getting from her bed. I followed her into the font room and above the fireplace was the drawing that Anna drew so long ago and the one my mother looked at that day. It was the family crest. The Cullen Family Crest. So I grabbed the frame and opened the back, hanging on the other side of the picture was the key my mother wore around her neck so long ago. "What's that?" I heard Sasha ask. Not listening to her I slowly ran to the locked door with the key in hand. I heard Sasha running behind me.

When I got to my door I placed the key into the lock and it fit. So I turned and the door opened. "I can't believe you found the key! How did you figure it out?" she asked as I saw my past before my eyes.

"My mom use to talk about a special key and how it was only one of a kind. The only one who held it was Elizabeth. So I figured that before she died, she hid it." I told her as I walked into the room.

"But why hide it in the drawing?"

"The most obvious place is the last place you look, also it was drawn by Anna Mason." I stated. As I looked through my past remembering things I thought I had forgotten Sasha spoke.

"You look like him ya know."

"What?" I asked turning to her.

"The youngest, you look like him."

"Yeah, well I'm also as dumb as him." I stated turning back and going through my old things again. Yet something she thought made me stop and stair. No you're not dumb, you never were. Lost and confused yes, but you have never been dumb. When she caught me looking at her, she automatically picked up a painting of Tanya and me. "You know anything about her? In all the stories I've heard, she has never been described." She said changing thoughts.

"Her name is Tanya. She was supposed to be his soul mate." I told her finding the box of love letters she had once wrote.

"He had a girl? I thought he was single." She stated.

" Yeah, only he and Elizabeth knew. The couple didn't want anyone to know. His mother just figured it out. They were to get married or so I heard." I told her flipping threw the letters ignoring her thoughts.

"Really." She responded amazed.

"Yeah, but by this letter she broke up with him right before Elizabeth was admitted to the hospital." I told her. She grabbed the letter from me and started reading it aloud. As she read I thought back to the day long ago when I had received it.

I was outside working when she came up. It was amazing how I still remembered what she looked like through my human eyes. The same way Bella saw me when she was only human. "Hey love, how are you?" I asked when I spotted her.

"Fine, I have to talk to you though." She responded why I stopped working.

"What's going on?" I asked seeing the sadness on her face.

"Look, it's all explained in the letter, but we can't see each other anymore. We can't get married." She stated, then handed me the letter.

"What?" I asked refusing to take the paper she handed to me.

"Just read the letter Edward. It explains everything." With that said I took the letter and she left. Never saw her again until the day before I died.

"I'm sorry for all the trouble I've caused. I hope you find it in your heart to forgive me. Tanya." Sasha read as I snapped back into reality. " Wow. I bet he was heart broken." She said sadly.

" He was, but I don't believe he truly loved her. It was only lust. He loved the beauty not the girl." I said.

" Yeah. I wonder how his mother felt. It must have been hard for her to see her son heart broken. Even though it was lust, at the time he felt he loved her and I bet when she walked away, all he wanted to do was die. Like you said he believed she was his soul mate then it all turns bad. On top of all the pain his mother got infected with the inflezema and later himself. He probably blamed him self for what was happening. He probably felt like a screw up and everything he did was nothing." She stated looking at the painting. That's when my past became to much to bare. Mainly because I knew that what she said and thought were exactly how I felt. The only feelings I have never forgotten and now I watched history repeat it's self with Bella. So to get it off my mind I brought up my sister's past very interested in how much she really knew.